I GOT A FURSUIT!
Posted 4 years agoHey everyone!
I am SUPER excited to announce that I now have a fursuit!! :D
https://twitter.com/KoloneHusky/sta.....973952/photo/1
I am so happy to finally be a suiter, and cannot wait to debut it at a convention next year (or whenever they start back up again).
I plan to do YouTube videos soon, once I have decent camera gear, which is very exciting to me! I still can't believe I actually have a suit, I am so thankful, it still doesn't feel real yet. :P
Anyways, I can't wait to post more pictures and stuff, which I'll be doing mostly on Twitter (aside from a few FurAffinity posts here-and-there). So be on the lookout! Thanks everyone!! <3
I am SUPER excited to announce that I now have a fursuit!! :D
https://twitter.com/KoloneHusky/sta.....973952/photo/1
I am so happy to finally be a suiter, and cannot wait to debut it at a convention next year (or whenever they start back up again).
I plan to do YouTube videos soon, once I have decent camera gear, which is very exciting to me! I still can't believe I actually have a suit, I am so thankful, it still doesn't feel real yet. :P
Anyways, I can't wait to post more pictures and stuff, which I'll be doing mostly on Twitter (aside from a few FurAffinity posts here-and-there). So be on the lookout! Thanks everyone!! <3
Important: Big Update-Please Read
Posted 4 years agoHey everyone,
I just wanted to give an update from my end. I'll probably delete this in a week or so after everyone who needs to read it, has read it. Not sure yet.
I honestly don't know what to expect after I post this, but I felt it was necessary to write this, and to let all my friends know the real reason(s) as to why I've been gone/inactive on social media/haven't replied to messages.
This is not going to be easy for me to write, let alone post for all to see, so please bear with me.
This is a very long post, but it is also a VERY important one.
I encourage you to read all of this, it'll only take a few minutes... Please read it.
(But for those who still want the TLDR version: I went through a lot of dark stuff and quietly struggled ... but still, I seriously implore you to read everything below anyways for a WAY better explanation.)
Many of you have wondered as to why I've practically been relatively radio-silent for the last ... well, too-many months, especially on Telegram. Aside from a few posts here-and-there on FA/Twitter, I have missed/not replied to/not read many messages, all across social media outlets, and that has left many of my friends confused/worried/upset... well, this journal is for you.
Please let it be known upfront that this is NOT a post being made to strictly cry out for attention or anything of the sort. This is simply to let you know what's been going on behind-the-scenes, and to explain as to why I've practically been non-existent online.
First and foremost, I want to sincerely apologize to everyone. I am sorry for making anyone feel as though I was ghosting them, not wanting to talk to them, ignoring them, or anything else along those lines. I never wanted to make anyone feel unappreciated, not valued, or anything like that... That couldn't be any further from the truth. In-fact, it's quite the opposite. I've wanted to talk to everyone this whole time, but, for reasons listed below, I couldn't bring myself to talk to hardly anyone. I've primarily kept in contact with probably less than 5 people for many weeks/months, while hiding away from everyone else. I'm ashamed. I feel horrible. By this point, you're probably going "well no kidding Kolone, so what gives? Why have you been gone?"
I'll spare the graphic details, but it's been very difficult for me, behind-the-scenes. That's why I've been so silent. I thought keeping to myself would allow time to help me feel better, but it hasn't helped at all. If anything, being alone has made things worse. I've tried keeping it to myself for the longest time, and have decided: no more.
I no longer want to hide away from the issues I've been through, and more importantly, I no longer want to hide away from any of my friends. I want to trust people again, talk to my friends again, and not be afraid to open up to those who care about me.
From what I've shared previously on Twitter/via PMs, some of you may be aware of some major positive changes that have happened in my life semi-recently (bought a home, adopted a new dog, been doing great at my job, been buying some nice things, etc.)... but I haven't said a word about what's been bothering me. I've never given real reasons as to why I go quiet, why I disappear, or anything like that. I don't think I've even posted publicly about any of the stuff that's been seriously bothering me/what's been causing me to not be online/social... until now.
I'll put it very candidly: mental/emotional abuse has taken a toll on me. This stuff can seriously mess with people, and affects people in different ways. For me, it primarily affected me in a way that made me socially-withdrawn from people, among other things.
Long story short, it is a mix of things that happened to me. There's been a lot of little things that's happened to me. Sometimes, life sucks, we all deal with that... though for me specifically, there are 2 main things in particular that have caused my behavior:
1: I lived with a homophobic, verbally-abusive parent who made me feel like I was completely worthless at times. This went on for years, and eventually after a while, took it's toll on me.
My parents split years ago, and the one who was accepting/understanding was the one who moved out to get their own place, and I couldn't go with them...which left me with the one who wasn't accepting, the one who didn't like gays, the one who's attitude/demeanor would change on the turn of a dime... I did all that I could to deal with it back when I lived with them, but, I never felt at peace. I always felt like I was walking on eggshells around them. I was screamed-at, called names/gay-slurs, verbally-threatened at times, guilt-tripped, belittled, manipulated, etc. They made fun of me for being a furry, talked shit about my furry-friends, the whole 9 yards...they made fun of a large source of my happiness in life, which honestly crushed me. Sometimes they'd treat me great, only to turn around 5 minutes later and be mad/start arguing with me/yelling at me for no reason. Complete Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde behavior towards me. Sometimes it felt like... it was some of the stuff you see on TV shows or in movies, where the kid goes to their room in tears, wondering how they could escape the metaphorical nightmare, doing anything they could to just get through it and remain hopeful until things got better or something changed... I was that kid, and things didn't get better, until I finally moved out, 7 months ago, and everything I went through still bothers me pretty badly.
2. I was sexually-assaulted by a very close friend of mine a few years ago (someone within the fandom...and before you ask, no, they will not be named, as the situation has already been dealt with...so please do not ask). No, I do not wish to disclose what exactly happened.
I will say this. At the very least, I'm thankful that even after what happened to me, I did not get an STD from it. I tested negative, for everything, and have re-tested since only to come back clean every time... thank goodness. I'm healthy, and I can at least be happy for that ... but that's all I can honestly be personally happy for. I think it was shortly after that it happened, I began withdrawing from people, and started to negatively change. I started drinking again shortly after this because I was so messed up from it. I just wanted to drown out the emotions, the flashbacks, and everything else that came along with what happened (especially in conjunction with what I was dealing with at-home with my parent treating me the way they did).
I felt like I couldn't be close to anyone after it happened. And... no one ever really knew about it. I kept it to myself, aside from very, very few people. I just put on a happy-face, and went on my merry way, when all along I felt like I had honestly died inside. The feeling is...unlike one I've ever felt previously, in my lifetime. Violation. Shame. Disgust. Confusion. Fear. Worthlessness. Depression. The combination of the things I felt can't be described in words... only those who've been through it, truly know what it feels like. And if any of you reading this right now, have been through that...I sympathize with you, and am sorry for it. No one should EVER have to go through something like that... I'll leave it at that.
These 2 things in particular, along with other crap, honestly messed me up. I've lost self-esteem, self-worth, confidence, ability to trust people, ability to socialize, etc. It sucked. I lost weight, I gained unhealthy habits, regained old social-anxiety that I originally conquered years before all this crap happened, etc. It really cut me deep, yet the whole time I still tried to act "normal" and appear happy to not worry anyone else, even though I was seriously struggling without hardly anyone's knowledge. I tried to keep it to myself as best as I could. I didn't want to tell anyone. I didn't want anyone to worry. I just...dealt with it, alone, and it was rough. I should've reached out to someone...that was my bad.
Granted though, I've improved with a LOT while I've been gone... I've cut out unhealthy habits, no longer feel as anxious when it comes to being social, and have reached a very healthy weight again..all the while, getting back into old fun hobbies of mine, like making music, writing poetry, singing, videography, etc. Still not 100%, but it'll take time. Overall, The only thing missing in my life is, well, a social life. Talking with people. My friends. All of you.
It's not been easy, and I'm sorry if I make you think something to the effect of "why didn't you feel as if you couldn't come to me?"... and to that I'll reply with the cliche saying of "it's not you, it's me". I thought being alone would help, and it didn't. I try to ALWAYS be strong and power through my issues, and always try to be there for other people. And, for the longest time, I haven't been either of those, and that makes me feel horrible.
But that ends, today.
I want to move on from all the shit I've been through.
I want to pick up my pieces, stand up, and walk away from my past.
I want to be strong again, to be there for other people, and to stop being afraid.
I want to move forward, and start talking to my friends again, and to make new ones too.
I want to learn to trust people again, and to...be truly happy, after so many months, if not years.
I can't forget what happened to me, but I can do my best to move on from it.
I REFUSE to let the stuff I went through, define me. Deep down, I know I'm strong, and am worth more than what I endured.
With support of my friends, and everyone else, I know I can do it. I'm sorry it's taken me this long to realize that, but, here I am. I'm TRULY back. No more games, no more "I promise I'm back!" and then disappear 2 days later.
That also ends, now.
Starting next week, Monday July 6th, I'll be returning to Telegram and Twitter.
I'm going to utilize this weekend to recharge, celebrate making some life-changes, as well as to celebrate making a break with my past.
Starting next week, I plan to post more stuff on Twitter, get back into making music to post online, making funny posts, posting poetry for people to enjoy, along with some other surprises I have in store for you all in the coming weeks/months.
I've missed being creative, social, and ultimately: happy. It'll still take time for me to get to where I want to be, but taking the first steps to get there is a breakthrough... one I've struggled to achieve for quite some time. Yet here I am...and I've proud of that.
So with that being said, if you're still reading this: thank you for being a friend. I really appreciate you, and cannot wait to talk to you soon.
It feels good to be back.
It feels good to finally bring this into the open.
It feels good to be optimistic.
It feels good to finally be...happy.
It feels amazing to finally be...me again. The happy-go-lucky, smiling, confident, funny, goofball all of you know.
Again, thank you so much for reading this. It means alot.
See you all, very soon.
Warmest Regards,
-Kolone Husky
I just wanted to give an update from my end. I'll probably delete this in a week or so after everyone who needs to read it, has read it. Not sure yet.
I honestly don't know what to expect after I post this, but I felt it was necessary to write this, and to let all my friends know the real reason(s) as to why I've been gone/inactive on social media/haven't replied to messages.
This is not going to be easy for me to write, let alone post for all to see, so please bear with me.
This is a very long post, but it is also a VERY important one.
I encourage you to read all of this, it'll only take a few minutes... Please read it.
(But for those who still want the TLDR version: I went through a lot of dark stuff and quietly struggled ... but still, I seriously implore you to read everything below anyways for a WAY better explanation.)
Many of you have wondered as to why I've practically been relatively radio-silent for the last ... well, too-many months, especially on Telegram. Aside from a few posts here-and-there on FA/Twitter, I have missed/not replied to/not read many messages, all across social media outlets, and that has left many of my friends confused/worried/upset... well, this journal is for you.
Please let it be known upfront that this is NOT a post being made to strictly cry out for attention or anything of the sort. This is simply to let you know what's been going on behind-the-scenes, and to explain as to why I've practically been non-existent online.
First and foremost, I want to sincerely apologize to everyone. I am sorry for making anyone feel as though I was ghosting them, not wanting to talk to them, ignoring them, or anything else along those lines. I never wanted to make anyone feel unappreciated, not valued, or anything like that... That couldn't be any further from the truth. In-fact, it's quite the opposite. I've wanted to talk to everyone this whole time, but, for reasons listed below, I couldn't bring myself to talk to hardly anyone. I've primarily kept in contact with probably less than 5 people for many weeks/months, while hiding away from everyone else. I'm ashamed. I feel horrible. By this point, you're probably going "well no kidding Kolone, so what gives? Why have you been gone?"
I'll spare the graphic details, but it's been very difficult for me, behind-the-scenes. That's why I've been so silent. I thought keeping to myself would allow time to help me feel better, but it hasn't helped at all. If anything, being alone has made things worse. I've tried keeping it to myself for the longest time, and have decided: no more.
I no longer want to hide away from the issues I've been through, and more importantly, I no longer want to hide away from any of my friends. I want to trust people again, talk to my friends again, and not be afraid to open up to those who care about me.
From what I've shared previously on Twitter/via PMs, some of you may be aware of some major positive changes that have happened in my life semi-recently (bought a home, adopted a new dog, been doing great at my job, been buying some nice things, etc.)... but I haven't said a word about what's been bothering me. I've never given real reasons as to why I go quiet, why I disappear, or anything like that. I don't think I've even posted publicly about any of the stuff that's been seriously bothering me/what's been causing me to not be online/social... until now.
I'll put it very candidly: mental/emotional abuse has taken a toll on me. This stuff can seriously mess with people, and affects people in different ways. For me, it primarily affected me in a way that made me socially-withdrawn from people, among other things.
Long story short, it is a mix of things that happened to me. There's been a lot of little things that's happened to me. Sometimes, life sucks, we all deal with that... though for me specifically, there are 2 main things in particular that have caused my behavior:
1: I lived with a homophobic, verbally-abusive parent who made me feel like I was completely worthless at times. This went on for years, and eventually after a while, took it's toll on me.
My parents split years ago, and the one who was accepting/understanding was the one who moved out to get their own place, and I couldn't go with them...which left me with the one who wasn't accepting, the one who didn't like gays, the one who's attitude/demeanor would change on the turn of a dime... I did all that I could to deal with it back when I lived with them, but, I never felt at peace. I always felt like I was walking on eggshells around them. I was screamed-at, called names/gay-slurs, verbally-threatened at times, guilt-tripped, belittled, manipulated, etc. They made fun of me for being a furry, talked shit about my furry-friends, the whole 9 yards...they made fun of a large source of my happiness in life, which honestly crushed me. Sometimes they'd treat me great, only to turn around 5 minutes later and be mad/start arguing with me/yelling at me for no reason. Complete Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde behavior towards me. Sometimes it felt like... it was some of the stuff you see on TV shows or in movies, where the kid goes to their room in tears, wondering how they could escape the metaphorical nightmare, doing anything they could to just get through it and remain hopeful until things got better or something changed... I was that kid, and things didn't get better, until I finally moved out, 7 months ago, and everything I went through still bothers me pretty badly.
2. I was sexually-assaulted by a very close friend of mine a few years ago (someone within the fandom...and before you ask, no, they will not be named, as the situation has already been dealt with...so please do not ask). No, I do not wish to disclose what exactly happened.
I will say this. At the very least, I'm thankful that even after what happened to me, I did not get an STD from it. I tested negative, for everything, and have re-tested since only to come back clean every time... thank goodness. I'm healthy, and I can at least be happy for that ... but that's all I can honestly be personally happy for. I think it was shortly after that it happened, I began withdrawing from people, and started to negatively change. I started drinking again shortly after this because I was so messed up from it. I just wanted to drown out the emotions, the flashbacks, and everything else that came along with what happened (especially in conjunction with what I was dealing with at-home with my parent treating me the way they did).
I felt like I couldn't be close to anyone after it happened. And... no one ever really knew about it. I kept it to myself, aside from very, very few people. I just put on a happy-face, and went on my merry way, when all along I felt like I had honestly died inside. The feeling is...unlike one I've ever felt previously, in my lifetime. Violation. Shame. Disgust. Confusion. Fear. Worthlessness. Depression. The combination of the things I felt can't be described in words... only those who've been through it, truly know what it feels like. And if any of you reading this right now, have been through that...I sympathize with you, and am sorry for it. No one should EVER have to go through something like that... I'll leave it at that.
These 2 things in particular, along with other crap, honestly messed me up. I've lost self-esteem, self-worth, confidence, ability to trust people, ability to socialize, etc. It sucked. I lost weight, I gained unhealthy habits, regained old social-anxiety that I originally conquered years before all this crap happened, etc. It really cut me deep, yet the whole time I still tried to act "normal" and appear happy to not worry anyone else, even though I was seriously struggling without hardly anyone's knowledge. I tried to keep it to myself as best as I could. I didn't want to tell anyone. I didn't want anyone to worry. I just...dealt with it, alone, and it was rough. I should've reached out to someone...that was my bad.
Granted though, I've improved with a LOT while I've been gone... I've cut out unhealthy habits, no longer feel as anxious when it comes to being social, and have reached a very healthy weight again..all the while, getting back into old fun hobbies of mine, like making music, writing poetry, singing, videography, etc. Still not 100%, but it'll take time. Overall, The only thing missing in my life is, well, a social life. Talking with people. My friends. All of you.
It's not been easy, and I'm sorry if I make you think something to the effect of "why didn't you feel as if you couldn't come to me?"... and to that I'll reply with the cliche saying of "it's not you, it's me". I thought being alone would help, and it didn't. I try to ALWAYS be strong and power through my issues, and always try to be there for other people. And, for the longest time, I haven't been either of those, and that makes me feel horrible.
But that ends, today.
I want to move on from all the shit I've been through.
I want to pick up my pieces, stand up, and walk away from my past.
I want to be strong again, to be there for other people, and to stop being afraid.
I want to move forward, and start talking to my friends again, and to make new ones too.
I want to learn to trust people again, and to...be truly happy, after so many months, if not years.
I can't forget what happened to me, but I can do my best to move on from it.
I REFUSE to let the stuff I went through, define me. Deep down, I know I'm strong, and am worth more than what I endured.
With support of my friends, and everyone else, I know I can do it. I'm sorry it's taken me this long to realize that, but, here I am. I'm TRULY back. No more games, no more "I promise I'm back!" and then disappear 2 days later.
That also ends, now.
Starting next week, Monday July 6th, I'll be returning to Telegram and Twitter.
I'm going to utilize this weekend to recharge, celebrate making some life-changes, as well as to celebrate making a break with my past.
Starting next week, I plan to post more stuff on Twitter, get back into making music to post online, making funny posts, posting poetry for people to enjoy, along with some other surprises I have in store for you all in the coming weeks/months.
I've missed being creative, social, and ultimately: happy. It'll still take time for me to get to where I want to be, but taking the first steps to get there is a breakthrough... one I've struggled to achieve for quite some time. Yet here I am...and I've proud of that.
So with that being said, if you're still reading this: thank you for being a friend. I really appreciate you, and cannot wait to talk to you soon.
It feels good to be back.
It feels good to finally bring this into the open.
It feels good to be optimistic.
It feels good to finally be...happy.
It feels amazing to finally be...me again. The happy-go-lucky, smiling, confident, funny, goofball all of you know.
Again, thank you so much for reading this. It means alot.
See you all, very soon.
Warmest Regards,
-Kolone Husky
MFF 2019 Meme
Posted 5 years agoFor anyone interested!
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday, Dec 5th
How are you traveling?
Plane - too far to drive from Florida. (Even though I drove straight-shot to AnthroCon in 2017. xD Would rather not do that again unless it's a roadtrip).
Where are you staying?
DoubleTree by Hilton
Who will you be rooming with?
sylox 
zephiro 
gmothetypholsion 
bissmarkii
How long are you going?
I'll be there until Monday morning the 9th!
What do you look like?
I basically look like my fursona: brown hair, brown eyes, tall-ish but slender, probably going to be wearing black jeans mostly, my white Converse shoes, and t-shirts along with my jacket. I also wear glasses. ^^ Oh yeah, and I'll be wearing my badges!
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
5'9
Can I talk to you?
Of course you can, that's one of the main reasons I go to cons: to talk with and meet people!
Can I touch, hug, or snuggle you?
I'm usually down for hugs, but anything beyond that, it depends on how well I know you. I do like to cuddle, but I'm usually reserved... but if I click with you, we'll see. ^^
Are you nice?
I sure like to think so, but I'll let you decide. I personally think I'm a goofball. xD
Are you taken?
Nope! I'm single. :P
ART
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If I had one, sure!... But I don't.
Can we get art?
Ask me and we can talk about it! I need more art anyways.
CONVENTION
Will you be fursuiting?
I do not currently own one, but hopefully in 2020 that will change!
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
I'll be with my roommates, friends that I see around the convention, dealer den, etc. Best way to find me is to message me on Telegram and ask my whereabouts. KoloneHusky
What is the best way to find you?
... Oops I already answered this. xD
Telegram. KoloneHusky
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell out "Kolone!". It's pronounced exactly like cologne, the good-smelling body spray. xD You can also yell out "Husky" if for some reason "Kolone" isn't doing the trick.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Fun fact: I actually don't look at the convention event/panel list until I'm at the convention. If there is a paw panel, I may attend that. Same thing goes for a Macro panel. If they have Karaoke or any singing panel, I'll probably definitely be there.
Will you be going to parties?
Depends on which ones I'm invited to. I usually go to the dances at night, and attend parties if I'm with friends.
Will you be performing?
Nope!
What/where will you be eating?
Anywhere but that diner across the street from Hyatt. xD But seriously I brought a ton of food/snacks to last me throughout the convention, I'll probably only do dinner at restaurants or go out with people as a group thing.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends on how well I know you/how well we click! We can play it by ear.
Can I visit your room?
Room is not in my name so probably not, don't want to disrespect my roommates by bringing people in that they don't know.
Can I buy you drinks?
If we meet up at the Hyatt bar, and it's brought to me directly from a bartender, sure. Anywhere else I'd have to politely decline.
Can I give you stuff?
If you felt so inclined, sure, but I highly doubt this will happen. xD
Can I take your picture?
Ask permission first! I don't own a suit yet, so there really isn't a reason to take my picture randomly.
What are your goals for the con this year?
To make new friends, to relax, and to just enjoy the convention for all it has to offer!
Fell free to message me to hang out. Thanks!
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday, Dec 5th
How are you traveling?
Plane - too far to drive from Florida. (Even though I drove straight-shot to AnthroCon in 2017. xD Would rather not do that again unless it's a roadtrip).
Where are you staying?
DoubleTree by Hilton
Who will you be rooming with?
sylox zephiro gmothetypholsion bissmarkiiHow long are you going?
I'll be there until Monday morning the 9th!
What do you look like?
I basically look like my fursona: brown hair, brown eyes, tall-ish but slender, probably going to be wearing black jeans mostly, my white Converse shoes, and t-shirts along with my jacket. I also wear glasses. ^^ Oh yeah, and I'll be wearing my badges!
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
5'9
Can I talk to you?
Of course you can, that's one of the main reasons I go to cons: to talk with and meet people!
Can I touch, hug, or snuggle you?
I'm usually down for hugs, but anything beyond that, it depends on how well I know you. I do like to cuddle, but I'm usually reserved... but if I click with you, we'll see. ^^
Are you nice?
I sure like to think so, but I'll let you decide. I personally think I'm a goofball. xD
Are you taken?
Nope! I'm single. :P
ART
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If I had one, sure!... But I don't.
Can we get art?
Ask me and we can talk about it! I need more art anyways.
CONVENTION
Will you be fursuiting?
I do not currently own one, but hopefully in 2020 that will change!
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
I'll be with my roommates, friends that I see around the convention, dealer den, etc. Best way to find me is to message me on Telegram and ask my whereabouts. KoloneHusky
What is the best way to find you?
... Oops I already answered this. xD
Telegram. KoloneHusky
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell out "Kolone!". It's pronounced exactly like cologne, the good-smelling body spray. xD You can also yell out "Husky" if for some reason "Kolone" isn't doing the trick.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Fun fact: I actually don't look at the convention event/panel list until I'm at the convention. If there is a paw panel, I may attend that. Same thing goes for a Macro panel. If they have Karaoke or any singing panel, I'll probably definitely be there.
Will you be going to parties?
Depends on which ones I'm invited to. I usually go to the dances at night, and attend parties if I'm with friends.
Will you be performing?
Nope!
What/where will you be eating?
Anywhere but that diner across the street from Hyatt. xD But seriously I brought a ton of food/snacks to last me throughout the convention, I'll probably only do dinner at restaurants or go out with people as a group thing.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends on how well I know you/how well we click! We can play it by ear.
Can I visit your room?
Room is not in my name so probably not, don't want to disrespect my roommates by bringing people in that they don't know.
Can I buy you drinks?
If we meet up at the Hyatt bar, and it's brought to me directly from a bartender, sure. Anywhere else I'd have to politely decline.
Can I give you stuff?
If you felt so inclined, sure, but I highly doubt this will happen. xD
Can I take your picture?
Ask permission first! I don't own a suit yet, so there really isn't a reason to take my picture randomly.
What are your goals for the con this year?
To make new friends, to relax, and to just enjoy the convention for all it has to offer!
Fell free to message me to hang out. Thanks!
Back from Hiatus & MFF 2019 Plans!
Posted 5 years agoHi everybody!
So, this is my first journal I've ever written. Figured might as well start now, and explain where I've been!
I know people have wondered where I've been, as I disappeared from FurAffinity, Telegram, Twitter, you name it, right around September.
So, I've been radio silent for like, 3 months. I didn't really plan on going quiet, it just kinda happened. I got overwhelmed by things, and was going through some seriously difficult stuff in my personal life, along with a bunch of other stuff, but now that things are finally settling down, I have returned!
I am planning on being active again because honestly, I've missed people. I've missed talking to people, meeting new friends, uploading art, the whole nine yards. So, I apologize for causing anyone worry, as it was not intentional whatsoever, but, I'm back and I don't plan on disappearing again. ^^
Also, if you haven't already, follow me on Twitter, or bark at me on Telegram!
ANYWAYS!
I'll also be attending Midwest FurFest 2019 this year! If you are attending, let me know! I'm looking for people to hang out with, and to make new friends!
I'll be doing one of those "Con Memes" in 2 days on Friday, like so many others do. xD Definitely hoping to have some fun!
If you've made it this far, thanks for reading! I appreciate it, and I'm glad to be back. :)
Talk to you all soon!
-Kolone
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