~Shrawn~

HELLO EVERYONE!! It’s been a very long time!

First of all I would like to thank you for all your favs and watches: I didn’t have enough time and not even the tools to make it personally and I must apology for that! I honestly appreciate all the support and affection you guys are giving me,so thanks a lot!!

This is a really particular moment of my life. It was the most awful,but at the same time the most productive one.
I’ve badly broke up with my ex some months ago and I was really destroyed. I’ve commit tons of mistakes in our relationship and I’ve ruined all the beauty of it,I felt genuinely bad for it. However his sweet heart and the time he’s gifting me would help me improve on my own person and re-obtain the trust I need to restart all over again,to give love and appreciation to the most important person of my life,because I know that’s what we deserve,I can genuinely feel it.

On the other hand this episode motivated me to follow my dream: I finally decided to return studying,going to the academy and working hard to become a true Concept Artist. It’s killing most of my free-time and I barely have time for myself and keep in contact with everyone,but all of this is truly exciting and it feels great to have the same determination from when I’ve started all of this!

Right now I’m in the middle of my thesis,The whole academy is developing a videogame and I’m the art leader for the Artbook. I feel my efforts starting to paying off, but I know that’s just the very beginning. I dream about creating my very incredible concepts and to see my creations came to life on the big screen of the cinemas or from a disk inside a console. But I surely would like to create tons of furry related stuff,and I really wish I can start opening some good quality commissions for you guys as well! With some good effort and organization I’m sure I can do that :)

So here’s why I kinda “disappeared” from FA for a while. In the next days I hope I’m able to post some of the cool stuff I’ve got in this period,so stay tuned!!
I’m also more “active” on my Twitter,I suggest you all to give it a look sometimes,if you guys want to interact with me or checking the newest stuff :D

With that said,thank you all for reaching the end of this post,it means a lot! Have you all a fantastic rest of your day!
Cheers~


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- Dan,I don’t know if you ever are going to read this. Probably not. But in case you’re going to read this,there’s something I want to tell you.
You’re the most precious person I’ve ever met in my whole life,one in a million. I don’t care if you don’t believe it or if you think I gave you too much importance, it’s just how it is. You teach me how to love my own life,you literally saved me from what could possibly became a phase of depression I could never get rid of, you made me feel important and relevant, you teach me how to live,how to became an adult...I’m terribly sorry if I’ve hurt you for so long, I’m terribly sorry for stop trusting in your love. I got so damn blind and I couldn’t hear your screams,your begging to stop hurting you. But I promise you,that’s all over: it’s just the past,a past that doesn’t belong to what I am anymore. All this time you’re giving me...I’m using it whisely to improve myself,more and more,and it will be a process that will never stop,in order to became I person I always desired to be. In order to deserve all the effort you’ve made for me,your affection and your love. The time will help both of us, to heal the old scars and replace them with tons of love and trust.
That’s all I want and that’s what we deserve: I don’t need to call you “boyfriend” to give you all the love and affection that I feel for you.
Your love,your affection,your trust...it’s all that matters for me,and it’s my biggest strength. I want to be part of your life again,my days,in a way that we both deserve; and I want you to be part of mine.
Time will solve everything,and with my efforts and your trust we’ll get the opportunity to finally restart.

I’ll keep working on myself,waiting for that moment. I love you.