Goodbye
Posted 12 years agoIt's a long explanation as to why I must say farwell to this fandom. Two weeks ago I had seen my school counselor due to an issue I had been dealing with for the past 5 yearsprior to my recent change: hearing voices in my head. I told her about the fact the my "imaginary friends" were dying and that I needed help. Unfortunately, the help I would be seeking would mean the end to my so called "friends." It has been a rather depressing departure for them but I know now that the creativities held captive in my mind were not meant for me to live in. Be that as it may, the world I was creating was meant to collide with reality. A chance for the creatures and landscapes locked within the inner crevasse of my mental structure to live in the real world that surrounds me. But alas, I am too young and inexperienced to create such wonders. This fandom has done a lot of damage to my mind. However, I have been given a mindset which beholds high strength in the creation of a vast canvas in which my imagination roams the wild and colorful plains of realities challanges. I've had my fun imagining the adventure for the characters of this fandom. But now, I must leave. I'll be back in maybe 7 or 8 years when I've settled the score with my mental inequities. This so called "paranoid schizophrenia" as diagnosed by my psychiatrist will be dealt with in the near future. As I type the words to this philosophical segment, I am dealing with my demons as we speak. My medications thawrt the efforts of my illness' goal. I am being helped by the resources I thoguht would destroy my world. Looking back, I realized that whom I thought of as my arch nemisis is now my greatest friend. Reality.
Goodbye furry fandom, it has been fun. But now I must return to the reality from wence I came to survive in the real world.
Goodbye furry fandom, it has been fun. But now I must return to the reality from wence I came to survive in the real world.
I Think...
Posted 12 years agoI'm really losing it here. I mean it's hard for me to keep hiding all the feelings that no one around me cares about. I keep bickering to myself like a deranged lunatic nowadays because of the emotional downwards spiral I'm headed into god fucking dammit. >:C
Edit: I'm in love..
Edit: I'm in love..
Music Speaks 2012
Posted 12 years agoJust performed at Music Speaks 2012!! :D
Tonight was a great night with a few great people such as AJ Rafael, Tori Black, Dante Bosco and so on. It was really, really fun being up on stage to help bring out some music for autism awareness.
Tonight was a great night with a few great people such as AJ Rafael, Tori Black, Dante Bosco and so on. It was really, really fun being up on stage to help bring out some music for autism awareness.
Whatever Happened to Robot Jones?
Posted 12 years agoWhatever DID happen to him anyways? .-.
I Think it Happened..
Posted 12 years agoI think I've become one of the emotional train-wreck furries
Get to Know Me!
Posted 12 years agostolen from
We've all seen what you can do, now lets see what makes you tick :) Answer the following questions (honestly!) and share with the world who you really are. Ready? Go!
1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Romeo
2. How tall are you?
5'10"
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Black
3. What about eye color?
Brown
4. What orientation are you?
Bi-sexual
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Internet, Video Games, Draw
7. What's your job?
Student
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Imagination
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Fear
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Awkward
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any)?
Catholic (Secretly a free thinker ;3)
12. Do you drink?
Very occasionally
13. Do you smoke?
No.
14. What are your fears?
My main one is in people. ;w;
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Find someone to share my ways with.
16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
I tried my best to conceal such feelings 5 years ago. I was successful, but at a great cost of my emotions and feelings. My thoughts often drift into the lands of colorless despair of not being able to have a loved one...
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
What best bud?
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Anything I probably find edible at said moment.
19. Favorite drink?
I love smoothies.
20. Favorite color?
Blue, Orange, Purple
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Purple hazy energy
22. Favorite movie?
Not really interested in favoriting a movie.
23. Least favorite food?
Not really sure...
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Something from Epic Meal Time, ya know, to see if a heart attack gets me before death does. xD
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Not really into cars...
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Spiders
27. Most hated pet peeves?
Not being realized for having High Functioning Autism...
28. Dislike in life?
Creativity is dying slowly...
29. Most annoying sound?
Not a lot of sounds annoy me, I think hearing them for too long will...
30. Most disliked TV show?
Don't know.
We've all seen what you can do, now lets see what makes you tick :) Answer the following questions (honestly!) and share with the world who you really are. Ready? Go!
1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Romeo
2. How tall are you?
5'10"
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Black
3. What about eye color?
Brown
4. What orientation are you?
Bi-sexual
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Internet, Video Games, Draw
7. What's your job?
Student
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Imagination
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Fear
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Awkward
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any)?
Catholic (Secretly a free thinker ;3)
12. Do you drink?
Very occasionally
13. Do you smoke?
No.
14. What are your fears?
My main one is in people. ;w;
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Find someone to share my ways with.
16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
I tried my best to conceal such feelings 5 years ago. I was successful, but at a great cost of my emotions and feelings. My thoughts often drift into the lands of colorless despair of not being able to have a loved one...
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
What best bud?
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Anything I probably find edible at said moment.
19. Favorite drink?
I love smoothies.
20. Favorite color?
Blue, Orange, Purple
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Purple hazy energy
22. Favorite movie?
Not really interested in favoriting a movie.
23. Least favorite food?
Not really sure...
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Something from Epic Meal Time, ya know, to see if a heart attack gets me before death does. xD
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Not really into cars...
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Spiders
27. Most hated pet peeves?
Not being realized for having High Functioning Autism...
28. Dislike in life?
Creativity is dying slowly...
29. Most annoying sound?
Not a lot of sounds annoy me, I think hearing them for too long will...
30. Most disliked TV show?
Don't know.
Leave a comment and I shall..
Posted 12 years ago1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your Fa page for 13 seconds
2. Tell you a color you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal
2. Tell you a color you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal
Reform
Posted 12 years agoReform..
TMI Tuesday
Posted 12 years agoAsk me anything. :3
Wonderful Music Video [Coldplay]
Posted 12 years agoThe music video to one of their new songs looks greatly creative!! :D
The comic book looks very nice too.
The comic book looks very nice too.
COWABUNGA DUDES!!
Posted 12 years agoI'm not really offended by this, but how the hell is it even allowed on youtube?!? xD
Who am I?
Posted 12 years agoGrabbed off of mander
1. Who are you?
Through fursona I am Keyes Husky. :3
...And I think some sort of asshole but who cares. ;V
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
I have broad-spectrum Autism, I'm very quiet, and I'm pretty sure I'm some kind of horrible person in a way?
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
Surfing the tube full of cats, School (Durrrrrr :P), and just whatever I feel like doing I guess...
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).
I don't play favorites so I'll just list my schedule:
Period 1 - AP Calc A/B
Period 2 - AP Chemistry
Period 3 - Pageantry/Percussion (I'm the percussion part :3)
Period 4 - U.S. History
Period 5 - Japanese 3
Period 6 - AP Lit/Lang
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
I have no fucking clue .-.
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
In a good college with actual furry friends that I can make. x3
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
A junior in high school.. Fucking teenage angst.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
Both.
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Hi, my name is Romayo- *looks at the teacher* Damnit, you made me say my name wrong!"
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
Brand New Hero by Reel Big Fish
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Nope.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
I have no fucking clue what life is doing at the moment .-.
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
It sure can!
...Unless, you know, I'm dead... Then my time has stopped ._.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
The same way I do everyday; going about surfing the tube of cats...
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Luggage! I mean, you end up putting really important shit in there anyways right!?
Also, I thought this question's comparison was terrible. ;P
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
I'm terrible at determining other people's feelings against me sooo... I'll just assume they hate me in some way like everyone else probably does in my head. ;w;
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
When I was like between ages 5 through 11. Once I got my first iPod I've been listening to music at high volumes ever since.
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
"Life sucks, but you should be really happy about that if you don't know why."
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I had no clue and I still don't today. :P
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
Yes, but I fucked that up. xD
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
Taker? I'm probably a selfish person... ._______.
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
I'm still scared of people and I threw that heart of mine away 4 years ago.... ._____________________________________.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
I can't remember the most painful thing but I do remember pulling out a small red pulpy looking thing out of my foot after I stepped on a pebble when I was a kid. x3
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Parents divorce?
25. Who have you hugged today?
No one.
1. Who are you?
Through fursona I am Keyes Husky. :3
...And I think some sort of asshole but who cares. ;V
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
I have broad-spectrum Autism, I'm very quiet, and I'm pretty sure I'm some kind of horrible person in a way?
3. When you aren't doing memes like this one what are you doing?
Surfing the tube full of cats, School (Durrrrrr :P), and just whatever I feel like doing I guess...
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).
I don't play favorites so I'll just list my schedule:
Period 1 - AP Calc A/B
Period 2 - AP Chemistry
Period 3 - Pageantry/Percussion (I'm the percussion part :3)
Period 4 - U.S. History
Period 5 - Japanese 3
Period 6 - AP Lit/Lang
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
I have no fucking clue .-.
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
In a good college with actual furry friends that I can make. x3
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
A junior in high school.. Fucking teenage angst.
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
Both.
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Hi, my name is Romayo- *looks at the teacher* Damnit, you made me say my name wrong!"
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
Brand New Hero by Reel Big Fish
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Nope.
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
I have no fucking clue what life is doing at the moment .-.
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
It sure can!
...Unless, you know, I'm dead... Then my time has stopped ._.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
The same way I do everyday; going about surfing the tube of cats...
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Luggage! I mean, you end up putting really important shit in there anyways right!?
Also, I thought this question's comparison was terrible. ;P
16. How is (or was) your relationship with your parents?
I'm terrible at determining other people's feelings against me sooo... I'll just assume they hate me in some way like everyone else probably does in my head. ;w;
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
When I was like between ages 5 through 11. Once I got my first iPod I've been listening to music at high volumes ever since.
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
"Life sucks, but you should be really happy about that if you don't know why."
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I had no clue and I still don't today. :P
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
Yes, but I fucked that up. xD
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
Taker? I'm probably a selfish person... ._______.
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
I'm still scared of people and I threw that heart of mine away 4 years ago.... ._____________________________________.
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
I can't remember the most painful thing but I do remember pulling out a small red pulpy looking thing out of my foot after I stepped on a pebble when I was a kid. x3
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Parents divorce?
25. Who have you hugged today?
No one.
TMI Tuesday
Posted 12 years agoWanna ask me something over the course of the day? I won't respond until tonight though. x_x
The Runny Babbit
Posted 12 years agoEello Hveryone, I am the Runny Babbit. As a Runny Babbit, I speak in spoonerisms! I Yet Bou're all wondering Shat a Wpoonerism is. Well, let me Yell Tuo, a spoonerism is when Suo Ywap the Lirst Fetters between Wwo Tords around. This was Enalyzed as an Arror in Srammar and Geech. Also, Whis Tas a reference to Shel Silverstein's "Runny Babbit" if you Gon't Det it. xD
The Fuck Song
Posted 12 years agoGay Grant In My Pants :3
Posted 12 years agoTaken from Neurotoxic_Johann
Rules: Set your iPod on shuffle. Add "in my pants" after every song title that comes up.
LETS BEGIN
1. Ginders in my pants
2. Showdown at Hollow Bastion in my pants
3. Kamikaze in my pants
4. Gay Grant in my pants
5. Violet in my pants
6. Best Wished to Your Black Lung in my pants
7. Forze de male in my pants
8. Fasten Your Seatbelt (ft Freestylers) in my pants
9. Slow Jamz (ft. Twista & Jamie Foxx) in my pants
10. Welcome to the New South in my pants
11. Let it Bleed in my pants
12. Big Brother in my pants
13. Shape Da Future in my pants
14. Give It To Me in my pants
15. Dental Care in my pants
16. Beer (Instrumental) in my pants
17. Blast Away! -Gummi Ship I- in my pants
18. 日曜日の娘 in my pants
19. Beyond the Door in my pants
20. Teen Titans Theme (Japanese Version) in my pants
Rules: Set your iPod on shuffle. Add "in my pants" after every song title that comes up.
LETS BEGIN
1. Ginders in my pants
2. Showdown at Hollow Bastion in my pants
3. Kamikaze in my pants
4. Gay Grant in my pants
5. Violet in my pants
6. Best Wished to Your Black Lung in my pants
7. Forze de male in my pants
8. Fasten Your Seatbelt (ft Freestylers) in my pants
9. Slow Jamz (ft. Twista & Jamie Foxx) in my pants
10. Welcome to the New South in my pants
11. Let it Bleed in my pants
12. Big Brother in my pants
13. Shape Da Future in my pants
14. Give It To Me in my pants
15. Dental Care in my pants
16. Beer (Instrumental) in my pants
17. Blast Away! -Gummi Ship I- in my pants
18. 日曜日の娘 in my pants
19. Beyond the Door in my pants
20. Teen Titans Theme (Japanese Version) in my pants
ABC Meme
Posted 12 years agoRipped off of omgsparky
A - Age: 16
B - Bed size: Twin sized in both of my living areas
C - Chore you hate: any moment where I must clean the bathroom.. shit literally gets real in there xD
D - Dog's name: I've had many that I'm still in contact with so I'll name one: Chino
E - Essential start your day item: I'd say food but I usually don't get any x_x
F - Favorite color: orange
G - Gold or Silver: gold
H - Height: 5'10 ish
I - Ireland or Italy: Italy
J - Job title: still a student
K - Kid(s): I have no clue
L - Living arrangements: I live in two different houses since my parents have been divorced a while (luckily they're both in the same apartment complex)
M - Mom's name: Irene
N - Nicknames: Keyes, Keyes_Husky, Husky, Justin
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Can't really remember but I know I have once xP
P - Pet Peeve(s): when people ask me if I’m alright because im not smiling (like wtf), when people act stupid to flirt to people, Soooo many more I really should just make a journal about my pet peeves :I
Q - Quote from a movie: "THAT'LL BE FOUR BUCKS BABYYY! WOULD YOU LIKE FRIES WITH THAT!?"
R - Righty or Lefty: Righty (If you know what I mean ;3 lol kidding .-.)
S – Siblings: 2 brothers, 2 sisters
T - Time you wake up: ranges from 6 - 7:30 since school is starting up now other than that or special events it's whenever I want :3
U - Underwear: Anything boxers
V - Vegetables you dislike: I may not have tried them all but I'd say wheat grass at the moment :I
W - Water or land: Land definitely
X - X-rated or PG: What do you mean by X-rated? Like something like extreme like 2 girls 1 cup?
Y - Yesterday's best moment: Yesterday was average but I wanna say that today I played with my friends in the school marching band for an away football game x3
Z - Zoo favorite: wolves :D
A - Age: 16
B - Bed size: Twin sized in both of my living areas
C - Chore you hate: any moment where I must clean the bathroom.. shit literally gets real in there xD
D - Dog's name: I've had many that I'm still in contact with so I'll name one: Chino
E - Essential start your day item: I'd say food but I usually don't get any x_x
F - Favorite color: orange
G - Gold or Silver: gold
H - Height: 5'10 ish
I - Ireland or Italy: Italy
J - Job title: still a student
K - Kid(s): I have no clue
L - Living arrangements: I live in two different houses since my parents have been divorced a while (luckily they're both in the same apartment complex)
M - Mom's name: Irene
N - Nicknames: Keyes, Keyes_Husky, Husky, Justin
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Can't really remember but I know I have once xP
P - Pet Peeve(s): when people ask me if I’m alright because im not smiling (like wtf), when people act stupid to flirt to people, Soooo many more I really should just make a journal about my pet peeves :I
Q - Quote from a movie: "THAT'LL BE FOUR BUCKS BABYYY! WOULD YOU LIKE FRIES WITH THAT!?"
R - Righty or Lefty: Righty (If you know what I mean ;3 lol kidding .-.)
S – Siblings: 2 brothers, 2 sisters
T - Time you wake up: ranges from 6 - 7:30 since school is starting up now other than that or special events it's whenever I want :3
U - Underwear: Anything boxers
V - Vegetables you dislike: I may not have tried them all but I'd say wheat grass at the moment :I
W - Water or land: Land definitely
X - X-rated or PG: What do you mean by X-rated? Like something like extreme like 2 girls 1 cup?
Y - Yesterday's best moment: Yesterday was average but I wanna say that today I played with my friends in the school marching band for an away football game x3
Z - Zoo favorite: wolves :D