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~Scier
I am Hel, a Saluki with a love of music and writing. I’m the pansexual goth puppy trans girl your mother warned you about.
Bass player. Drummer. Vocalist.
Horror novels. Horror movies. Horror games.
Theatre. Wrestling. Live Performance.
Coffee. Craft beer. Cocktails.
Soups. Stews. Steaks.
Brunch. Breakfast. Biscuits.
Black clothes. Black makeup. Black heart.
Poet. Author. Smut writer.
Atheist. Anti-capitalist. Anarchist.
Transgender. Pansexual. Polyamorous.
Furry. Puppy. Submissive.
Goth. Emo. Scene. Alternative.
Good Girl.
Current Icon Creator: alligatxrrr
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TransFurs
ALL MY RECIEVED COMMISSIONS/GIFTS/TRADES ARE STORED IN MY SCRAPS
You are meat.
One more word and you’re out on that street.
Shut your mouth. Sit down at my feet.
Time to learn a little loyalty.
Ring a bell. Get your treat.
Salivate. Eat the whole damn feast.
Fuck around and I’m yanking that leash.
Digging in the dirt counting worms like a beast.
WOOF by FKA Rayne
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#66 - Am I even the same person?
4 months ago
I joined this website almost 15 years ago. At that time, I created this account to get a commission from my favorite artist at the time, and still one of my favorite today. What happened is that I met several people who would change my life forever. Even then, I was struggling to understand myself. I was not even really a decent person, but somehow I survived long enough to grow up. I mean, look what's changed since then:
2009 -> 2024
Straight -> Pansexual
Cisgender Boy -> Transgender Woman
Christian -> Atheist
Monogamous -> Polyamorous
Virgin -> Whore
Shy -> Confident
Teetotaler -> Casual Drinker
Judgmental of others -> Accepting, even of what I don't understand
Ashamed of myself -> Open about who I am
I could probably nitpick so much more, but these capture the primary essence of my evolution. That "good Christian boy" my grandparents were so desperate to force my mother to raise is long past dead. I was a piece of shit back then, raised by uptight conservatives who cared more about appearances than reality. It's taken many, many years to deprogram my brain, but I have made so much progress since then. I am genuinely sorry to anybody I've hurt over the years. I am not that person anymore, and I work every day to be better than that.
Nobody is probably still around to read these, so maybe it's just for me.
2009 -> 2024
Straight -> Pansexual
Cisgender Boy -> Transgender Woman
Christian -> Atheist
Monogamous -> Polyamorous
Virgin -> Whore
Shy -> Confident
Teetotaler -> Casual Drinker
Judgmental of others -> Accepting, even of what I don't understand
Ashamed of myself -> Open about who I am
I could probably nitpick so much more, but these capture the primary essence of my evolution. That "good Christian boy" my grandparents were so desperate to force my mother to raise is long past dead. I was a piece of shit back then, raised by uptight conservatives who cared more about appearances than reality. It's taken many, many years to deprogram my brain, but I have made so much progress since then. I am genuinely sorry to anybody I've hurt over the years. I am not that person anymore, and I work every day to be better than that.
Nobody is probably still around to read these, so maybe it's just for me.
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Saluki
Favorite Music
http://last.fm/user/Scier
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Studio Ghibli
Favorite Games
Dungeons & Dragons, The Elder Scrolls, Final Fantasy XIV, Monster Hunter & Stardew Valley
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Nintendo Switch, PC, Pen and Paper
Favorite Animals
Agnostic Dogs
Favorite Site
Serious Eats
Favorite Foods & Drinks
Brunch & Craft Beer
Favorite Quote
"Ne regrettez pas. Souvenez-vous."
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It's a rich, full bodied wine. Sensibly priced at a dollar a jug.
And now for a little magic, I will make this jug disappear!
LazyLynxBoy