~BigBloomy

Hello guys :)
Sorry for my bad english again, but is really important for me!!!!!!

I've been here a little while, but this time really helps me! Thank you all, really !! You are wonderful <3

So, like you know I'm a fat man IRL.
I like my body and I love fat bodies, but in reality I don't like my body. And it's true.
I'm ok with my body, it's beautiful, but in my life it's not good.
I have recently been in love with a beautiful person, and that person loves me as I am. She loves my personality and the way I am.
My fat body is not a problem for this person and I really love her for that. I never think that can happen !

She is like a fireball, she never stops moving and she always has the urge to do something, extreme activities or travel. She changed my life ...

I'm love my life with her. Covid is not a friend of course, we cannot travel the world for the moment and it sucks! Ah ah ah!!!
But this is our project. I always wanted to travel the world but now it's true.

And ... I can't have my dream life with my body. Not like I want.
So, I think I will lose weight.
I think I WANT to lose weight.
Yes...

Being fat is a real handicap, and the world is not adapted for fat people.
I am a young man and I am in good health, but I know that my health will be bad later on.
I could never lose all of my extra pounds but I want to lose some for my dream life, for this girl I recently met, and obviously for me!


My current weight is 286 pounds and my first goal is 220 pounds. And most importantly, I am not alone for this challenge!


Being on FA to draw really helps me with a lot of things <3
I don't know if I should keep this account ...
I have to think about it!


Thanks for reading my journal. If you want to discuss it with me, you can! If you want to comment on this diary, please do so :)

See you soon. Love you all.
Bloomy ~~