~Krystallwolvelt

*bounces basket ball* you know what guys I used to be so obsessed with the fur fandom like all of you guys, I liked meeting my fur friends all the time and popular fur artist and have a freaking great time but now I just don't see the point in it anymore and no this isn't whiney bullshit drama like I'm gonna cry/die or whatever the fuck some sad people say.

Anyway peeps I'm sorry to dissapoint my fur friends in real life and people from USA who want to meet me but I'm really fucking bored with meets and cons its just not working for me anymore and I'm saying this in a nice way.

There is so many reasons why I can say I don't want to go to another meet or fur con for probaly a whole year (like 365 days) or maybe untill my next life time. But I'm gonna say one biggest reason of all I get requested to much to either draw, have sex at anyones house, sex in the toilets and yeah it was fun fuck yeah it was man but I don't want it all the time and it really pisses me the fuck right off cause.

1. I fucking hate staying in one place or in a certain area for more than 1 hour unless its the arcades with anyone or going out playing sports (not haning around somewhere randomly that alot of people want me to do)

2. I seriously do not want to be popular for drawing porn 24/7 especialy gay porn, yeah sure you yanks see more guys than girls but in reality I'm more attracted to women so I can be more manly... lets face it guys just 1 picture of the same gay sex position I've seen 1 million times you can slap on any male furry and get 10 - 100... 1 million if you were a legendary furry artists (you know who I'm talking about).

3. it was awesome that we did cause chaos alot but now its fucking dieing.

I kept on reading more comics/graphics novels I found online or at Megacity comic book store with art done by REAL FUCKING PROFESSIONAL ARTISTS who can draw anything and will look freaking amazing, then I go back to FA n when I go to the first page "gay porn","Muscular guys who just stand doing stiff poses n just replace characters even my favourites that I sometimes can't resist there is even more I can say why I'm getting sick of this shit and if someone is gonna get upset over this journal then you might want to get a life n find another hooby.

I'm still proposed to draw or finish other peoples pictures but you know what fuck that there is no point also I can draw in my own time so you might wait for 2 years if I have any remaining give a shits in my give a fuck meter. Things I mostly do these days is go out, work, do a big load of shoping (mostly excuse for weight exercise) or just fucking play sports which I don't see many people doing that oh and I rarely play games anyway and even if I'm online at the moment I only like SSBB, Street Fighter 4 and I think all the other games of 09 can go suck a big fat nerdy dick.

I'm beeing mature as much as possible here but if i got warned by an admin or banned by not just this, but for me giving critism some of it was harsh for a good and smart reason... and oh yeah lets not forget the people I've really pissed off then I started getting the last laugh.

Pretty much as you can see I don't really give a fuck at the moment and I'm loving it.

btw if you ever do plan to send me hate mail over this then you better think again read this whole journal again and try to understand that it can get really fucking annoying with guys mostly soft guys wanna beg for sex every single fucking time.

I would seriously hate to be so popular on FA i would never go to a furmeet in my whole life if I was.