What’s going on? [Life update & new acc]
Posted a year agoThis is an update from my new furaffintiy account: 
fawnidae
I don’t have consistent access to online, or this account. Please contact fawnidae or fawnidae[at]outlook.com if you need me!
Hey y’all, some of you might know 2023 was really hard year for me and my partner. We started the year homeless, and moved away from our home state due to domestic violence. We had to start a new life in a new state, but I soon after lost all of the support and stability I had. We have just barely recovered from homelessness and are struggling to get back on our feet. We were recently close to becoming homeless again, but with online support and the support of one great friend we were able to pay our overdue rent. I still struggle to meet my basic needs as every dollar I get goes to our very many overdue bills. I’m too scared to look at my credit as I used many cards to pay bills so I didn’t have to asking for more help. Things are messy right now.
The good news is I am closer now than ever to getting on track with my disability case. I spend very many days a week going to appointments, assessments, surgery etc which takes up a lot of energy but I am doing as much as I can with what I’ve got. I have a good team of doctors behind me and I have a social worker appointment again soon.
I feel like I lost a lot of the ability to feel human over the past year, asking so much for help and being kicked while I’m down by strangers and family, it’s just very disheartening. I am hoping I am able to access more independence and ability this year. I just need to survive the in between and I hope I can.
I just wanted to write an update as I have been offline more than I’d like. I am just very drained of energy and worrying every month if I have a place to live, I struggle to access food, phone, internet at times. I am so great full to all who have helped me stay afloat this past year and I promise to work hard with all the tool available to me.
If you’d like I will leave my donation links here. I have no income, and no support from anyone at the moment. The only way I am able to survive for now is by the grace and kindness of others. I am so very thankful for everyone who’s helped me and my partner stay alive for this long.
Thank you for caring at all, I know times are tough for very many of us and I ask you not to stress yourself if you’re unable to safely donate anything.
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
fawnidaeI don’t have consistent access to online, or this account. Please contact
fawnidae or fawnidae[at]outlook.com if you need me!Hey y’all, some of you might know 2023 was really hard year for me and my partner. We started the year homeless, and moved away from our home state due to domestic violence. We had to start a new life in a new state, but I soon after lost all of the support and stability I had. We have just barely recovered from homelessness and are struggling to get back on our feet. We were recently close to becoming homeless again, but with online support and the support of one great friend we were able to pay our overdue rent. I still struggle to meet my basic needs as every dollar I get goes to our very many overdue bills. I’m too scared to look at my credit as I used many cards to pay bills so I didn’t have to asking for more help. Things are messy right now.
The good news is I am closer now than ever to getting on track with my disability case. I spend very many days a week going to appointments, assessments, surgery etc which takes up a lot of energy but I am doing as much as I can with what I’ve got. I have a good team of doctors behind me and I have a social worker appointment again soon.
I feel like I lost a lot of the ability to feel human over the past year, asking so much for help and being kicked while I’m down by strangers and family, it’s just very disheartening. I am hoping I am able to access more independence and ability this year. I just need to survive the in between and I hope I can.
I just wanted to write an update as I have been offline more than I’d like. I am just very drained of energy and worrying every month if I have a place to live, I struggle to access food, phone, internet at times. I am so great full to all who have helped me stay afloat this past year and I promise to work hard with all the tool available to me.
If you’d like I will leave my donation links here. I have no income, and no support from anyone at the moment. The only way I am able to survive for now is by the grace and kindness of others. I am so very thankful for everyone who’s helped me and my partner stay alive for this long.
Thank you for caring at all, I know times are tough for very many of us and I ask you not to stress yourself if you’re unable to safely donate anything.
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
Update
Posted a year agoHey all I haven’t been online much because of surgery, health issues etc. I’m really sorry. This year has been exceptionally difficult for me and my love. At the start of this year we became homeless because of a domestic abuse situation. I’ve been struggling to stay above water, and failing honestly. I am overwhelmed and struggling.
I just write this as an update, for those who may not be following or maybe missed any updates there. I’ve been doing poorly and I feel nonexistent at times x-x I am so sorry to everyone affected by my failures this year. I am trying, I won’t give up I will make things right in time
I just write this as an update, for those who may not be following
or maybe missed any updates there. I’ve been doing poorly and I feel nonexistent at times x-x I am so sorry to everyone affected by my failures this year. I am trying, I won’t give up I will make things right in timeOther account
Posted a year agoHeya I’ve been having health issues so not posting as much as I’d like. I’m slowing catching up on comms, so I’m trying to post more art! Currently my platforms are furaffinity (:iconfawnidae) tumblr twitter telegram & discord.
I still check this account (as I have commissions to catch up on here) but I also post on fawnidae and eventually that will be my main acc.
Twitter: https://x.com/fawnidae/
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/fawnidae
Discord: https://www.patreon.com/fawnidae
Telegram: https://t.me/tsukauiart
I still check this account (as I have commissions to catch up on here) but I also post on
fawnidae and eventually that will be my main acc. Twitter: https://x.com/fawnidae/
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/fawnidae
Discord: https://www.patreon.com/fawnidae
Telegram: https://t.me/tsukauiart
Becoming Homeless (Again)
Posted a year agoHey there, how deeply and truly soul crushing to be writing this again.
I have less than 30 days to remedy an eviction warning.
My best attempt to summarize this situation is my partner and I are disabled and recently escaped a 3-year long domestic abuse situation that had left us homeless. We had both been working to move out, but a car accident in 2021 left my partner and I disabled we started to struggle with funds.
At the start of this year, we packed our little car up and made it 2 states away to be close to friends, which shortly fell out. We are now in a strange (and expensive) state with no where to go and no one to ask for help.
I am unable to take commissions due to my hectic life state, my disablity constant flaring - making completing current commissions extremely slow.
Due to death and/or abuse, our families are not a safe option and we are unable to ask them for any help.
Today we received an Eviction warning. In 30 days, an eviction will be in place and our lives will be in serious peril. Being homeless with an eviction is being trapped into homelessness. My partner and I are currently working towards getting on disability but this is a long, painful process that will take a long time to handle as I'm sure anyone on disability knows. I am actively completing commissions but not at a profitable rate. My partner is taking furry & pet commissions here
I need help to avoid being homeless again, I don't think I will survive it. Every month or few weeks I'd have to find a new place to stay, and even staying in my apartment for a short time I've been threatened with eviction multiple times. My credit and credit card are absolutely destroyed, I have exhausted all methods of handling this myself.
As of right now, my apartment fees/rent is $2,421
We also have car payment/insurance rapidly approaching which is about $665 (Man, refinancing my car would be so cool but!!!! Well, No Income)
In total we'd need about $3,100 to avoid losing everything. This total would cover rent, car payment & insurance, utilities.
I've lost everything at the beginning of this year I don't know how I will live on if I lose everything again. I am doing so poorly and I am writing this out of desperation and as a last resort. I am so sorry for everyone who's been supporting me to have to see this again. I am embarrassed but I have no other choice but to ask for help online.
I'm going to add some links of a fundraiser, and other methods of sending us help if you can spare anything at all.
I assure you I am proper ashamed and also entirely grateful for anything anyone can help us with.
Anything is something when we have nothing.
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart/goal?g=0
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
I have less than 30 days to remedy an eviction warning.
My best attempt to summarize this situation is my partner and I are disabled and recently escaped a 3-year long domestic abuse situation that had left us homeless. We had both been working to move out, but a car accident in 2021 left my partner and I disabled we started to struggle with funds.
At the start of this year, we packed our little car up and made it 2 states away to be close to friends, which shortly fell out. We are now in a strange (and expensive) state with no where to go and no one to ask for help.
I am unable to take commissions due to my hectic life state, my disablity constant flaring - making completing current commissions extremely slow.
Due to death and/or abuse, our families are not a safe option and we are unable to ask them for any help.
Today we received an Eviction warning. In 30 days, an eviction will be in place and our lives will be in serious peril. Being homeless with an eviction is being trapped into homelessness. My partner and I are currently working towards getting on disability but this is a long, painful process that will take a long time to handle as I'm sure anyone on disability knows. I am actively completing commissions but not at a profitable rate. My partner is taking furry & pet commissions here
I need help to avoid being homeless again, I don't think I will survive it. Every month or few weeks I'd have to find a new place to stay, and even staying in my apartment for a short time I've been threatened with eviction multiple times. My credit and credit card are absolutely destroyed, I have exhausted all methods of handling this myself.
As of right now, my apartment fees/rent is $2,421
We also have car payment/insurance rapidly approaching which is about $665 (Man, refinancing my car would be so cool but!!!! Well, No Income)
In total we'd need about $3,100 to avoid losing everything. This total would cover rent, car payment & insurance, utilities.
I've lost everything at the beginning of this year I don't know how I will live on if I lose everything again. I am doing so poorly and I am writing this out of desperation and as a last resort. I am so sorry for everyone who's been supporting me to have to see this again. I am embarrassed but I have no other choice but to ask for help online.
I'm going to add some links of a fundraiser, and other methods of sending us help if you can spare anything at all.
I assure you I am proper ashamed and also entirely grateful for anything anyone can help us with.
Anything is something when we have nothing.
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart/goal?g=0
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
MY OTHER FA
Posted a year agoMy other furaffinity acc is fawnidae !
I finally got access to it again!
Now excuse me while I mass upload to fix my gallery cx
fawnidae !I finally got access to it again!
Now excuse me while I mass upload to fix my gallery cx
I am losing everything, again. [Help requested]
Posted a year ago💔 I'm sorry I need to ask for help again. I feel so lost and desperate.
My partner and I been through another traumatic event and are left with bills that if not paid soon: we are losing our car, all of our life possessions, and losing our electricity/phone.
We are slowly getting back into work. It's been hard to recover from months of homelessness and moving states with nothing.
We thought we had a safe space to get on our feet but we were mistaken, and we are now scrambling to not lose our entire lives, again.
I need any help any one could spare. I feel so small and pathetic doing this again but we have no family to turn to and nowhere to go.
I really dont want to lose my entire life again. The stress of this is affecting my health and my work. Please don't donate if it would cause any hardships. Thank you for caring at all.
Anything is something when we have nothing.
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
My partner and I been through another traumatic event and are left with bills that if not paid soon: we are losing our car, all of our life possessions, and losing our electricity/phone.
We are slowly getting back into work. It's been hard to recover from months of homelessness and moving states with nothing.
We thought we had a safe space to get on our feet but we were mistaken, and we are now scrambling to not lose our entire lives, again.
I need any help any one could spare. I feel so small and pathetic doing this again but we have no family to turn to and nowhere to go.
I really dont want to lose my entire life again. The stress of this is affecting my health and my work. Please don't donate if it would cause any hardships. Thank you for caring at all.
Anything is something when we have nothing.
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart
Cashapp/vnmo: doggyrat
Amazing news! (Re: homelessness)
Posted a year agoMy partner and I were accepted onto a 12 month lease! No more panicking about where we will live every 2 weeks. Thank you to everyone who helped us when we were down.
My partner and I lost housing in December 2022. We were having major issues after getting in a car accident in May ‘22 that really screwed up our life plans/savings. (And our bodies)
My plan now is to play catch-up on past commissions so I can start working again! Thank you again for everyone who sent us any kindness, even if all you did was think of us.
My partner and I lost housing in December 2022. We were having major issues after getting in a car accident in May ‘22 that really screwed up our life plans/savings. (And our bodies)
My plan now is to play catch-up on past commissions so I can start working again! Thank you again for everyone who sent us any kindness, even if all you did was think of us.
Struggle to post (Patreon)
Posted a year agoHey I am struggling for while on how to return to posting
For now, I’ve focused my energy on Patreon to post when I finish a piece! (Not commissions)
I will try to post other places too, but this is the best place for me to post easier.
https://www.patreon.com/fawnidae
For now, I’ve focused my energy on Patreon to post when I finish a piece! (Not commissions)
I will try to post other places too, but this is the best place for me to post easier.
https://www.patreon.com/fawnidae
Complicated (homeless update)
Posted 2 years agoMy situation is pretty tricky, which is why my year of searching for housing lead to homelessness. I have a meeting with a case manager, so I hope I can figure out where to go from here but I’m doing all I can everyday to make things happen. Right now I’ve been focusing on knocking things off my art queue, it feels like the thing I can handle most right now. It’s really nice to have projects to sink into, I just feel bad for the huge wait my life circumstances have been causing.
I’m trying to figure out how to continue forward, with both housing and art. I appreciate everyone’s patience in these times but please reach out for any reason especially if it’s commission related. I’ve been a bit scattered in 2022 but I have been working to get a grip on the artist aspect of my life. I hope this New Years finds us all kindly, and thank you to everyone who’s lent me support weather it’s finances, comments, or just warm thoughts. I’d be no where right now without the kindness of strangers and friends. So thank you for even taking the time to read this, right now!
Let’s all do our best to create an opportunistic and memorable 2023!
I’m trying to figure out how to continue forward, with both housing and art. I appreciate everyone’s patience in these times but please reach out for any reason especially if it’s commission related. I’ve been a bit scattered in 2022 but I have been working to get a grip on the artist aspect of my life. I hope this New Years finds us all kindly, and thank you to everyone who’s lent me support weather it’s finances, comments, or just warm thoughts. I’d be no where right now without the kindness of strangers and friends. So thank you for even taking the time to read this, right now!
Let’s all do our best to create an opportunistic and memorable 2023!
Homelessness
Posted 2 years agoHeyall I just wanted to updated those waiting, I'm currently homeless and staying at a hotel with my partner and pets. Our families are not safe places, we have nowhere to go. This is going to put back my art a bit, but I will continue to contact people about work!
I'm really so sorry things keep happening, i dont mean this as an excuse just trying to share why Ive been away.
I still have hope things can get better! Despite it all, I feel I'm in a better place with myself compared to even a year ago. Things can't be bad forever, I'll make a better life for myself!
I'm really so sorry things keep happening, i dont mean this as an excuse just trying to share why Ive been away.
I still have hope things can get better! Despite it all, I feel I'm in a better place with myself compared to even a year ago. Things can't be bad forever, I'll make a better life for myself!
Internet outage!
Posted 2 years agoI’ll be replying to everyone waiting for their monthly update today and tomorrow! I’m so sorry I haven’t had internet for a minute!
GooeyRabbits (another acoount)
Posted 2 years agoSoo, to avoid paypal issues [about drawing NSFW] I did create a second, sfw username 
gooeyrabbits
I don't exactly intend to transition to this account any time soon, but I plan to separate NSFW and SFW once I'm drawing more consistently!
Please don't contact me under Gooeyrabbits about anything important as I'm still intending to run as the tsukaui username for a while longer, and won't be on the new account much.
gooeyrabbitsI don't exactly intend to transition to this account any time soon, but I plan to separate NSFW and SFW once I'm drawing more consistently!
Please don't contact me under Gooeyrabbits about anything important as I'm still intending to run as the tsukaui username for a while longer, and won't be on the new account much.
Patreon
Posted 2 years ago
Heya!! I'm starting a Patreon again. I plan to share projects, and collab with Patreons!
As of right now I am only able to use this as a tip jar, while I catch up to my current responsibilities regarding art.
I have been unable to work since the accident, and with no family and few friends to say I've been struggling is kind of an understatement.
Thank you for reading, and please feel free to reach out for a chat if you choose to subscribe to Patreon!
patreon.com/gooeyrabbits
The last 6 months... [Car accident updoot]
Posted 2 years agoI'm trying to get back in my groove of posting again, and it's been floating around my mind to share what things have been like for me since my car accident in May this year.
So at first I thought it was a minor accident, the lady ran her stop sign when we had none. It hit the driver side of the car, airbags deployed and mostly what I remember is crying a whole lot.
Airbags deployed, brand new engine we just got destroyed.. our car was sent to the scrap yard and we continued paying the insurance and car payments. [As of now, we are free of that car 100%] We didnt even own the car 6 months...
The next day, my partner and I realized our wounds were not minor and headed to the ER. After about 7 hours we left with barely anything and just a note to check with our primary care doctors.
Well, where I live.. my main doctor is a 4 hour trip, minimum. Because medical care here is severely lacking. So it took me over a month to see my doctor, and now making that EXTREMELY expensive trip and perusing medical care is taking up huge huge huge chunks of my life.
Yes, we reached out to an injury lawyer. He said he wouldn't get enough money from it and rejected our case. So my partner and I have been income-less for the past 6 months, my partner got some money from disability but it quickly ran out. I drained my savings just to get us food or pet care.
(Because yeah, in this time 2 of my pet rats died and needed serious medical care before. That destroyed my bank acc/credit score)
It didn't seem so bad at first, but it's been getting worse. It affects my ability to walk, and often times I am unable to feel my legs while laying down to sleep but getting to the doctor is so hard, I struggle to get the care I need and just end up suffering between appointments.
We have had to go to the ER 5 times since the accident, each time being a minimum of 5 hours tho one time we didnt get to leave til 2am. I'm not sure how to explain how extremely painful it was to sit in an an ER and be ignored for hours upon hours while in indescribable pain heh.. then u can be sent home with nothing that actually helps you!
The last 6 months I trained myself to draw again, I couldn't even hold a pencil about a month after my accident, and I'm so proud of how I learned to process art again! It makes me feel like I've regained a part of myself again, and after this year I desperately needed that.
I'm so excited to be able to continue completing projects and I literally cannot wait to share more again with my followers and friends.
I just wanted to share some of what has been going on behind the scenes since I haven't been posting or online like usual.
Thank you all for sticking with me through these times. It's been so, so very hard. I really am grateful for any kind of support, even if all you do is leave a like on a post.
Things can’t be bad forever
Posted 2 years agoHey all I’ll be rolling out updates to those waiting within the next couple days, feel free to reach out if you need to!
I’ve been doing somewhat better since the car accident, I feel like I’m learning to manage pain better though it does affect my walking/ability to be out, there are still more tests/step my doc wants to take with me, etc but I am doing my best to take care of myself with all that.
I’m trying my best to persevere despite it all. I really apologize for my absence on my art spaces because of this, things will get better.
I’ve been doing somewhat better since the car accident, I feel like I’m learning to manage pain better though it does affect my walking/ability to be out, there are still more tests/step my doc wants to take with me, etc but I am doing my best to take care of myself with all that.
I’m trying my best to persevere despite it all. I really apologize for my absence on my art spaces because of this, things will get better.
An update, and a plea
Posted 2 years agoHeyall I have some updates to share about my condition after the car accident.
My doctor was able to give me more resources for PT, none around me have accepted me yet. He was also help me get some medicine that I feel is helping the pain, tho it does make me sleepy haha. It seems to be a neuro or nerve issue at this point
I'm looking for my best way to continue art and keep posting here. I am still able to draw and I still want to, I just approach it differently now.
Unfortunately I still struggle to keep up with my bills, art is my only income and I had no cushion to ease the blow of my car accident.
I've been skirting by but I am looking for some help paying for gas so I can see my doctor (4 hours trip) and so I can continue paying the fee for my medicines.
I also have some overdue bills that are starting to hurt because I have been without income since the accident in May this year.
Thank you for any help, but I urge you not to contribute if it would cause any hardship on you..
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart / https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart / venmo: calloyd_
I am working on organizing things to continue posting and get updates out to people who've been waiting on them, sorry again for my delays.
My doctor was able to give me more resources for PT, none around me have accepted me yet. He was also help me get some medicine that I feel is helping the pain, tho it does make me sleepy haha. It seems to be a neuro or nerve issue at this point
I'm looking for my best way to continue art and keep posting here. I am still able to draw and I still want to, I just approach it differently now.
Unfortunately I still struggle to keep up with my bills, art is my only income and I had no cushion to ease the blow of my car accident.
I've been skirting by but I am looking for some help paying for gas so I can see my doctor (4 hours trip) and so I can continue paying the fee for my medicines.
I also have some overdue bills that are starting to hurt because I have been without income since the accident in May this year.
Thank you for any help, but I urge you not to contribute if it would cause any hardship on you..
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart / https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart / venmo: calloyd_
I am working on organizing things to continue posting and get updates out to people who've been waiting on them, sorry again for my delays.
Surviving
Posted 2 years agoHey I wanted to write an update on my condition to let everyone know I've not died
It's been kinda weird I'm not sure how to continue about art as I had been. I feel like I have had to learn everything all over again.
I can still draw, and I still want to. I still intend to do this for work, and my highest priority is completing owed art I had accumulated before my car accident/injury.
I don't think things can continue on as they had been, for better and for worse. I've been really struggling mentally with my new limited abilities in life but I am trying hard to cope with it. Being in this position has also pushed me to try new things, and I feel confident I can navigate this properly with different approach. I am excited to implement better ways to share my art with everyone. I'm trying to figure out the best way to start posting here and elsewhere more again.
I'm trying to work on replying to everyone waiting for replies first and foremost. I've been organizing my art so I can start rolling updates to everyone who's not got one.
I'm also trying to open Patreon again. To have some kind of support while I get back on my feet. If you haven't seen my posts on twitter, the car accident has kinda ruined my life and it's been a struggle. The pain is unreal everyday but doctors are 4 hours away, and I have other things in life that need attention too. I'm trying my best to get back on the saddle and take the reigns again.
Thank you all for being so patient and kind to me in these times.
Even just leaving nice comments or anything means so much to me.
I've been blown away by the love and support people have shown me in these times and I appreciate it dearly.
Please feel free to contact me with any questions or concerns especially about art, I'm sorry for any delays.
It's been kinda weird I'm not sure how to continue about art as I had been. I feel like I have had to learn everything all over again.
I can still draw, and I still want to. I still intend to do this for work, and my highest priority is completing owed art I had accumulated before my car accident/injury.
I don't think things can continue on as they had been, for better and for worse. I've been really struggling mentally with my new limited abilities in life but I am trying hard to cope with it. Being in this position has also pushed me to try new things, and I feel confident I can navigate this properly with different approach. I am excited to implement better ways to share my art with everyone. I'm trying to figure out the best way to start posting here and elsewhere more again.
I'm trying to work on replying to everyone waiting for replies first and foremost. I've been organizing my art so I can start rolling updates to everyone who's not got one.
I'm also trying to open Patreon again. To have some kind of support while I get back on my feet. If you haven't seen my posts on twitter, the car accident has kinda ruined my life and it's been a struggle. The pain is unreal everyday but doctors are 4 hours away, and I have other things in life that need attention too. I'm trying my best to get back on the saddle and take the reigns again.
Thank you all for being so patient and kind to me in these times.
Even just leaving nice comments or anything means so much to me.
I've been blown away by the love and support people have shown me in these times and I appreciate it dearly.
Please feel free to contact me with any questions or concerns especially about art, I'm sorry for any delays.
Recovery
Posted 2 years ago I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know I am still alive!
I'm really sorry for my absence, life has been a little chaotic.
We still have to pay off our brand new car despite the fact it was totaled in the accident.
I have been trying to take time to physically recover and I have been drawing slowly but surely.
I'm working up to begin posting again and above all else, to start chipping away at owed art. I am truly sorry to everyone affected by this all, I promise I've not forgotten. I encourage anyone who hasn't received an update recently (within the last 4 weeks) please contact me asap and lets discuss how we can move forward on our project.
I am still struggling to afford food, and bills to stay afloat. If anyone would like to help out I will link my paypal, ko-fi and my venmo is calloyd_
I urge anyone not to contribute if it would cause hard ship.
I am just struggling to stay afloat after this accident and I only ask out of desperation. I'm sorry for posting this so much, I am in the process of getting assistance but it isn't active until next month.
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart / https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart Injury update (not great)
Posted 2 years agoHey all, I write to update on my physical condition that's been delaying my art.
I tried really hard to be ok, and power through it but I just don't see myself going on the way I used to with art.
I'm still able to draw. But I have trouble sitting up, controlling my hands and it takes me longer to complete things.
My doctor called and is helping me get to physical therapy, I have a meeting with an injury lawyer next week
I don't want to be all sappy, but I am struggling quite a lot after this. Its hard for me to reach out, because I know everyone has their own hardships all the time.
My mental health has been dangerously weary, being physically unable to do things that previously were no issues makes me feel inhuman and pathetic honestly.
I guess I don't know what to do from here?
I don't have family, or anyone to help me. I don't even have very many friends honestly.
I feel very small, scared, alone... I'm trying my best to persevere but my life has been so bleak lately it's hard to keep going
I still intend to finish commission I've taken on in the past, but I don't know how to continue on from here.
Thanks for reading, feel free to reach out anywhere if you want to talk. I'm currently working on rolling out updates to people who've gotten a commission in the past. If you haven't received an update I urge you to contact me asap.
And if anyone wants to help out, I have a ko-fi paypal.me
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart / https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
I still have to pay for the car even though it got totaled, I also have to buy my groceries, pet food, and medications and I don't have any other source of income
I urge you not to contribute if it would be a hardship on yourself. Thank you all for reading.
I tried really hard to be ok, and power through it but I just don't see myself going on the way I used to with art.
I'm still able to draw. But I have trouble sitting up, controlling my hands and it takes me longer to complete things.
My doctor called and is helping me get to physical therapy, I have a meeting with an injury lawyer next week
I don't want to be all sappy, but I am struggling quite a lot after this. Its hard for me to reach out, because I know everyone has their own hardships all the time.
My mental health has been dangerously weary, being physically unable to do things that previously were no issues makes me feel inhuman and pathetic honestly.
I guess I don't know what to do from here?
I don't have family, or anyone to help me. I don't even have very many friends honestly.
I feel very small, scared, alone... I'm trying my best to persevere but my life has been so bleak lately it's hard to keep going
I still intend to finish commission I've taken on in the past, but I don't know how to continue on from here.
Thanks for reading, feel free to reach out anywhere if you want to talk. I'm currently working on rolling out updates to people who've gotten a commission in the past. If you haven't received an update I urge you to contact me asap.
And if anyone wants to help out, I have a ko-fi paypal.me
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart / https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
I still have to pay for the car even though it got totaled, I also have to buy my groceries, pet food, and medications and I don't have any other source of income
I urge you not to contribute if it would be a hardship on yourself. Thank you all for reading.
Injury
Posted 2 years agoHey all, I write to talk about something that happen in my recent car accident
I received injury and have been struggling to walk and sit which means it's hard for me to cook, take care of animal, shower, and especially to draw.
I am really sorry this has caused a lot of inactivity for me online. I have been struggling to do basic things to care for myself, and I am struggling to afford bills when art was the only way I had to support myself. I am having a really hard time right now but still trying to continue on with life and get my work done.
I just wanted to make a public update about my condition, I am doing my best to get back on track with work but I have been very busy with doctor/hospital visits and life events such as veterinary visits.
I am not sure from here on out how I can continue to draw. I have been able to do it, it just takes a lot longer now and I have to be careful to the pain in my back.
I think I am going to try patreon again in the future and try to find other ways to support myself with my art, due to life circumstances such as disabilities it is genuinely the only way I can support myself.
Thank you for reading. I intend to contact people with their commission information soon, I am really sorry for the delays. If you need an update I urge you to reach out whenever and I will be able to update you! Thank you again for being patient. I hope I can keep creating art for everyone.
I received injury and have been struggling to walk and sit which means it's hard for me to cook, take care of animal, shower, and especially to draw.
I am really sorry this has caused a lot of inactivity for me online. I have been struggling to do basic things to care for myself, and I am struggling to afford bills when art was the only way I had to support myself. I am having a really hard time right now but still trying to continue on with life and get my work done.
I just wanted to make a public update about my condition, I am doing my best to get back on track with work but I have been very busy with doctor/hospital visits and life events such as veterinary visits.
I am not sure from here on out how I can continue to draw. I have been able to do it, it just takes a lot longer now and I have to be careful to the pain in my back.
I think I am going to try patreon again in the future and try to find other ways to support myself with my art, due to life circumstances such as disabilities it is genuinely the only way I can support myself.
Thank you for reading. I intend to contact people with their commission information soon, I am really sorry for the delays. If you need an update I urge you to reach out whenever and I will be able to update you! Thank you again for being patient. I hope I can keep creating art for everyone.
Car accident
Posted 2 years agoHoya sorry I have been away from online recently
Friday we had a car accident with 3 vechiles involved. Luckily no one was majorly injured but I got jostled around a bit and going to the emergency room for pain but still pain lol. Luckily it was not our fault, just really unfortunate to be there ): It’s a whole ordeal I’m sure some of you know the pain.
I am trying now to get back into work so I hope I can start rolling out more sketch updates for everyone who has been waitin! Please contact me anytime, anywhere for an update regarding our project together and I will happily update you as soon as I can! I am sorry again for the disruption this may cause to my work!
Friday we had a car accident with 3 vechiles involved. Luckily no one was majorly injured but I got jostled around a bit and going to the emergency room for pain but still pain lol. Luckily it was not our fault, just really unfortunate to be there ): It’s a whole ordeal I’m sure some of you know the pain.
I am trying now to get back into work so I hope I can start rolling out more sketch updates for everyone who has been waitin! Please contact me anytime, anywhere for an update regarding our project together and I will happily update you as soon as I can! I am sorry again for the disruption this may cause to my work!
Getting back to commissions
Posted 3 years ago Hey all sorry for the delay with commissions, haven’t been able to properly open since December it’s a bit strenuous but I am feeling like I can get back into the groove of things!
I’ve been a bit busier than expected and to top it off I had to put my first pet rat to sleep on Tuesday so I have been a bit out of sorts. I’m trying to get back into things so I can start posting and getting commissions back to people!
I’ll start rolling out updates to everyone after the weekend >< If you have any questions send me a note or contact ASAP! Thank you for understanding and I will be getting back on track soon ^^ Different username?
Posted 2 years agoWell I am going to be filing taxes soon and I was thinking of changing my usernames online
Because sometimes when you search my name up it’s easy to find uhmmm f*rry p*rn
So I would like to be able to mention my business without worrry about people finding my silly raunchy furry art
So idk. Rebranding is kinda lot. Especially on furaffinity that has no name change system…
I’m not sure but let me know your thoughts :3 I don’t go around shouting my username to everyone I see but if I mention it I’d like to be less worried about wacky porn coming up for a non furry person …
Because sometimes when you search my name up it’s easy to find uhmmm f*rry p*rn
So I would like to be able to mention my business without worrry about people finding my silly raunchy furry art
So idk. Rebranding is kinda lot. Especially on furaffinity that has no name change system…
I’m not sure but let me know your thoughts :3 I don’t go around shouting my username to everyone I see but if I mention it I’d like to be less worried about wacky porn coming up for a non furry person …
Bruh
Posted 3 years agoI can’t believe I can scribble lines on a canvas and other people can enjoy that
Commissions open NOVEMBER 26, new options!
Posted 3 years agoHi!
My commissions are opening Nov 26!
I am looking to add new options, so if people can’t afford what I have now I can still give them a chance to get art!
I am going to update my commission info sometime this week, so keep an eye out for new options!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....FCpo6bUKk/edit
My commissions are opening Nov 26!
I am looking to add new options, so if people can’t afford what I have now I can still give them a chance to get art!
I am going to update my commission info sometime this week, so keep an eye out for new options!
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....FCpo6bUKk/edit
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