An informative post in which I want to explain my lack of activity on all social media and chat rooms. And why I find it hard to communicate with people around everywhere.


Starting from the beginning, in terms of inactivity, I have been struggling with my problems for a few months now. First of all, they are based on problems of psychological origin. A lot of stress, depressive thoughts, and sometimes even panic attacks have caused my health to change for the worse this year. The most noticeable effects are felt in the form of shortness of breath and frequent muscle spasms in the neck and head area, which result in me often sleeping through the day due to pain. When it comes to communication, I have always had a hard time finding common ground with someone. The feeling of being different and not having a place in a group where I can talk normally has made me shut down. I can't talk, it's always made it very difficult for me. I'm always afraid I'm going to say something wrong, that I'm just intruding by force. It used to be that when I knew what furry I scalie fandom was, when I was still young, my activity was mainly based on helping others. Now I don't do that anymore, a lot has changed, and everyone's problems have become mine too.

I hope this post will at least partly explain why I am the way I am and why there is no activity of mine.