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~GyroGun
An ex pixel artist, ex retro games master, and retired-but-forced-to-return-to-torture-himself-youtuber. Why have I quit those things and why am I now a broken mess?
One of the main reasons that got me Into the furry community and still lived to this day was because of artists like Krezz
karavan, who became my best friend. In a way he was the family I wish I had, and the dad I wish I had. He made life worth living despite everything going wrong In this world, but after a tragic accident he's no longer with us...
Life has become meaningless without him, my last life goal/dream I had left to finally pay him back for everything he has done Is no longer possible, and with that I'm unable to be at peace, unable to create anymore, feel joy or even smile...
he was everything to me.
Every day I cry for him, while he wouldn't want me miserable there's wanting and then there's nto being strong enough, so I'll continue to grieve and pray for him as I wait for the day I'm finally reunited with him, joining his heaven Instead of having my own, to create things together, Daddy Krezzy.
One of the main reasons that got me Into the furry community and still lived to this day was because of artists like Krezz
karavan, who became my best friend. In a way he was the family I wish I had, and the dad I wish I had. He made life worth living despite everything going wrong In this world, but after a tragic accident he's no longer with us...Life has become meaningless without him, my last life goal/dream I had left to finally pay him back for everything he has done Is no longer possible, and with that I'm unable to be at peace, unable to create anymore, feel joy or even smile...
he was everything to me.
Every day I cry for him, while he wouldn't want me miserable there's wanting and then there's nto being strong enough, so I'll continue to grieve and pray for him as I wait for the day I'm finally reunited with him, joining his heaven Instead of having my own, to create things together, Daddy Krezzy.
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The usual nightmare ended early today.
a year ago
This Is a sign of hope, not just for me but others maybe?
Just as everything started to go dark, I felt another set of hands pull me out. It wasn't Sally's but they were peach colored of a very familair shade., something was very warm about them. It was him.
I woke up at 2:30, but not scared as usual, I couldn't feel my heart beating hard(And that's a good thing). I checked the userlist of his streampage and saw someone else, checked their stream page and they were working on something In his style. I never said It on the stream but I really felt he was there as If he was being channeled through him. This means one thing...
He's still with us In a way
He saved me again...
I actually look forward to sleeping next time, something deep down knows I'm not going to have that nightmare again but a lovely dream I look forward to.
So while I'm awake, I'm going to be productive today somehow.
Just as everything started to go dark, I felt another set of hands pull me out. It wasn't Sally's but they were peach colored of a very familair shade., something was very warm about them. It was him.
I woke up at 2:30, but not scared as usual, I couldn't feel my heart beating hard(And that's a good thing). I checked the userlist of his streampage and saw someone else, checked their stream page and they were working on something In his style. I never said It on the stream but I really felt he was there as If he was being channeled through him. This means one thing...
He's still with us In a way
He saved me again...
I actually look forward to sleeping next time, something deep down knows I'm not going to have that nightmare again but a lovely dream I look forward to.
So while I'm awake, I'm going to be productive today somehow.
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Lizard? (Unknown mix, Gex a possible father.)
Favorite Music
Space Pop, Ambient, Chiptune, Mod Tracker, VG Music, and Jungle Ambience.
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Elvira: Mistress of the Dark, Small Soldiers, Hackers, Freaked, Zootopia and Small Soldiers
Favorite Games
Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines
Favorite Gaming Platforms
PC
Favorite Animals
Lizards, skunks, foxes, and talking birbs.
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Caimen.Us
Favorite Foods & Drinks
BBQ Meat Only Topping Feast Pizzas
Favorite Quote
"So you won't be lonely, promise me one thing... smile." - Krezz Karaven (But without you... I can't... I'm sorry.)
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