~puddinfluffy

Hello dear friends! I know I haven't been here for a long time, but I'll try to explain where I've gone.

For the first month and a half of my absence, I was in a psycho-neurological dispensary (I have a personality disorder) due to stress. If you know or not, I live in Russia and since the beginning of the war with Ukraine the situation has been getting worse. It was not easy for me in 2022 to realize that the country,
where I live started a war.

In the last 3 months, Russia has passed several homophobic and transphobic laws that have made my life worse. I'm practically crying
every day, because I have to decide whether to leave the country or not, because my family is here, which can not survive without me.
Every day brings new fears that it will only get worse.

At some point, I almost stopped getting out of bed, except to collect things just in case. Me and my wife
there is only one option - to apply for political asylum in another country. Even as I write this now, I am crying.

I did not think that the situation in Russia would get worse since the beginning of the war, but, as you now know, it got worse. For now
I don't read the news and I try to get back to drawing furries, because I owe one or more art to a lot of people here.

I hope you don't hold a grudge against me for missing Furaffinity for 3 months. This text was not easy for me,
because even here I am afraid to write about the reasons for my absence. And scared of condemnation of my clients, I understand that they
unpleasant that I took their order and did not do it for a long time. I apologize to you friends!!!>_<

Over the past week, I have found the strength to continue working and made some art, which you can see in my gallery.
I also had a Windows reinstall a couple of weeks ago (the computer lagged a lot and I couldn’t draw) and to my horror
after reinstalling windows, I did not find the owners of two orders. I drew them and put them in the gallery, in the hope that
the owners of these characters will be found. Please note me if I owe you an art. Thank you!

Once again, I apologize!!!!
Your puddin
Sorry for my bad english ><