!MasterArren

Maybe after a while (and also getting banned on DA) it's time for another journal entry in which I'm going to tell the world about incredibly eciting things I'm doing. I'm... drawing more comic pages. Not really that exciting thing to talk about. But at least I can say that after few years I finally found space for few of my characters in my stroy. Now, after I shared this information, I can return to drawing page on which Jantar is talking with an old man in his garden. I'm sure that world is waiting to see comic about nudist grandpa.

And since I mentioned DA and getting banned because of me being an edgy boy, here is my new account: https://www.deviantart.com/arrenmcstealsalot

I guess it's time for new journal entry in which I will write about what I'm always writing about - new comics I'd like to create.

Since last time I was writing something, I was mostly busy doing commissions and working on a comic in which Natasha does some pretty naughty things with Jantar. I also drew few extra pages with Rozika - character which BELONGS TO ME AND ONLY TO ME AND NOT TO GORGA AT ALL AND I WILL START STUPID FURRY DRAMA IF SOMEONE WILL SAY OTHERWISE!!1!!!!

Now, since I'm mostly done with drawing, time to rest a while and think about more drawing. This time I feel like creating comic in which Jantar will... I should tell you about it in a funny way. So, there will be Jantar, visiting his nudist friend. She has a daugher. Her name is Himeko and she is 8 years old. Himeko really likes spending time with Jantar, so they will go to the beach together, Himeko will help Jantar strip and she will do something that will help Jantar realx. You probably know what I mean. I'm sure you do. Entire world knows what member of fantasy species which exists mostly in my head finds relaxing and why.
Speaking more serously, it will be just a slice of life comic in which a girl, teenager in human years, has a talk with Jantar, whom she sees as her uncle. Jantar is close to her, but not as close as members of her family. She trusts him and also she knows that he's not going to tell anyone about what she wants to share. Because of that she feels that she can talk with him about some things she doesn't talk with parents - usual stuff teenages might experience and feel weird about.
I'll end up with writing the reason why I want to draw something like that - it's the insanity of the West I saw, like telling young girls that this confusion they feel means that they are trans and they should do top surgery at age 14. That's why I want want to draw conversatin in which adult will tell growing girl that being tomboy is fine, he understands how she might feel about her body changing and the reason why thinking about what her older friend is doing with a boy gives her this "eww" feeling is because she's not ready for that.

Time for another journal entry. An entry where, to nobody's surprise, I'm going to say that I want to draw more comic pages.
Recently I was focused on drawing short comic about Lo-Ren, showing her some time ago before the main story happens. I wanted to show the moment when she in her head connected all the dots and the full answer to the question about where children come from really hit her. Something close to what I experienced as a teenager, when while I did know how the child is born and had genereal idea about all the deal with bees and bunnies, I wasn't really interested in sex. I can say that it's a bit about my personal experience, but instead of drawing comic about myself I will be using Lo-Ren to show that.

Now, when that is already inked (but not posted anywhere yet), I'm thinking about drawing another moment from the past of my characters. This comic will be focused on Jantar spending some time with Natasha. Right now I need to draw something calm and Natasha getting what she really wants from a man feels like a good idea. And what she really wants is male love. Not just sex - she wants the experience of being close to someone and I'm going to draw this moment when for few hours she can just lay down with him, having some pillow talk. Of course she is still who she is, so there will be also "fun". There's always fun when she's around. But mostly I want to draw something with naked couple just hanging out, where sex and orgasm isn't the "happily ever after".

And after I finish that... I'm going to continue main story or I'm going to draw another short one, this time with my nudist characters. I have some ideas in my head and I feel that I should put at least one of them on paper.

Yay, I finished inking bonus comic about naked girls doing stuff. I still need to add grey and do lettering, but before that, something more important has to be done. *tired Arren drops on the table* And while I'll be doing important task of being lazy, I guess I'll use at least part of my processing power to think about something things I might want to draw in the near future.

One of those things is a comic about Mei's feelings and maybe her imagining what she would like to do with Lo-Ren. Mei is a girl who is... a little confused about her sexuality. She doesn't like the idea of a man's tool going inside her. She's not against others doing it and might even enjoy reading some spicy story, but she feels that she would not like to do that herself with a man. Instead she would prefer spending time really, really close to Lo-Ren. The "getting naked and cuddling under blanket" type of close. As often I do while I'm thinking what may be going inside the head of one of my characters, I would like to see visual representation of thoughts and fantasies of someone similar to her, which in this case means girl who loves another girl, but is not influenced by the internet or other modern media. I have some memories of me growing up during time when everything was more innocent, but I obviously was experiencing world from perspective of a young boy who was focusing on different things that young girl might be focusing on.

I guess it's time for "I'm not dead" journal entry.

Last month I wasn't really active when it comes to drawing and internet activity. I wanted to spend most of my time outside while it was still warm and sunny. Getting some sun and focusing on my health was more important. This month will probably be the same for a different reason - the winter is coming and economy doesn't look good. I think it's wise to focus on getting some more food which can be stored without a fridge for few monts and buy things I might need in the future. I always like to have some extra stuff, since nature can show you who's the boss where I live, but tis time I'll get some extra. I already experienced days without energy or trains not runnig because everything suddenly froze.
For some time I'll be going out and buying everything that isn't nailed down in case of inflation getting out of control. I have few ideas and things I want to draw, but it seems I won't be able to do it for a while. The comic I want to draw now will have to be just an idea in my head for a while. Maybe I'll write about it later in another entry.

I'm doing my thing and short comic about Lo-Ren's dreams is slowly taking shape. I already know how all the pages are going to look like and now I only need to ink/edit those pages. This means I need to think about the answer to "what's next" question. At some point I'll draw part 3, I'm thinking about ideas for this one, but maybe now I should do something else. Maybe... another comic with my 2 naked girls?

Quite some time ago I drew bonus comic about Lo-Ren and Mei https://www.theduckwebcomics.com/Am....._Mage/5693798/ . I felt that I want to draw something about their relationship and now, many months later, I still feel that I could add few more pages showing the girls spending time together, maybe also focus more on Aika to make some connection with comic about her and Aron I'll draw someday. This of course leaves me with more questions I need to answer. I need to decide what exactly Lo-Ren and Mei will be talking about on those few pages and I need to find balance between something childish and innocent, and something more mature. I need to remember that they are a bit younger than Aika and I shouldn't make them sound too adult. Another case of me needing some teenage girls writing the scenario

Comic about Aika is complete and all the pages will land here soon. This of course means that I need to find something else to draw and I think I'll continue with fantasies of a girl. I feel that Lo-Ren needs some attention now and I will draw second part of short comic about her internal monologue, where she started thinking about sex. She's going to... take care of herself, if you know what I mean. This leaves me with a big question - what will she be imagining? I made few sketches of her in the bathroom, before she will do that, and at the moment I can't move forward. I need to find someone who I could suck some ideas off. Something a girl like her would imagine.

Well, RIP my comic on comicfury. All because I was in a funny mood and decided to perticipate in a forum game where I was supposed to describe my comic in the worst possible way. So I wrote that Jantar had sex with a girl who was 9-10, giving a bit cryptic hint that this is fantasy world, but I'm not going to explain too much, because this way it sounds really, really bad. I mean, of course it's bad in case of humans, but Those are antrhopomorphic fantasy creatures and said girl will die of old age around 36. Mabe she'll make it past 40 and be a really, really old granny. And I didn't even draw that in the comic. This is something from Jantar's past I'm going to use one day for comedic misunderstanding. Something like in Two Kinds, where Flora was 11 or12.

Am I too edgy for the modern world? Are people really that sensitive and panic when they see number lower that 18?


This reminds me of the comic under a title "Prebubescent girls go wee-wee" that I was joking about creating years ago, but I'm never going to. This is the most unacceptable thing I can imagine. So unacceptable that I cant stop laughing every time I think about it.

I guess I can write about it now.
Few people were telling me about Pixiv.net, so I created an account there: https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=36506897 If you are somebody I know and you will folow me there, I will follow you in return.
Now I can have place where I can show my furry loli porn. The only problem is that I don't have any furry loli porn to show and I'm not going to draw it. As I mentioned before, I just want to be able to show naked children who are asexual and act like children would.
I'm not going to be active here for some time. The only thing I will do will be submitting few remaining pages of Epic Armored Pussy and after that I'm not going to draw any new furry art for some time. It doesn't mean that I'm not going to draw at all.I just have some other things I want to concentrate on.

"- Zapowiedziałam, że przyjdę. - W pysku lisicy zalśniły rzędy kłów. - Pewnego dnia. Dziś jest ten dzień.
Geralt nie poruszył się. Na plecach czuł znajomy ciężar obu swych mieczy, cieżar, którego brakowało mu od miesiąca. Który zwykle dawał spokój i pewność. Dziś, w tej chwili, ciężar był tylko ciężarem."

Ostatnio dorwałem się do nowej książki o wiedźminie - Sezon Burz. Ten sam autor, znany mi bohater i czytało się tak samo przyjemnie jak sagę jakieś 12 lat temu. Zaciekawił mnie zwłaszcza fragment, w którym Geralt ucieka statkiem przed zmiennokształtną lisiscą - przeciwnikiem tak potężnym, że jako profesjonalny pogromca potworów, najlepszą radą, jaką Geralt ma dla innych, jest dać lisicy czego chce i uciekać mając nadzieję, że to ją zadowoli. W zasadie to sama lisica nie jest jakąś przerażającą bestią, ale potrafi tworzyć potężne iluzje, które sprawią, że człowiek zabije się uciekając przed nieistniejącym niebezpieczeństwem albo wpakuje się w coś groźnego czego nie widział. Lisica, mimo, że jest niezwykle potężna, nie może mieć dzieci i ...
Natasza!! Co ty wyprawiasz?! Przestań się szwędać po cudzych książkach i wracaj do mojego komiksu. Oj, Natasza, przestań już. Tak, wiem, że jestem dość powolny, ale obiecuję, że wszystko dostaniesz. Dostaniesz swoją nową suknię, będziesz mogła się opiekować dziewczynką, zmieniać w czarnowłosą czarodziejkę, wszystko mam rozpisane i muszę to tylko przerobić na komiks.
Zatem jak ktoś chce sobie poczytać o tym, jak Natasza zachowywał się w przeszłości, polecam Sezon Burz autorstwa Andrzeja Sapkowskiego, który podkradł pomysł na lisicę, ale tym razem go przechytrzyłem i podkradłem pierwszy z zapewne tych samych źródeł. Hmm... Może powinienem porzucić pomysł z podkradaniem lasu Broceliandy i zajumać jakieś inne legendarne miejsce ze średniowiecznej Europy. Jeszcze ludzie będą gadali, że kopiuję Sapkowskiego. I tak już dość słyszłałem porównań do wiedźmina. A ja tylko ukradłem pomysł od pewnego pomorskiego plemienia, które miało w zwyczaju przebierać się za wilki i robić magiczny napój z grzybków.


Recently I got my hands on latest book about witcher - Season of Storms. Same author, same hero and I enjoyed it just like I enjoyed reading saga about 12 years ago. I like part in which Geralt has to flee from shapeshifting vixen - enemy so powerful, that witcher' advice, as a professional monster slayer, is to give her what she wants and run away hoping, that will be enough to satisfy her. Vixen doesn't really kill directly and doesn't try to engage in melee combat. She just creates extremely powerful illusions, which may cause human to kill himself while running away from non existing danger, or make something deadly look completely safe. Vixen has godlike powers, but she can't have children and ...
Natasha!! What are you doing?! Stop wandering in somebody's book and come back to my comic. Oh, Natasha, stop it. I know, I know I'm not drawing very fast, but you'll get everything. You will have new dress, I'll give you young girl to look after, you will turn into sorceress with black hair, I planned everything and I just need to draw it.
So, if you want to read about how Natasha used to behave in the past, read Season of Storms by Andrzej Sapkowski, who stole this idea for a character, but I was smarter than him and I stole it first. Hmm... maybe I should change my scenario and instead of stealing parts of Brocéliande forest I shod go and look for some other place from medieval Europe to steal from. I already heard how I'm copying witcher, and I only stole some tales about Slavic tribe, that used to live on the Baltic coast, dress in wolf skins and make magic potions from mushrooms.