~rogar

TL:DR, I quit the fandom, i've lost interest. and am no longer who i was.

I am leaving the fandom. not with sour feelings, and not with ill will. I've learned a lot about myself since i made my last journal where i decided to forever add a to long didn't read to the top of my journals. I've never really felt a part of the furry fandom. i was introduced to it from the white wolf chats. where i played as a mage... I met many fantastic people. and enjoyed many friendships, most of which are actually over. But I never had much in common with the furry fandom. and while i continue to be myself. I am not the monster i was. But a newer, shinier more self aware monster. i've told most of my closer friends that i no longer felt apart of the fandom, and stopped considering myself furry, none of them were surprised. i've redesigned my outlook, and renewed my personal avatar. as i have done several times while in the fandom. and. while i might step in to the skin of an anthropomorphic animal for some RP from time to time. It's just not me any more. This account has been growing stale, and over the past few years, i have literally only kept it around to see links that the few furry friends i have show me that are a little on the more mature side. during the great purge i almost let the account die. i will no longer be posting here. This is my last entry, and farewell. For all effect, I am dead, moved on to newer pastures, and grander lives. It was nice knowing you.

i will probably still check the account for notes. but as i have been living my life outside the fandom for years now. It's going to be with no more diligence and dedication than i have been (so don't expect fast responses, if any.