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First name: Katrica.
Surname: Dargan.
Age: Twenty-one.
Date of birth: Born on 8th June.
Race: Human, werewolf.
Gender: Female.
Sexuality: Bisexual. Slightly asexual.
Language spoken: English.
Height: 5'6".
Build of body: Athletic, slight muscle.
Eye colour: Yellow to orange - orange around the pupil.
Skin colour: Slightly pale.
Distinguishing features and markings: Sharp eyes. Slightly extended canine teeth on top row and bottom row, mimicked by the teeth behind (two sets of fangs). Sharp, slightly long nails. Pointed ears.
Hair: Deep purple, green streak at the front right. Plainly cut between jaw length and shoulder length, oftenly 'shaggy' in appearence.
Body mods: Piercings: Left eyebrow ring. Anti-eyebrow bar (left). Tongue ring on the tip.Two tongue bars. Lip stud in the center. Two studs in each lobe. Tragus (left). Scaffold (left). Bellybutton ring.
Tattoos: Gang tattoo on the back on the left shoulder-blade - A tribalistic juggalo face with a doctor head mirror on, grinning insanely and holding a syringe. Inner bottom lip spells 'Munted'. Pentagram behind left ear. Vicious wolf head, jaws snapping, on upper right arm, rather demonic. 'Hellsing verse' and pentagram between bellybutton and crotch. Deceased friend's face, smeared with paint and baring his teeth, on the left thigh, spiraling a graveyard around to the back with the quote under it "I'm going home in a fucking ambulance". The number 13 tattooed on right hand between finger and thumb. 4 8 15 16 23 42 are tattooed across the inner left wrist.
Clothing: Worn leathers, tattered cloths. Darker styles. Punkish.
Frequently worn jewellery: Permanent metal shackles around wrists, ankles and one around the neck. Dogtags. Her fathers's gold signet ring (she stole that) on her middle finger, left hand.
Likes: Solitude, at times. Pain (masochist). Daydreaming (about violence). Drinking booze. Movies. Dragons. Gothic themed things.
Dislikes: 'Too happy' people. Manipulative people. Sitting in the sun. Bugs.
Education: Left High school aged thirteen.
Fears: Guns. Death. Wasps (but not bees). Horses. Panic attacks (fears being afraid). Slanted floors. Man-made objects in water. Vomiting.
Personal goals: Survive.
General attitude: Brooding.
Religious values: None.
General intelligence: Average.
Hobbies: Graffiti. Art.
Illnesses (if any): None physically. Insomnia. Paranoia. Anger issues. Rare schizophrenia (voices).
Allergies (if any): Silver.
Sleeping habits: Late waker.
Eating habits: Highly carniverous.
Any unhealthy habits: Smoking, drinking, occasional drug use.
Items: A form of weapon - small knife or shard of glass. Mobile phone (vintage, half broken nokia!) with a few elastic bands around it, photo of her mother on the back (stuck down and banded on). Cigs. ID card in her back pocket. Money in her boot. Small spray can. Marker pen. Preserved skin on a charm, kept in her bra.
Abilities: Werewolfism. Slight precognition via dreams.
Job: None.
Other: Takes anxiety (not paranoia) meds. Has prescriptions for sleeping meds (not enough to be taken every night).
Nibbles her nails to keep them less sharp.
Keeps clothes in places across her area (for accidental turnings).
Carries a small backpack around at times containing simple trainers, vest top and shorts.
Bands her chest down.
Age 1
Age 2
Age 3
Age 4 - Cousin dies. Makes up a sister. Gains PTSD. Six months: Recovers.
Age 5
Age 6 - Bullied by a boy crushing on her.
Age 7 - Beats the bully up.
Age 8
Age 9 - Grandfather dies. Mother leaves. OCD starts.
Age 10 - Uncle becomes ill. Becomes anxious, depressed.
Age 11 - Starts self harm. Steals clothes and changes her style, makes friends.
Age 12 - Uncle dies. Becomes manic and anger filled. Father becomes ill. Told to see a professional.
Age 13 - Teacher picks on Kat. Leaves school. Sees a counsellor. Punches the teacher. Detention center for three months.
Age 14
Age 15 - Leaves home, moves in with her boyfriend. Stops self harm. Creates a gang. Friend shot.
Age 16 - Bitten by a werewolf. Moves back home. Starts self harm again. Suffers panic attacks and anxiety for two weeks. Cancels seeing her counsellor. Moves back to her boyfriend's house a week before transforming. Starts ubusing valium and heroin. First transformation. Becomes homeless.
Age 17 - Two transformations after the first one, her harness system breaks. Suffers panic attacks again. Four months after the first transformation, ODs having a huge panic attack, wakes up in a mental ward. Stays three weeks. Two months later shot by her ex. Wolf-dog appears.
Age 18 - Convinces a paedo to kill himself, takes skin from his neck for a charm. Suffers panic attacks and hears voices, a manic state lasting two days. Imaginary sister appears, dissociates. Becomes blank and anxious on autopilot cause of what she did. Two transformations later she snaps out of it. Rents a flat.
Age 19 - Four months after her birthday she leaves to start a new life on the other side of the city (lived in the flat for seven months) becoming homeless for four weeks, then finds a flat. Becomes obsessed with gore and the ideas and daydreams of murder. Retraces steps from her transformations to find her kills, skinning and animals and collecting their bones.
Age 20 - Stops self harming, only doing it once every few months.
Onwards - Becomes obsessed with gore and the ideas and daydreams of murder. Hears voices and argues with them.
History:
Grew up in an uncared for house hold with her father and brother, mother having cheated on her (now ex) husband and ran away - the last argument between mother and father ended up with the father pushing his wife whom hit her head on the cooker. She went upstairs, took their valuables and left, Kat aged nine. Father was abusive verbally and mentally, only rarely physically, and a common cannabis smoker and heavy drinker. Brother, eight years older, was a light drugs dealer. The house was in a state of darkness and highly uncared for - dirty, curtains always closed, litter everywhere, upstairs bathroom used to grow cannabis. Katrica was never bought any nice clothes and never got anything nice, all her clothes from charity shops or handmedowns from her brother and this got her mocked in school, especially as her clothes were always too big and scruffy, wearing many layers. She was rather introverted, always keeping to herself, huddled up, writing and drawing. Age four, her close cousin suddenly died, Kat developing a form of PTSD. She refused to leave the house and would be terrified when outside. It took help from her mother, half a year and some therapy to get over it. During the time just before therapy yet under PTSD, she subconsciously created an 'older sister' in her head which she fantasized existed. In primary school a boy bullied her because he had a crush her and one day Kat snapped, pinning him to the floor and beating him to a bloody pulp - aged seven. Age nine, just before her mother left, her only grandparent died. She promised herself and her imaginary sister that she would commit suicide when they hit age sixteen. Her Uncle became ill, Kat aged 10, and inside her head she was suffering, becoming anxious at random, even depressed, beginning to self harm from as young as eleven.
When she was eleven, after years of being bullied for wearing 'shit', she snapped and stole some clothes from a shop, rather nice dark ones in a punkish style. After several days of wearing them she found herself being brought into the group of rough kids, who begun smoking, drinking, taking drugs from as young as eleven. She would not go home and instead go out with her friends, staying out until the early hours of the morning as far as staying out a whole twenty-four hours, lacking sleep. Luckily she had a natural understanding of science and did well in that class, paying attention for only that lesson, but skipped every other class to go smoke or drink. During science lessons her friends would mock her and she simply retaliated with snappy remarks and pencil stabbings, and sometimes by landing a brutal punch - this landed her in detention a lot and a few suspentions, breaking her friends nose once. She also worked hard in technology classes in woodwork and metal work, another enjoyed subject.
When her uncle died, Kat aged 12, she only got worse, becoming anger filled and manic. When her uncle did finally die, her dad became depressive and eventually fell ill due to drinking heavier. Her dad had been spoken to by social workers, Kat aged 12, saying she had to see a professional. A couple of months before she left school, age 13, a teacher begun to pick on her, pinning her to the wall and screaming at her. Katrica stormed off and vowed to never go to school again, though was coaxed into going a few times. She was forced to see a psychiatrist who, several months later, stated she wasn't fit for school, letting her leave at the age of 13. The psychiatrist also referred her to a counsellor. After leaving school, she came across the bully teacher in a local bus station, talking to the woman and eventually punching her. Katrica had to go to a detention center for a few months.
She left home aged fifteen after a massive row with her father and brother who both hurled abuse verbally and physically because of such a harsh disagreement - her father stated Kat had to stay home all day every day to look after him while her brother made money in drugs, but Kat disagreed, blaming her father for his own illness. Her brother got involved and sided with her father, the argument esculating enough that the police were call over. Kat stormed off before the police arrived to ensure no action was taken. She moved in with her boyfriend and would go back home only once or twice a week as she was threatened to stay over at least one night in the week 'or else', said her brother and father. She hated the staying over nights and they were simply hours of screaming and arguments, Kat only getting a few hours sleep in her bedroom which had been converted into a junk room, rendering her without a bed.
Her boyfriend and herself created a 'gang' with their friends, calling themselves the 'Death Doctors'. The gang wasn't large nor controlling any area, simply being known as horrible, drug taking and alcohol abusing youthes that hung around the park - nobody would go near them when they were around. This aided Kat to feel like she fit in and would do anything her friends told her to do. She wasn't bullied or peer pressured, exactly, but felt she relly wanted to do everything they said from stealing from a shop to pissing on a grave. One of the gang members was caught up in a drive by shooting and inevitably died the next morning. Katrica got a tattoo in memory of him and the gang begun to grow even more hostile.
Aged sixteen she was bitten by a werewolf, her first turning in front of her boyfriend. She didn't believe in what bit her, thinking it a dog. She managed to survive the attack as, as she was bitten, she got her knife out and slammed it into the wolf's skull, buying her time to run. She tended to the wound and tried her best to ignore it, calling it a dog bite. When it healed in only two days, she begun to cut herself, counting the time it took every cut to heal, suffering panic attacks at how strange things had gotten. She hadn't self harmed for a year but begun again due to this. Seeing her counsellor she reported the bite and even joked about being a werewolf, but it was dismissed as a 'silly fantasy'. She was bitten in a local woods while walking from her boyfriend's house to her own and so she avoided going near her boyfriend's house at all for two weeks. Her manic state, depression and extreme panic attacks had her locked in her room at home, door barred shut, where she spent most of her awake time - around twenty hours a day - sat in a corner crying and screaming and rocking back and forth, feeling like she was on a permanent, horrific drug trip that lasted the two weeks. She later cancelled every future appointment of seeing her counsellor after that one time after the bite, seeing the counsellor the day after she was bitten before the curse truely took a hold of her. Feeling the odd side effects of werewolfism, she begun taking drugs during her second week of panic. At first she tried valium, but moved on to heroin as valium hardly had any effect. She was used to trying drugs and knew something was amiss when they didn't act correct on her. A week before her transformtion, having come out of the two weeks of panic, she moved back to her boyfriend's.
On the first transformation, at her boyfriend's house, her boyfriend managed to luckily bar her in his bedroom before she jumped out the window, seeing a stray dog which she chased out of the town. The night was filled with hunting animals she came across in the fields outside of town, the dog having run far enough she didn't find civilisation while transformed. She woke up the next morning in a field and had to coax a passerby to lend her a blanket from their car.
She became homeless the night of her transformation due to the obvious of her not being able to see her boyfriend again, living off what she could steal and beg for. Generally she would break into locked up, unused buildings and general abandoned places, most commonly warehouses which were sometimes in use but so large she was undiscovered sleeping on high up, untouched reaches. For her transformations after the first one she drugged herself, leaving deadly amounts of tranquilisers in meat, but after that she settled for making a stronghold in an abandoned bomb shelter just outside of town in the woods. She stole from a warehouse, taking DIY tools, selling more items, paying an out of town contractor to reinforce the shelter and add a harness system. With this she also joined an out of hours, show up when you want woodwork and metal work course, learning to aid herself in being locked up. After two transformations the system broke and she came to realise that the werewolf curse had her beastly side as a far more powerful creature than she had ever imagined, and her horrific panic attacks started again.
Four months after her first transformation and becoming more and more paranoid on her transformations and the wolf inside, she one day overdosed while having an extreme panic attack and woke up in a mental hospital. On day two she punched the woman tending to her and ran for the exit, but diverted after tricking the staff to think she was going for that exit, only to run for the fire exit. Locked, she was trapped. As the staff approached her she played victim, only to push them down the stairs, stamping on one man's chest and kicking his head. Running for a second exit she was caught and drugged and forced into a straight jacket for two days as she threatened everybody with death and spoke of her werewolf side. Her stay lasted three weeks. Three days before the transformation she took a night guard, a young, abusive guy, hostage by the throat, using the wolfen strength. She managed to escape, if barely, by forcing him to let her free. Before running into freedom she clawed open his face.
Occasionally going home she would steal from her father or brother, and sometimes would do the odd job for her brother, such as dealing drugs and collecting money when she was desparate, or her brother really needed the favor. Several times she got into physical fights with her brother and several times ended up with gashes or broken or fractured bones. The werewolfism healed her quick with luck. She crossed her now ex-boyfriend several months after her first transformation - two months after being in the mental ward, the pair crossing in the early hours of the morning. He carried a gun everywhere and, upon seeing his werewolf ex, shot her point blank before running off. Katrica recovered after crawling into an alleyway to lay down under a pile of boxes, awaiting her werewolfism to save her. Having passed out for six hours, she awoke to find a large black wolf-dog at her side whom, after that, followed her everywhere as her guardian, only vanishing when the full moon was in the sky. During this time she was barely managing with her mental state.
Ever since being bitten by a werewolf she did research on the curse and tried out various things. She came across the legend that taking skin from a hanged convict would give her control. Aged 18 she barely managed to befriend a convict recently released from jail, specifically a paedophilic rapist, and after a year's 'friendship' she convinced the man to hang himself, taking skin from his neck. It haunted her for the majority of her age of 18 but eventually, after convincing herself all this time it was what the man deserved, she barely managed to get over it.
She spent two days in a manic state after watching the man die, unable to breathe, panicking and hearing extreme voices in her head. Her imaginary sister came back into her mind, Kat's schizophrenia building and forming as she begun to dissociate and lose her head. She begun to go onto autopilot, body controlled by her sister most of the time. It took two months for her to get over the odd state and continue her life. One day she just woke up after the second transformation since the man died and the manic state was gone. Rents a flat.
From then on she continued living, stealing, drinking, doing drugs, hanging around her friends most days, living in the scummy one room place she called home. She would often argue with the landlord who threw her out almost twice a month, only to be convinced to let her back in by favours she did, including stealing and physical attacks, days after being thrown out. The last time she was thrown out she up and left that part of her life, moving to the other side of Box Wood, now aged 19.
At the current time, aged 21, she still dwindles between homelessness and living in the tiny one room crappy place she calls home in the new area of Box Wood. She refuses to ever go back home to her brother and father unless to sneak in and steal something, which she does often, including stealing her father's signet ring, drugs, bits of money and so forth. She takes her transformations in the wilderness. She has a strange fascination, almost obsession, with blood and gore. Age twenty she begun retracing her steps from the night of her transformations, finding the dead animals. She started skinning them, beheading them and mounting the head, stuffing them, or inspecting their innards. Her fantasies include killing people and indulging in gore themes. Age twenty still she became rather asexual, despising the idea of sex almost, rarely thinking of it as a good thing. Her mental state still has her paranoid, sometimes anxious. She hardly sleeps but is coping with only four hours a night from around 6am-10am. She drinks several times a week and takes drugs whenever she can, around once or twice a week. She oftenly hears voices, to which she argues with rather than being scared of. She seems to argue with her imaginary sister who appears when she feels very low, around once a month. She self harms once every few months.
Other bits:
- Had a crush on girls since very young. She confided in a friend when age 11 who explained what bisexuality is.
- Mental issues included the hate of people looking at her when she was feeling bad - She would attack people who looked at her for too long. This was, as said, only when she was feeling bad.
- Mild OCD started age 9. This is only issues of counting her breaths and matching them with heartbeats, as well as tapping equally on both sides and clattering her teeth.
- Her paranoia ensures she thinks that people are watching her and are after her, plotting against her, believing they can read her mind.
First name: Katrica.
Surname: Dargan.
Age: Twenty-one.
Date of birth: Born on 8th June.
Race: Human, werewolf.
Gender: Female.
Sexuality: Bisexual. Slightly asexual.
Language spoken: English.
Height: 5'6".
Build of body: Athletic, slight muscle.
Eye colour: Yellow to orange - orange around the pupil.
Skin colour: Slightly pale.
Distinguishing features and markings: Sharp eyes. Slightly extended canine teeth on top row and bottom row, mimicked by the teeth behind (two sets of fangs). Sharp, slightly long nails. Pointed ears.
Hair: Deep purple, green streak at the front right. Plainly cut between jaw length and shoulder length, oftenly 'shaggy' in appearence.
Body mods: Piercings: Left eyebrow ring. Anti-eyebrow bar (left). Tongue ring on the tip.Two tongue bars. Lip stud in the center. Two studs in each lobe. Tragus (left). Scaffold (left). Bellybutton ring.
Tattoos: Gang tattoo on the back on the left shoulder-blade - A tribalistic juggalo face with a doctor head mirror on, grinning insanely and holding a syringe. Inner bottom lip spells 'Munted'. Pentagram behind left ear. Vicious wolf head, jaws snapping, on upper right arm, rather demonic. 'Hellsing verse' and pentagram between bellybutton and crotch. Deceased friend's face, smeared with paint and baring his teeth, on the left thigh, spiraling a graveyard around to the back with the quote under it "I'm going home in a fucking ambulance". The number 13 tattooed on right hand between finger and thumb. 4 8 15 16 23 42 are tattooed across the inner left wrist.
Clothing: Worn leathers, tattered cloths. Darker styles. Punkish.
Frequently worn jewellery: Permanent metal shackles around wrists, ankles and one around the neck. Dogtags. Her fathers's gold signet ring (she stole that) on her middle finger, left hand.
Likes: Solitude, at times. Pain (masochist). Daydreaming (about violence). Drinking booze. Movies. Dragons. Gothic themed things.
Dislikes: 'Too happy' people. Manipulative people. Sitting in the sun. Bugs.
Education: Left High school aged thirteen.
Fears: Guns. Death. Wasps (but not bees). Horses. Panic attacks (fears being afraid). Slanted floors. Man-made objects in water. Vomiting.
Personal goals: Survive.
General attitude: Brooding.
Religious values: None.
General intelligence: Average.
Hobbies: Graffiti. Art.
Illnesses (if any): None physically. Insomnia. Paranoia. Anger issues. Rare schizophrenia (voices).
Allergies (if any): Silver.
Sleeping habits: Late waker.
Eating habits: Highly carniverous.
Any unhealthy habits: Smoking, drinking, occasional drug use.
Items: A form of weapon - small knife or shard of glass. Mobile phone (vintage, half broken nokia!) with a few elastic bands around it, photo of her mother on the back (stuck down and banded on). Cigs. ID card in her back pocket. Money in her boot. Small spray can. Marker pen. Preserved skin on a charm, kept in her bra.
Abilities: Werewolfism. Slight precognition via dreams.
Job: None.
Other: Takes anxiety (not paranoia) meds. Has prescriptions for sleeping meds (not enough to be taken every night).
Nibbles her nails to keep them less sharp.
Keeps clothes in places across her area (for accidental turnings).
Carries a small backpack around at times containing simple trainers, vest top and shorts.
Bands her chest down.
Age 1
Age 2
Age 3
Age 4 - Cousin dies. Makes up a sister. Gains PTSD. Six months: Recovers.
Age 5
Age 6 - Bullied by a boy crushing on her.
Age 7 - Beats the bully up.
Age 8
Age 9 - Grandfather dies. Mother leaves. OCD starts.
Age 10 - Uncle becomes ill. Becomes anxious, depressed.
Age 11 - Starts self harm. Steals clothes and changes her style, makes friends.
Age 12 - Uncle dies. Becomes manic and anger filled. Father becomes ill. Told to see a professional.
Age 13 - Teacher picks on Kat. Leaves school. Sees a counsellor. Punches the teacher. Detention center for three months.
Age 14
Age 15 - Leaves home, moves in with her boyfriend. Stops self harm. Creates a gang. Friend shot.
Age 16 - Bitten by a werewolf. Moves back home. Starts self harm again. Suffers panic attacks and anxiety for two weeks. Cancels seeing her counsellor. Moves back to her boyfriend's house a week before transforming. Starts ubusing valium and heroin. First transformation. Becomes homeless.
Age 17 - Two transformations after the first one, her harness system breaks. Suffers panic attacks again. Four months after the first transformation, ODs having a huge panic attack, wakes up in a mental ward. Stays three weeks. Two months later shot by her ex. Wolf-dog appears.
Age 18 - Convinces a paedo to kill himself, takes skin from his neck for a charm. Suffers panic attacks and hears voices, a manic state lasting two days. Imaginary sister appears, dissociates. Becomes blank and anxious on autopilot cause of what she did. Two transformations later she snaps out of it. Rents a flat.
Age 19 - Four months after her birthday she leaves to start a new life on the other side of the city (lived in the flat for seven months) becoming homeless for four weeks, then finds a flat. Becomes obsessed with gore and the ideas and daydreams of murder. Retraces steps from her transformations to find her kills, skinning and animals and collecting their bones.
Age 20 - Stops self harming, only doing it once every few months.
Onwards - Becomes obsessed with gore and the ideas and daydreams of murder. Hears voices and argues with them.
History:
Grew up in an uncared for house hold with her father and brother, mother having cheated on her (now ex) husband and ran away - the last argument between mother and father ended up with the father pushing his wife whom hit her head on the cooker. She went upstairs, took their valuables and left, Kat aged nine. Father was abusive verbally and mentally, only rarely physically, and a common cannabis smoker and heavy drinker. Brother, eight years older, was a light drugs dealer. The house was in a state of darkness and highly uncared for - dirty, curtains always closed, litter everywhere, upstairs bathroom used to grow cannabis. Katrica was never bought any nice clothes and never got anything nice, all her clothes from charity shops or handmedowns from her brother and this got her mocked in school, especially as her clothes were always too big and scruffy, wearing many layers. She was rather introverted, always keeping to herself, huddled up, writing and drawing. Age four, her close cousin suddenly died, Kat developing a form of PTSD. She refused to leave the house and would be terrified when outside. It took help from her mother, half a year and some therapy to get over it. During the time just before therapy yet under PTSD, she subconsciously created an 'older sister' in her head which she fantasized existed. In primary school a boy bullied her because he had a crush her and one day Kat snapped, pinning him to the floor and beating him to a bloody pulp - aged seven. Age nine, just before her mother left, her only grandparent died. She promised herself and her imaginary sister that she would commit suicide when they hit age sixteen. Her Uncle became ill, Kat aged 10, and inside her head she was suffering, becoming anxious at random, even depressed, beginning to self harm from as young as eleven.
When she was eleven, after years of being bullied for wearing 'shit', she snapped and stole some clothes from a shop, rather nice dark ones in a punkish style. After several days of wearing them she found herself being brought into the group of rough kids, who begun smoking, drinking, taking drugs from as young as eleven. She would not go home and instead go out with her friends, staying out until the early hours of the morning as far as staying out a whole twenty-four hours, lacking sleep. Luckily she had a natural understanding of science and did well in that class, paying attention for only that lesson, but skipped every other class to go smoke or drink. During science lessons her friends would mock her and she simply retaliated with snappy remarks and pencil stabbings, and sometimes by landing a brutal punch - this landed her in detention a lot and a few suspentions, breaking her friends nose once. She also worked hard in technology classes in woodwork and metal work, another enjoyed subject.
When her uncle died, Kat aged 12, she only got worse, becoming anger filled and manic. When her uncle did finally die, her dad became depressive and eventually fell ill due to drinking heavier. Her dad had been spoken to by social workers, Kat aged 12, saying she had to see a professional. A couple of months before she left school, age 13, a teacher begun to pick on her, pinning her to the wall and screaming at her. Katrica stormed off and vowed to never go to school again, though was coaxed into going a few times. She was forced to see a psychiatrist who, several months later, stated she wasn't fit for school, letting her leave at the age of 13. The psychiatrist also referred her to a counsellor. After leaving school, she came across the bully teacher in a local bus station, talking to the woman and eventually punching her. Katrica had to go to a detention center for a few months.
She left home aged fifteen after a massive row with her father and brother who both hurled abuse verbally and physically because of such a harsh disagreement - her father stated Kat had to stay home all day every day to look after him while her brother made money in drugs, but Kat disagreed, blaming her father for his own illness. Her brother got involved and sided with her father, the argument esculating enough that the police were call over. Kat stormed off before the police arrived to ensure no action was taken. She moved in with her boyfriend and would go back home only once or twice a week as she was threatened to stay over at least one night in the week 'or else', said her brother and father. She hated the staying over nights and they were simply hours of screaming and arguments, Kat only getting a few hours sleep in her bedroom which had been converted into a junk room, rendering her without a bed.
Her boyfriend and herself created a 'gang' with their friends, calling themselves the 'Death Doctors'. The gang wasn't large nor controlling any area, simply being known as horrible, drug taking and alcohol abusing youthes that hung around the park - nobody would go near them when they were around. This aided Kat to feel like she fit in and would do anything her friends told her to do. She wasn't bullied or peer pressured, exactly, but felt she relly wanted to do everything they said from stealing from a shop to pissing on a grave. One of the gang members was caught up in a drive by shooting and inevitably died the next morning. Katrica got a tattoo in memory of him and the gang begun to grow even more hostile.
Aged sixteen she was bitten by a werewolf, her first turning in front of her boyfriend. She didn't believe in what bit her, thinking it a dog. She managed to survive the attack as, as she was bitten, she got her knife out and slammed it into the wolf's skull, buying her time to run. She tended to the wound and tried her best to ignore it, calling it a dog bite. When it healed in only two days, she begun to cut herself, counting the time it took every cut to heal, suffering panic attacks at how strange things had gotten. She hadn't self harmed for a year but begun again due to this. Seeing her counsellor she reported the bite and even joked about being a werewolf, but it was dismissed as a 'silly fantasy'. She was bitten in a local woods while walking from her boyfriend's house to her own and so she avoided going near her boyfriend's house at all for two weeks. Her manic state, depression and extreme panic attacks had her locked in her room at home, door barred shut, where she spent most of her awake time - around twenty hours a day - sat in a corner crying and screaming and rocking back and forth, feeling like she was on a permanent, horrific drug trip that lasted the two weeks. She later cancelled every future appointment of seeing her counsellor after that one time after the bite, seeing the counsellor the day after she was bitten before the curse truely took a hold of her. Feeling the odd side effects of werewolfism, she begun taking drugs during her second week of panic. At first she tried valium, but moved on to heroin as valium hardly had any effect. She was used to trying drugs and knew something was amiss when they didn't act correct on her. A week before her transformtion, having come out of the two weeks of panic, she moved back to her boyfriend's.
On the first transformation, at her boyfriend's house, her boyfriend managed to luckily bar her in his bedroom before she jumped out the window, seeing a stray dog which she chased out of the town. The night was filled with hunting animals she came across in the fields outside of town, the dog having run far enough she didn't find civilisation while transformed. She woke up the next morning in a field and had to coax a passerby to lend her a blanket from their car.
She became homeless the night of her transformation due to the obvious of her not being able to see her boyfriend again, living off what she could steal and beg for. Generally she would break into locked up, unused buildings and general abandoned places, most commonly warehouses which were sometimes in use but so large she was undiscovered sleeping on high up, untouched reaches. For her transformations after the first one she drugged herself, leaving deadly amounts of tranquilisers in meat, but after that she settled for making a stronghold in an abandoned bomb shelter just outside of town in the woods. She stole from a warehouse, taking DIY tools, selling more items, paying an out of town contractor to reinforce the shelter and add a harness system. With this she also joined an out of hours, show up when you want woodwork and metal work course, learning to aid herself in being locked up. After two transformations the system broke and she came to realise that the werewolf curse had her beastly side as a far more powerful creature than she had ever imagined, and her horrific panic attacks started again.
Four months after her first transformation and becoming more and more paranoid on her transformations and the wolf inside, she one day overdosed while having an extreme panic attack and woke up in a mental hospital. On day two she punched the woman tending to her and ran for the exit, but diverted after tricking the staff to think she was going for that exit, only to run for the fire exit. Locked, she was trapped. As the staff approached her she played victim, only to push them down the stairs, stamping on one man's chest and kicking his head. Running for a second exit she was caught and drugged and forced into a straight jacket for two days as she threatened everybody with death and spoke of her werewolf side. Her stay lasted three weeks. Three days before the transformation she took a night guard, a young, abusive guy, hostage by the throat, using the wolfen strength. She managed to escape, if barely, by forcing him to let her free. Before running into freedom she clawed open his face.
Occasionally going home she would steal from her father or brother, and sometimes would do the odd job for her brother, such as dealing drugs and collecting money when she was desparate, or her brother really needed the favor. Several times she got into physical fights with her brother and several times ended up with gashes or broken or fractured bones. The werewolfism healed her quick with luck. She crossed her now ex-boyfriend several months after her first transformation - two months after being in the mental ward, the pair crossing in the early hours of the morning. He carried a gun everywhere and, upon seeing his werewolf ex, shot her point blank before running off. Katrica recovered after crawling into an alleyway to lay down under a pile of boxes, awaiting her werewolfism to save her. Having passed out for six hours, she awoke to find a large black wolf-dog at her side whom, after that, followed her everywhere as her guardian, only vanishing when the full moon was in the sky. During this time she was barely managing with her mental state.
Ever since being bitten by a werewolf she did research on the curse and tried out various things. She came across the legend that taking skin from a hanged convict would give her control. Aged 18 she barely managed to befriend a convict recently released from jail, specifically a paedophilic rapist, and after a year's 'friendship' she convinced the man to hang himself, taking skin from his neck. It haunted her for the majority of her age of 18 but eventually, after convincing herself all this time it was what the man deserved, she barely managed to get over it.
She spent two days in a manic state after watching the man die, unable to breathe, panicking and hearing extreme voices in her head. Her imaginary sister came back into her mind, Kat's schizophrenia building and forming as she begun to dissociate and lose her head. She begun to go onto autopilot, body controlled by her sister most of the time. It took two months for her to get over the odd state and continue her life. One day she just woke up after the second transformation since the man died and the manic state was gone. Rents a flat.
From then on she continued living, stealing, drinking, doing drugs, hanging around her friends most days, living in the scummy one room place she called home. She would often argue with the landlord who threw her out almost twice a month, only to be convinced to let her back in by favours she did, including stealing and physical attacks, days after being thrown out. The last time she was thrown out she up and left that part of her life, moving to the other side of Box Wood, now aged 19.
At the current time, aged 21, she still dwindles between homelessness and living in the tiny one room crappy place she calls home in the new area of Box Wood. She refuses to ever go back home to her brother and father unless to sneak in and steal something, which she does often, including stealing her father's signet ring, drugs, bits of money and so forth. She takes her transformations in the wilderness. She has a strange fascination, almost obsession, with blood and gore. Age twenty she begun retracing her steps from the night of her transformations, finding the dead animals. She started skinning them, beheading them and mounting the head, stuffing them, or inspecting their innards. Her fantasies include killing people and indulging in gore themes. Age twenty still she became rather asexual, despising the idea of sex almost, rarely thinking of it as a good thing. Her mental state still has her paranoid, sometimes anxious. She hardly sleeps but is coping with only four hours a night from around 6am-10am. She drinks several times a week and takes drugs whenever she can, around once or twice a week. She oftenly hears voices, to which she argues with rather than being scared of. She seems to argue with her imaginary sister who appears when she feels very low, around once a month. She self harms once every few months.
Other bits:
- Had a crush on girls since very young. She confided in a friend when age 11 who explained what bisexuality is.
- Mental issues included the hate of people looking at her when she was feeling bad - She would attack people who looked at her for too long. This was, as said, only when she was feeling bad.
- Mild OCD started age 9. This is only issues of counting her breaths and matching them with heartbeats, as well as tapping equally on both sides and clattering her teeth.
- Her paranoia ensures she thinks that people are watching her and are after her, plotting against her, believing they can read her mind.
Category Story / Fantasy
Species Unspecified / Any
Gender Female
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