woah okay. do you wanna talk in notes? I might have an idea of how to help. But first take a couple breaths. No one wants you freaking out or hurt okay?

I mean we're far beyond the self harm part but sure

Maybe getting into pixel art can help out. it doesnt really need a pen to make

And just SCAM EVERYONE waiting for the image quality I COULD BE making??????

Bruh
...That's just what can I say about this whole situation.

Just ignore those guys who just begging your art, Kevin. Do the things that you have to do first, and then art.
If your digital pen is still not good, Pencil or traditional art is also good too, just starting from what you can do if you want it.
If someone says that's a scam, that someone is not your supporter, just a fxxking miserable man who can't survive if you're not in pain :/

Art should be a fun thing for an artist, which can be done when they are able to do it within their ability.
because all of us are not the fxxking van Gogh and can't draw any 'masterpieces' in a poor condition like him, Y'know

Don't be nervous and just take your time, dude.

What? I'm not worried about my performance or people asking for art, or money.
This is about my second pen that is not working as it should have been, compared to my old one I've been using for the past four years.
The condition of my work is a promise I make to myself to always give the best I can but without the best I can give it's just art.
And the internet is full of "just art" but I'm not making "just art" I'm making something I put my heart into that I care alot about.
If I just decided to fall back to what I made as a minor, it would be only nostalgia to people, it wouldn't have my best, or my passion, the colors, the shading, the image quality and small file sizes, it'd be photos of pen doodles I made within minutes.
I don't want money or confidence of what I can create, I already have confidence.
I need a WORKING PEN.

Not sure how to help... regarding the pen. Good lord kev i'm sorry that you are having a tought time . Is there anything i could trt to help?

Alright, so don't know you too much but I'll try to help a little^^;

1.it sounds like your computer's problem, not the pens at this point. Either the computer, drawing tablet, something of those sorts. A few suggestions I can think of:

*just post your sketches, or even try out traditional

*try drawing on your phone, or (if you have one) tablet. There are a lot of drawing apps for those, although drawing on new technology can be difficult, you might even like it more

*buy a new pc, or tablet- probably the one you should try last, but if you really need a new pc, and have a lot saved up, then get one that works better


2.it sounds like your extremely stressed out, and there's a couple things you can do to help take some rage, and depression out

(Stretch before all of these)
*do a power run/jog around your neighborhood, or park
*get a punching bag/use a punching bag
*do a really hard, and heavy workout


Just some ideas^^; don't really know you, but hopefully any of these help at all

Geez, this is a whole big mess from some trashy tablet? Yikes qwq

I just got an xp-pen artist 12 tablet and it works perfectly, so if you need ideas for a tablet replacement, there ya go?

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