~SkitzoBadger

No one really cares about anyone but themselves. People always say they're there for you but they never show it. No one ever asks how you're doing or invites you to do things or ignore your messages.
I feel like everyday gets worse and worse and I'm not sure where my breaking point is.
Not looking for a pity party or people to step up and now start asking since I've addressed the lack of.
Just venting
Not that anyone will read this because let's face it, no one reads anything g unless if says "FREE ART!"

No one to talk to. No one who cares. Been so depressed lately. I'm just done

I'm always depressed on my birthday.

Check out these cute little adopts!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21350360/

So cheap and cute bull terrier doggos!
Help her out!

I'm looking for someone who might possibly be able to draw my DinoSona Ellie the Dilophosaurus in the style of the movie "We're Back:A Dinosaur Story"
If you know anyone, please send me a link to their FA so I can look them up.

They're using pictures of already made\owned fursuits\fursonas and seeling cheap horrible knock offs.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7457746/

My vacation time for Anthrocon this year was denied. Someone with more senority requested it and they got it. So no AC for me this year.
Guess I'll just have to live it up at IFC

I don't fucking understand why people have to look up hashtags or shit they obviously don't like and then comment on your pictures about how gross you are because you're a furry or how they would kill themselves if they were me or "that poor child" on a picture of me and my nephew at a bowling meet.
I swear to god I fucking hate people and the next time someone wants to say shit, not only will I be blocking then like I have done but now I'm gonna screenshot it and post it for anyone who follows me. They can either block them as well or hassle them as I know the white knights like to do.
I'm done with ignorant ass people.
End rant.

So, I need a new reference sheet. One that's a little more clear on my face marking. My current one seems just smooshed together. And it had some inaccuracies.
So, anyone open?
Examples and prices?

I've been debating for a while now on changing the facial design of Hazuki some. Nothing major and nothing crazy. Thought about adding another color and marking to give her more of a raccoon look.
But I've also been thinking and changing the shape of her eye mask to be more tanuki since her name is Hazuki Tanuki...
Hm...
Any input?

So...
I absolutely love Halloween and I know there's a few out there but I've really been thinking of making a Halloween fursona.
I want to use a few different things.
So far I've been thinking of:
Black cat body
Bat wings
Moon design on the tummy
Pumpkin head

I'm stil thinking and with having two jobs now it leaves me little time for sketching but its just something I've been thinking of.

I keep seeing vague posts about something happening at RF.
What DID happen?

I need ideas.
Like, dogs have bones.
Cats have fish.
Rabbits have carrots.
What would a Raccoon have?

So...
I'm really wanting to get back into cosplaying and Dragon Age has been my obsession for a while now...a long while...
And since I'm insanely in love with a fictional character, I want to cosplay Anders. I just am not sure where to even start. I've watched tutorials on using craft foam and worbla for armour and such, so that would work for a Hawke cosplay, which my boyfriend wants.
I'm just not sure how to go about even starting a staff.
Or putting together his robes, or if there'sa shop online that might sell dragon Age cosplay costumes.

To any of my watchers who cosplay or knows someone who cosplays...
HALP!!!

I'm a little furry, short and stout,

Here are my feetpaws, here is my snout.

When I get too warmed up, hear me shout,

"Can you take me the headless lounge?"

X3

Car show went well despite all the hoops we were jumping through.
I think we had 27 cars. I lost count because we had a lot of late arrivals.
Not sure how much money we raised yet. I know at least 100 from our 50/50 raffle and another 130 from food.
One of the guys from the shelter came up to me, while I was in Bernard and hugged me for ever. I think it was a mix of needed it and appreciation that we do this every year for them. Seriously, was the longest hug I've ever had in suit.

But I do believe that from now on we are no longer doing the car show with Kroger. We never get help or support from management so next year we will be looing into doing it on our own at a park in town.

When they've gotten sick twice in three hours, its ok to leave.

When I get sick three times in one hour, its not ok for me to leave.

What the actual fuck?

So....
I was thinking of during a free little YCH kind of thing with my girl Ellie. Possibly the scene where Dennis is in the jeep and about to me eaten by the Dilophosaurus.
Obviously Ellie would be the Dilophosaurus. Would just need a character to be Dennis.
Male or female
Preferable a simpler character. Not sure if I could stuff wings into a jeep, LAWL

But would anyone be interested?

I love him to death, I really do.
But he just doesn't not use his fucking brain sometimes.
Do not tangle a cat toy in my face. Our cat has claws. Then when he swipes me because you think its funny and I yell at you, do not tell me that I'm in a bad mood.
Then when I ask you to hand me my drink, which is a 44 oz fountain pop, do not pick it up by the lid. Now my entire drink is soaking into the carpet. But I'm just in a bad mood. And my being upset is unjustified. And there must be something going on because I've just been a bitch all day long.
Fuck
My
Life

Is at the end of her rope.
I feel like I'm due for a mental breakdown.

Erase.
Delete.
Block.
Done.

just pre-registered!!!

Cleaned up my watch list.
From 300 down to 203.
Mostly inactive accounts, deactivated accounts and shit/people that I have mo idea why I followed to begin with.