Thank you for the wait guys!
So as you can see, I figured it out <3 I am offering custom mousepads yaaay!
https://www.etsy.com/listing/887726.....photo-mousepad

for you guys, if you ever ordered a commission from me I probably still have the file! I can adjust the file to fit the mousepad so you can ignore the etsy description <3
if you have any questions feel free to ask them in the comments! I only have one size available right now but I have more sizes on the way!
yes nsfw art is accepted <3