~Pantheraturbo

Three years since last journal entry and two years since last post. One would think that some good would have come my way, but NO. It just kept getting worse and worse.

First off, my marriage collapsed. will not go into details, just that it is over.

Second, my old job caused me so many issues that I was left with little choice but to quit. From the cut hours (which caused me to lose my health insurance) to the blatant disrespect to everyone, it was just too much. They even ignored requests for supplies. This went from associates on the floor to maintenance. Was even told by a supervisor that his actions and attitude was disrespectful, and he had the nerve to say, and I quote, "Good, I want you to feel disrespected.". This would have been enough to get ME fired, but when reported to management, they did nothing. Talk about double standards.

Third, today November 29, 2023, I lost another cat to cancer. After almost two years, his condition deteriorated so much that it was time to let him go.

Fourth, I have no drive or motivation to create. It's just gone. I have not picked up any art supplies in over a year, and I have had model kit that have sat unfinished, and in some cases unopened for years. I've nothing to show for my absences.

Now one might ask, is there any good news? The answer, NO. just no.

So, with that out of the way, the real reason I have made this journal. To all who watch me or even care at this point, consider this account abandoned. I will leave it active as an archive of my old stuff. If you wish to unfollow me, I understand and have no hard feelings. Mabey one day I will return, so until then, happy holidays, good health, good life, and if nothing else, I will see you on the other side.

Take care of yourselves and those around you.

PantheraTurbo signing off, potentially for the last time.