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So figured I don't update a lot cause im an anti social dweeb but wanted to sort of give some news.

I'm quitting nicotine which is nice... been free of the stuff for 5 days and off the vape and such for 2 weeks. This is in line of the fact that I caught a really rough patch a pneumonia, so much so I was coughing up bloody mucus and ended up in the ER for 4 days... it was scary, but I'm recovering. The docs have assured me as long as I keep up what I'm doing ill do better. And with the nicotine gone I've sort of found a new sense of mental clarity i don't think I have had in a long while, though it feels like my ADHD has gone fuckin rampant as well, I dunno. I'm still finding my normal. I had the pneumonia for 2ish months now, And the new chemical imbalance has left me pretty foggy headed some days but Imma try uploading today. And who knows maybe i can finally sit my ass down and write out some story stuff like i keep telling myself I'm gonna do.

Just been filling my time with escape from tarkov because it keeps my mind off the urge of smoking and such, its helped a lot XD

Anyway I hope you guys had a good halloween... i guess thats it XD