~DarknessRisen

Round One
6 miles
Resistance 6
159.4 calories burned
24:01 minutes

Round Two
3.25 miles
Resistance 6
86.8 calories burned
11:48 minutes

It's been too long since the last time I did stuff. From my asscheeks to my calves feel sore now. Yeesh.

But as promised, through the darkness I have persevered and returned to punish my body until it looks how I want it to look. You can all thank God(s) or chance/luck/fate/whatever you believe in for this massive stroke of good luck that has washed over my family. We're going to get to keep our house. We're also approved for a state program that pays for your mortgage, including back payments, for up to 2 years and we don't have to pay it back. So... I think we might be in the clear for a while. The whole family rejoiced at the news. Coincidentally it came 3 days after putting our dear Sophie to sleep. I hope she's so happy up there bouncing around like a dummy in Heaven. I miss her.

But you can also thank my new friends. and (<- Not really NEW but, remade maybe?) and now, especially who made my rekindling possible by blessing me with something I couldn't find within myself anymore. Determination. There were many things she rekindled but that's at the forefront right now. I am DETERMINED not to regain all that I've lost. And I refuse to let myself slip back into the bad habits I once indulged in.

Come Hell or high water people, I WILL continue losing weight. I WILL continue busting my ass to get fit. And I WILL have the body I've always wanted.

Count on it.

~Justin