Practicing painting again. This one took two days, but it was so worth it! I'm impatient and have a fairly small attention span so it's hard for me to spend super long on one piece, but I'm starting to learn that you get out of it what you put into it; the longer you spend and the more effort you put into it, the better the results will be.
I dunno what it is about the glow stick rave aesthetic but I freakin love it. You'd never catch me at a real rave though XD
Big thanks to Defiance for showing me how to shade glossy fur! This is also the first time I've been able to portray Lunari's ears the way I see them in my head, shiny chrome fur.
Friends have asked if they can commission me for a painted headshot but I dunno what the price would be for that. Hmm.
I dunno what it is about the glow stick rave aesthetic but I freakin love it. You'd never catch me at a real rave though XD
Big thanks to Defiance for showing me how to shade glossy fur! This is also the first time I've been able to portray Lunari's ears the way I see them in my head, shiny chrome fur.
Friends have asked if they can commission me for a painted headshot but I dunno what the price would be for that. Hmm.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Portraits
Species Alien (Other)
Gender Female
Size 1280 x 1280px
File Size 281.4 kB
Would we catch you at a dance at a furry convention (or some other similar sanctioned dance)?
Probably not, sadly! Firstly there's no furry cons where I live, and then there's the fact that I have social anxiety and auditory hypersensitivity. Too much noise and too many people-- crowds, basically-- sends me into a mental shut-down and/or panic attack. I have a star projector light and some fairy lights though so I can throw my own budget rave at home! XD Means I can decide the music AND the volume.
I really want to be able to enjoy conventions. We have Salt Lake Comic Con and they always get cool actors and lots of geeky merchandise you can't get anywhere else. I want to be able to go hang out with friends and nerd out. But every time I try I just wind up wanting to go home ;w;
I also have inflammatory joint issues so I can't walk for more than like, an hour, before my legs hurt so much I could cry and my joints spontaneously dislocate. So I have to take the Amazing Motor Chair and oh man people are the worst at respecting the giant moving piece of metal on wheels. They keep cutting in front of me, it's like they want to get hit. Stop-start-stop-start all the time. And the sidewalks downtown are all brick paved and really old so they're super uneven, and the chair has like, no shock absorbers, so it's like riding a wooden roller coaster sometimes. Also I ran over someone's tail the last time I went ;w;
Wow, that turned into a wall of text. Sorry about that!
I really want to be able to enjoy conventions. We have Salt Lake Comic Con and they always get cool actors and lots of geeky merchandise you can't get anywhere else. I want to be able to go hang out with friends and nerd out. But every time I try I just wind up wanting to go home ;w;
I also have inflammatory joint issues so I can't walk for more than like, an hour, before my legs hurt so much I could cry and my joints spontaneously dislocate. So I have to take the Amazing Motor Chair and oh man people are the worst at respecting the giant moving piece of metal on wheels. They keep cutting in front of me, it's like they want to get hit. Stop-start-stop-start all the time. And the sidewalks downtown are all brick paved and really old so they're super uneven, and the chair has like, no shock absorbers, so it's like riding a wooden roller coaster sometimes. Also I ran over someone's tail the last time I went ;w;
Wow, that turned into a wall of text. Sorry about that!
I was diagnosed with Asperger's too (1 in 25 furries has Autisum in some form) when I was younger and that made grade school a nightmare. I don't know how I became so open, relatively speaking. Still don't like going to Food Loin with my mother though. And I get nervous when we attend Mass.
I am guessing from your journals that you have global autoimmune disorder. I wish I knew how to cure it.
*hugs*
I am guessing from your journals that you have global autoimmune disorder. I wish I knew how to cure it.
*hugs*
I have hashimoto's hypothyroidism, ehlers danlos, polycystic ovarian syndrome, inflammatory bowel problems, and some undiagnosed neural pain disorder on top of the Asperger's and auditory hypersensitivity. And I'm allergic to just about all of the plants. Just... all of 'em. I'm so sniffly right now. I also have severe generalized anxiety and panic attack disorder. My life involves a lot of medications.
... But I still consider myself lucky because both my brothers got diabetes, and I didn't. I am terrified of needles XwX
... But I still consider myself lucky because both my brothers got diabetes, and I didn't. I am terrified of needles XwX
God gave me a procedure for treating viral infections that could be adapted for autoimmune disorders:
Destroy/Remove infected tissue
Flush vascular system with blood substitute.
Flush again with suitable counter virus to disrupt virus replication in any remaining cells.
Flush again with chelating antibodies to neutralize remain virons.
Replace blood substitute with donor blood with chelating antibodies.
Replace removed tissue with cloned donor tissue.
I wish I had more. *hugs*
Destroy/Remove infected tissue
Flush vascular system with blood substitute.
Flush again with suitable counter virus to disrupt virus replication in any remaining cells.
Flush again with chelating antibodies to neutralize remain virons.
Replace blood substitute with donor blood with chelating antibodies.
Replace removed tissue with cloned donor tissue.
I wish I had more. *hugs*
I just love how vivid the glow on black makes colours look. Just makes them so much stronger than they otherwise would be, and it's easy on my eyes, too!
Absolutely beautiful work. The gloss turned out amazing~
Absolutely beautiful work. The gloss turned out amazing~
Right!? I just keep looking at it and giggling because it channeled my inner Lisa Frank so well XD
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