This actually based on my personal experience when I was working outside cleaning up the streets. I picking up trash during long walks I always use Spotify for music one of my favorite band is yohio and the music keeps playing the same music is dont let go. To me I don't know what this means at first it was just a metaphor for nothing but it actually means something. To come to think of it actually based on a person I chatted years back. I meet someone on amino app whom was gay he was very feminine but more woman like than man. Then I followed him Instagram we chatted and things. I chatted with people before men, women, young adults I don't know why this person. I don't know what this means. As for Alfred Mendez it's totally different. I'm a gynosexual btw. Well it may be inspired by helluvaboss season 2 episode 2 where loona was looking for Octavia. This was after he received the bloodring from skorge as a friendship for his training. Not only that he didn't know skorge loved him he had a crush on her before. But everytime he thinks of her his mind begans to deteriorate due to the bloodring. It was revealed to be the ring of the ringwrath.

If you want to listen to the music go right ahead
https://youtu.be/7wxZTJm1ppY