~Ichigatsu

So, not gonna say (yet again) that I'll be back or whatever, I'm still gonna keep this account, I wish I could change the name but it's whatever, I ain't Ichi anymore as I previously stated, Jhonny fits better with my current person, though Ichi will forever be a part of me and someone I embrace, I grew a lot from 8 years ago and I plan on keeping these journals as a reminder of who I was and what I became, how I grew apart from so many things and how thankful I am I got to live those experiences, regardless of how sad some where, I was able to get over them and allowed me to reach further, become a better person, more understanding of my own feelings and how to be more fair to others, I wasn't too nice to many folks, with some I didn't even care enough to give an explaining other than walk away and not look back, I don't regret it though, I needed that to be able to understand what I needed and who I was.

I managed to meet a fantastic guy, with whom I got together and 6 years later we still are together (currently sharing a place), he really is the MVP with how he dealt with my cons and pros, anxiety and all the mistakes I made, I love him with all my heart and I don't think that'll change for a long while. I was able to meet more people, make my own small circle of friends, both local and abroad, hopefully in the future I'll travel to meet a couple of them, Silver and my best friend Boreas, two I consider my closest friends and people that reached my heart and helped me in a quite difficult moment of my time in their own ways.

Kinda funny some years ago I felt alone and not really worth of anything and now I feel quite happy and even have a friend I consider family of my own, the circle growing further the more I grow out of my box. I could go talking for hours about Boreas or Silver but this ain't the space for it and they know what I think about them, I'm slowly piecing my life together and I think the future is looking overall bright despite the different troubles ahead.