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Puppycat and Indefinite Hiatus
3 months ago
Hello to anyone reading this, anyone who's curious, anyone who cares.
I am going to be on an indefinite hiatus, I don't know if I'll ever return...all I know is that right now the desire to be here or anywhere else is gone.
Thats the TL;DR version, and straight to the point, if you would like to know more of why I will detail more things below.
Puppycat
For those who are unaware me and Nakoma were in the process of becoming two very loving and proud parents to a wonderful baby boy we deemed to nickname Puppycat. We had tremendous support from family in real life, and friends throughout this community/in our server who even partook in buying their own little special gifts for Puppycat when he arrived.
On Friday August 30th during the anatomy ultrasound we were hit with two polar opposite news. One being that the baby was growing healthy and perfectly fine, the other being that the baby would undoubtedly be coming early and there isn't much we could do at this given point to halt it. We were devastated by the news and did a lot of research to find out if there was ANYTHING we could do on our end to try and prolong preterm labor. Through all of our research we only stumbled across stories of others with similar experiences, and in return was hit with only a very small sliver of hope. If Puppycat could make it to to 24 weeks gestation than he could be admitted to NICU where he could be put on special treatment to help further his growth giving him a fighting chance of growing to full term and making it.
With the heaviest of hearts in writing this, though we tried and tried. Nakoma went into labor September 4th at 3am and by 6am she had given birth. At only 11oz he was sadly just too small, his lungs not fully developed, and his muscles still strengthening; there was nothing us nor the hospital could due to help him. I held my son until 7am when his little heart beat for the final time and he left us.
Goodbye
I am only here for a limited time left as a husk of my former self, I have some art pieces I paid for that I will be working with the artist to finish up.
After that. . .I don't know. Maybe after grieving I will return, maybe I won't. But for now I know I will be absent, and while I do not like airing out any of my personal information or business. This one was just too personal not to share, as if I feel like I don't share this journey I had than it eliminates Puppycats existence. . .and he deserved so much more. . .
I am going to be on an indefinite hiatus, I don't know if I'll ever return...all I know is that right now the desire to be here or anywhere else is gone.
Thats the TL;DR version, and straight to the point, if you would like to know more of why I will detail more things below.
Puppycat
For those who are unaware me and Nakoma were in the process of becoming two very loving and proud parents to a wonderful baby boy we deemed to nickname Puppycat. We had tremendous support from family in real life, and friends throughout this community/in our server who even partook in buying their own little special gifts for Puppycat when he arrived.
On Friday August 30th during the anatomy ultrasound we were hit with two polar opposite news. One being that the baby was growing healthy and perfectly fine, the other being that the baby would undoubtedly be coming early and there isn't much we could do at this given point to halt it. We were devastated by the news and did a lot of research to find out if there was ANYTHING we could do on our end to try and prolong preterm labor. Through all of our research we only stumbled across stories of others with similar experiences, and in return was hit with only a very small sliver of hope. If Puppycat could make it to to 24 weeks gestation than he could be admitted to NICU where he could be put on special treatment to help further his growth giving him a fighting chance of growing to full term and making it.
With the heaviest of hearts in writing this, though we tried and tried. Nakoma went into labor September 4th at 3am and by 6am she had given birth. At only 11oz he was sadly just too small, his lungs not fully developed, and his muscles still strengthening; there was nothing us nor the hospital could due to help him. I held my son until 7am when his little heart beat for the final time and he left us.
Goodbye
I am only here for a limited time left as a husk of my former self, I have some art pieces I paid for that I will be working with the artist to finish up.
After that. . .I don't know. Maybe after grieving I will return, maybe I won't. But for now I know I will be absent, and while I do not like airing out any of my personal information or business. This one was just too personal not to share, as if I feel like I don't share this journey I had than it eliminates Puppycats existence. . .and he deserved so much more. . .
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No amount of sorrys, or words can come close.
You and Nakoma are both in my thoughts, always.
If either of you ever need anything, and I mean anything at all, please don't hesita...
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I honestly can't even imagine the pain you two were going through. It's... So heart and soulbreaking
I hope wherever you and Nakoma are you keep yourself safe
Wishing you two the best