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I got a message for my watchers down there*
It keeps coming up in bad ways and I thought itd be obvious: crossings are there, but Im not a fur. please dont ask me for pictures. my presence here goes back to like 2004 and Im not really here anymore, except for a few dear people with the right footwork and that all kinds of sex fly around here, which I started researching (the most interesting could be non-biophysical sex. expressive ideology)
this is a diary helping to do my things. philosopher way too stricken with his own stuff. Im not sure if these are worth the read for anybody else:
hammse notagreekstatue headgameboy schoolofkes
Ill never back off a talk tho, if it looks serious (if youre angry or afraid I wont start):
consider the bobble below this paragraph "a lil controversive advertisment for under the skin". I admit its a bit writing in honey, and its under construction.
main interest is understanding merlin`s conundrum and redeeming "wolfs" for now; talking about the rest only if you in fact want to, not if you think you have to.
and for anything else Im kinda useless, youd have to do a lot of the quit pro quo dance yourself -and- know what you want.
? (((note to self: goals, excitement)))
experience/edu, cockyness
fear, serving the wolfs,
curiosity, alice` rabbit hole,
fearful curiosity, arrogance
humility, merlin`s mess
ignorance, whorshipping the dark,
ego, propaganda
purpose, end of evolution,
love, redeeming lost souls,
taste, shamelessness
repeat
*
for funnsies: genius (partly very subtle) overview about sex&culture (mature readers only)
http://www.expats.cz/prague/printth.....1817&pp=40
it looks constructed tho, or eastern people`s intuitions are just that apt.)
* watchers, Ill show you my farm of white rabbits if you show me yours. Im steering towards a hundred watchers and I assumed Id never get one. so I like to think theres somebody interested in the same things as me. nudge! offer is void if you glorify abuse or do and lie about it- not admitting doesnt count!
note to self 11/11
byronic ; "rawr!" ; S/c Besn ; stoik -> tür (gen=ant&anti2)
note to self 1/13
AV/ph3=yt2 ; HDDs hin => (grüpix) antarktis (guilty pleasure) ; cl/expdilemma//basics/AV ; textbobbel: GPx800vcr?!
bobble*: stone that the builder refused, dragon rider, doll house, peter puck pan, ghost whisper vs spiders,
It keeps coming up in bad ways and I thought itd be obvious: crossings are there, but Im not a fur. please dont ask me for pictures. my presence here goes back to like 2004 and Im not really here anymore, except for a few dear people with the right footwork and that all kinds of sex fly around here, which I started researching (the most interesting could be non-biophysical sex. expressive ideology)
this is a diary helping to do my things. philosopher way too stricken with his own stuff. Im not sure if these are worth the read for anybody else:
hammse notagreekstatue headgameboy schoolofkes
Ill never back off a talk tho, if it looks serious (if youre angry or afraid I wont start):
consider the bobble below this paragraph "a lil controversive advertisment for under the skin". I admit its a bit writing in honey, and its under construction.
main interest is understanding merlin`s conundrum and redeeming "wolfs" for now; talking about the rest only if you in fact want to, not if you think you have to.
and for anything else Im kinda useless, youd have to do a lot of the quit pro quo dance yourself -and- know what you want.
? (((note to self: goals, excitement)))
experience/edu, cockyness
fear, serving the wolfs,
curiosity, alice` rabbit hole,
fearful curiosity, arrogance
humility, merlin`s mess
ignorance, whorshipping the dark,
ego, propaganda
purpose, end of evolution,
love, redeeming lost souls,
taste, shamelessness
repeat
*
for funnsies: genius (partly very subtle) overview about sex&culture (mature readers only)
http://www.expats.cz/prague/printth.....1817&pp=40
it looks constructed tho, or eastern people`s intuitions are just that apt.)
* watchers, Ill show you my farm of white rabbits if you show me yours. Im steering towards a hundred watchers and I assumed Id never get one. so I like to think theres somebody interested in the same things as me. nudge! offer is void if you glorify abuse or do and lie about it- not admitting doesnt count!
note to self 11/11
note to self 1/13
AV/ph3=yt2 ; HDDs hin => (grüpix) antarktis (guilty pleasure) ; cl/expdilemma//basics/AV ; textbobbel: GPx800vcr?!
bobble*: stone that the builder refused, dragon rider, doll house, peter puck pan, ghost whisper vs spiders,
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the AI
11 years ago
the artificial intelligence, icon of my first fa account and villain, if there is such a thing, of Albion, the PC game linking space oddissey and avatar. you can see it between 1:00 and 1:02 of this on yt: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nR6.....4Z&index=6
I made the icon myself because the pure black and red just drives the point home better. making the bridge a bit more appearant how encompassing the representation is. coming a long way from there in, I trained to feel other people`s fears and black and red are -the- narcissistic colours (I think I learned the red/white conglomerate from glados, striking pictures). sooo. part of that is getting a feel of manias, panics, existential things, seductions, such things and. I never really bought the way the new energy agenda in germany is being carried out, and a point for me was this, all out pretentious blinking pattern of the wind mills. a huge park of rotors, or several side by side, on the way towards the horizon, with red lights on top. blinking pretentuosly. the pattern was psychologically efficient. I built a half life (pc game) mission once with red eyes like that being the first thing you see. to be actually "diverted", getting a feel of the works as in all of these feels- this red lights in black phobia was my own doing and the effect didnt really suprise me but how it became the most moving of all them impulses drove a few points home for me.
way back then, I only decided to get another avatar when I noticed I actually find a bad guy cool and started to think about how I could do such a thing.
it always seemed central to me how in what could be called a furry game I opted for the least romantic option. the machine mimicing the most exploitive humans. I never opted to dodge obligation, but that simply has nothing to do with feelings being bothersome often enough and theres been said enough how misleading they are often, and that feelings are far from naturally right. analytics, interpretations etc can be completely off, and everything footing on it hence. all this helped me a lot to get things, especially my (I love the wording) psychological heritage. as they say, an important part towards undoing your parents mistakes and forgiving them, individualizing.
villains are an interesting aspect of art. in movies, poems, musings,... they are examples of mere definition of problems, and these problems can be analyzed, interpreted, cultivated (etc -- further list of logical functions) in creative or destructive ways, far earlier I woudlve said theoretical or practical but thats off. a mathematical problem never had anything to do with moaning, shaking, or sighing. that was my point back then. " "is" vs "should" = "must" "; practice incorporated by theory. sanity, reason. creativity and destructivity (narcistically the former is discipline and the latter joy(letting go, relaxation, narcissism and joy as in flow and the like is as rare as fleeting) both foot on a certain amount of clearity, thats where people find together I think. this avatar of "the AI" might be the earliest notion of this kind I had and thats how I still keep this icon in high regard.
I made the icon myself because the pure black and red just drives the point home better. making the bridge a bit more appearant how encompassing the representation is. coming a long way from there in, I trained to feel other people`s fears and black and red are -the- narcissistic colours (I think I learned the red/white conglomerate from glados, striking pictures). sooo. part of that is getting a feel of manias, panics, existential things, seductions, such things and. I never really bought the way the new energy agenda in germany is being carried out, and a point for me was this, all out pretentious blinking pattern of the wind mills. a huge park of rotors, or several side by side, on the way towards the horizon, with red lights on top. blinking pretentuosly. the pattern was psychologically efficient. I built a half life (pc game) mission once with red eyes like that being the first thing you see. to be actually "diverted", getting a feel of the works as in all of these feels- this red lights in black phobia was my own doing and the effect didnt really suprise me but how it became the most moving of all them impulses drove a few points home for me.
way back then, I only decided to get another avatar when I noticed I actually find a bad guy cool and started to think about how I could do such a thing.
it always seemed central to me how in what could be called a furry game I opted for the least romantic option. the machine mimicing the most exploitive humans. I never opted to dodge obligation, but that simply has nothing to do with feelings being bothersome often enough and theres been said enough how misleading they are often, and that feelings are far from naturally right. analytics, interpretations etc can be completely off, and everything footing on it hence. all this helped me a lot to get things, especially my (I love the wording) psychological heritage. as they say, an important part towards undoing your parents mistakes and forgiving them, individualizing.
villains are an interesting aspect of art. in movies, poems, musings,... they are examples of mere definition of problems, and these problems can be analyzed, interpreted, cultivated (etc -- further list of logical functions) in creative or destructive ways, far earlier I woudlve said theoretical or practical but thats off. a mathematical problem never had anything to do with moaning, shaking, or sighing. that was my point back then. " "is" vs "should" = "must" "; practice incorporated by theory. sanity, reason. creativity and destructivity (narcistically the former is discipline and the latter joy(letting go, relaxation, narcissism and joy as in flow and the like is as rare as fleeting) both foot on a certain amount of clearity, thats where people find together I think. this avatar of "the AI" might be the earliest notion of this kind I had and thats how I still keep this icon in high regard.
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