~wyrmwhisper

so i dont talk a lot about it here but i am agoraphobic and i have severe ptsd (etc etc etc. its the internet u heard it before) my therapist has been gently encouraging me to try and make more friends so i thought tumblr would be ok....i forgot that social media was tailored to destroy my brain T_T wound up havinf a relapse and not doing as much art as i wanted bc i got obsessed with my tumblr img. doesnt help that the shitty hp game just came out and thats all anyone wants to talk about. deleted this morning after like a week of being back on there. ill have to try again some other way to socialize. maybe going outside??? O_O

for vday mi lovely bf got me some alcohol markers! i used to have a set of prismacolor markers, lost them in a move. these are blicks brand and i like them a lot! i also got into the world of cannabis concentrates to self medicate earlier mentioned ptsd and its exciting to learn about all the things in weed that make it work! chemistry is so cool!! so things arent all rough

hopefully without distractions and now that i have a good weed routine i can get back to art. its all i wanna do in my life and theres too many distractions. ty for reading if u did :3