~TriggerzGaming

yeah thats it.

The Old-school Jumpstyle, wow I haven't danced since 2019, That dance type was so cool yet simple sync in rhythm dance. Hopefully I can get better for my self-motivate to actively draw something.

About Commissions, I haven't get money yet, so if you wanna help me to get money by simply you share other peeps to support me.
Without further ado, I need to rest.

-Triggerz | 4/29/24, 11:04pm PH Time, Mon.

My motivational was a bit improved after parkour exercise and listening hkmori and goreshit breakcore songs.
My social skills are a bit improved, I can talk generally while I'm in my mother's milktea work.

I'm changing my life very slowly after going away from my twitter and FB social media. And yet still suffering from my past.

I feel alone but not in the way.

Few people talked to me after the incident of gore art of him because I was doing it the opposite way of doing it. I could make a peace treaty art for him but I feel like people can't trust me.

I should stop caring it and move on. I should be a better person someday and I gotta stay positive soon as possible.

Anyways, I can't make more arts right now or making a comms because my motivational is very small.
Give me sometime until I got more energy to draw.

Trade/Comms request soon.

I lost my motivation for this because few people attracted my post and only few people seen it. My art since the beginning of using digital art in 2016 since I created deviantart and it's a very small build up for making arts until school hits me. It was a very slow to make an art less than 5 posts in one day, which it makes sense that makes my wrist cramp and gets a carpal tunnel syndrome.(And I quit DA in 2017) Years past in early 2019, yet I'm still a small artist and zero population of my arts, I found something useful. The furry community, looks cool and easy to attract people to my art and I got jealous from someone's art than me, same age as me and their art skill is unfair, the line, the shades, and the background. I made a cool background but I don't draw more of my Original Character. I can't change the appearance because my clothes are black and gray, And my fur is Yellow white mix. That's a recreation of my personality, my clothes represents of my outside terrible life past, and the yellow fur is the insides of happiness and freedom. I created 2 characters are Deniki and Zack. Both of them referenced of my personality. Deniki inspired Naruto, Zack inspired Need for Speed Most wanted 2004. And yet it's the same page that few people attracts my art post and they're focusing on their favorite artist/friends.*FORESHADOWING.* I'm stuck being underrated, I'm stuck of being small creator, I'm so tired of all my life, 9 years of being an artist(including traditional art in 2015), It's time to say:

I give up making arts.