~LeoLamb

Howdy howdy!

So here I am after a long hiatus, and I'm not even sure if the hiatus is over yet. But I am somewhat coming back after a good six month self reflective period. I've been going through a lot of stuff, family stuff, personal stuff, life stuff, all kinds of stuff. Back in August things all boiled over and had another suicide attempt and was in the hospital for the obligatory week. But since then I really have been doing tons and tons better. I got a new job and have actually been getting out of the house. I really miss streaming and doing commissions, but working from home is not healthy for me, so streams and commissions will be closed indefinitely, maybe I'll do some YCH's in the future but nothing more.

I have been working with my therapist on my Gender Identity but I still haven't reached a conclusion. One one hand I am fine being Cis Male, on the other I really perceived feminine things, on the other other hand gender norms are stupid. At the end of the day, my Depression has been getting treated and it has been much more manageable and I am happy being me.


With that being said, thank you all for all of the love and support, you all make me a very happy person.

~Leo