Blah /rant
Posted 7 years agoWell, here goes nothing...
My depression has been getting the best of me, I've been struggling on a daily basis I to get through each day without either breaking down crying or thinking of doing stupid things. I have a really good job that pays well and comes with benefits. I just feel like I could be doing more and its brining me down, I feel like I should have completed my 4 year degree instead of just getting my two year, but I know I have more education than most people do. I don't know, it just seems that I'm lonely as well or that I'm never good enough for anyone or I always mess things up :/. I'm just at a really low place right now and I'm in my own. The thing is, all the people that say they are here for me aren't, it's a shame really when I've been there for them. How can someone be so easily forgotten?
On that note, I need to stop being so mopey and be happy for myself at everything I have accomplished, it's just hard sometimes.
My depression has been getting the best of me, I've been struggling on a daily basis I to get through each day without either breaking down crying or thinking of doing stupid things. I have a really good job that pays well and comes with benefits. I just feel like I could be doing more and its brining me down, I feel like I should have completed my 4 year degree instead of just getting my two year, but I know I have more education than most people do. I don't know, it just seems that I'm lonely as well or that I'm never good enough for anyone or I always mess things up :/. I'm just at a really low place right now and I'm in my own. The thing is, all the people that say they are here for me aren't, it's a shame really when I've been there for them. How can someone be so easily forgotten?
On that note, I need to stop being so mopey and be happy for myself at everything I have accomplished, it's just hard sometimes.
I'm back
Posted 8 years agoHello lovelies,
I'm sorry I have been MIA for so long, things have been stressful. I will hopefully be making more adopts soon! It's been way too long since I've last uploaded anything. I feel like I need to come online more often, it seems to be the best way to kick my depression. Well I will be working on adopts tonight!
I'm sorry I have been MIA for so long, things have been stressful. I will hopefully be making more adopts soon! It's been way too long since I've last uploaded anything. I feel like I need to come online more often, it seems to be the best way to kick my depression. Well I will be working on adopts tonight!
Rant... Don't read if you get offended easily!
Posted 9 years agoSo I love how people comment on posts like "oh its so pretty I wish I had the money" it's $5 like for FFS. Then you have people donating money to whoever but I can't even seem to make money on my adoptables or base colorings or anything!! It's so frustrating!!! Like how are you going to make statements to get pity from people when you're the one who isn't doing anything for themselves??!!? Here i am trying to finish up school.
I worked full time over the summer doing a labor intensive job. I pay for all of my things. I work a part time job at this shitty pizza place and get harassed by the people I work with and only get paid minimum wage.
I work my ass off and I feel like no one really cares. All I'm trying to do is make some money and not get pity from people! Like I don't want your money out of pity! Ill do a base coloring for you or something for your money my adoptables are super cheap too! I seriously don't under stand people at all! Like I sell the same base coloring as other people and as for half the price but no no one wants to buy stuff from me. Well fuck it then I seriously just feel like bashing people for asking for pity! Like how the fuck are you asking people for money then turning around and buying art. Sure I'm going to Australia but I funded that myself! I worked two jobs over the summer to pay for that trip! I am becoming stressed trying to finish all the work I owe from school and everything is due by the end of next week then I'm going on my trip two days after christmas! All I'm asking is that someone please purchase something from me so I can have some money to help my grandma buy food for the house and put gas in my car.
end rant...
If you don't like what I wrote don't fucking comment okay?!?!! HELPP ME!!(STILL OPEN)
Posted 9 years ago
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Okay so Not everyone know this but I am going to Australia in December and I am trying to reach my goal to get there...
I am SO close to reaching my goal... I worked my butt off to get the money for this trip!
I will be doing base colorings for $5 each. If you are interested please send me a note <3 or comment below :).
Say what number base you would like and link me a reference :)
I will list the links of the bases i will be coloring below.
I will be doing 5 slots at a time, I will post the slots below :).
Base links:
1- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14891241/
2-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15100725/
3-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15392608/
4-http://prntscr.com/609t9x
5-http://i57.tinypic.com/33lk0o4.png
6-http://i62.tinypic.com/2zpmwrc.png
7-http://i62.tinypic.com/mjwv7m.png
8-http://i61.tinypic.com/2gxme5c.png
9-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16047325/
Slots:
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Not in a good place.
Posted 9 years ago
There is so much going on In my mind at this point in time I am over whelmed and I can't keep putting myself last,
but yet I continue to put myself last before every other person.
I work 40 hours a week and have only been getting 5 hours of sleep each night. I can't keep treating myself so poorly.Its not even just that I haven't been eating proper meals.
I come home from work, take a shower, eat something quick then come online and go to sleep. I don't go out on the weekends.
I sleep all day on the weekends and don't interact with any people in real life. I keep to myself most of the time, I feel so lonely.
I have no one in real life to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay, Ive never even had a boyfriend! I feel so
unwanted and useless.I don't know what the point of me being here is.At this point all I want to do is give up on trying and just
hide from the world.I know none of this is healthy but at this point in time I don't know how to think of what to do.I also feel like a burden to people. I feel like I always do something wrong or get in the way. :/
Disclamer: This is not a pity journal I am not asking for anyone to feel bad for me this is a vent and I feel like I needed to state all of this because if i come off as "bitchy" or on edge this is the reason why.
I want to crawl in a hole
Posted 9 years ago
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I feel so used and worthless,I try so hard to make everyone happy.In the end it seems that I'm the one who always gets the bad end of things.
I really don't know anymore I'm starting to get depressed because of it.I do so much for everyone and I get nothing in return, all I ask for is at least a thank you, but nope.
I'm sick and tired of it I feel like telling people to solve their own problems and that they put themselves in the situation they are in now because of poor choices, but I'm not that type of person I'm the sweet person who wants to get along with everyone and help people solve their problems, because a few years ago I went through a lot of stuff and had no one there to help me through anything.Somehow i made it, but to be honest I have no idea how.I'm thinking about taking a break from the online world because lately it seem to only be causing trouble and Im the one who gets stuck in the middle and backfires on me.With everything going on in real life and online my mind has being going nonstop I can't even sleep at night because I'm so overwhelmed.
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NOW ON SECOND LIFE!!!
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So with everything going on with IMVU I decided to make a second life :3 and I have to admit it was a pain in the butt learning how to do everything but once I got the hang of it..
Omg its so much fun!! You can run around instead of clicking dots.
Also the people on there are super inviting and nice!
! If you have an imvu you should consider making a Second Life :3.
And If you already have one you should add me!!
SaraPandaBear is my SL name :3
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Posted 9 years ago
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This post is to henceforth give due notice and regard to the proprietor known as IMVU. Any material on my page including but not limited to artwork, stories, journals, and all other intellectual material is under copyright to myself. Any material posted onto the FurAffinity website prior to 19 March 2015 is protected by the original ToS agreement to use of this site and no material will be redistributed or used without my legal authorization. At any time the new owners of this website alter the original ToS agreement to meet their own corporate goals the material preexisting to the acquisition will not be used in any IMVU based sites or programs without my legal authorization.
In the event any of my intellectual copyrighted material is redistributed on any source outside of FurAffinity you will be in clear violation of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act and will be ordered to remove it from any source outside of FurAffinity or face legal charges of copyright infringement.$5 BASE COLORING!
Posted 9 years ago
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Okay so I am going to be doing $5 commissions off of bases.You can pick your base you want me to color.
The money is going towards getting a friend of mine to see me. I will be taking 6 slots at a time.The base choices will be linked below, as well with the slots.Plese comment to claim a slot and tell me what number base you would like.Also please link a reference :3.Paypal only please :)
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Base links:
1- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14891241/
2-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15100725/
3-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15392608/
4-http://prntscr.com/609t9x
5-http://i57.tinypic.com/33lk0o4.png
6-http://i62.tinypic.com/2zpmwrc.png
7-http://i62.tinypic.com/mjwv7m.png
8-http://i61.tinypic.com/2gxme5c.png
IMVU CUSTOMS!!!
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Hello,
I am a Furry Dev on imvu and I will be taking custom commissions.
for the basic package (this includes the fur,ears,hair,tail & furkini) It is $10 or 20k
extra items cost 1k
I am a perfectionist when it comes to making furs for other people,I wouldn't submit anything to the shop that I wouldn't find myself wearing :).
It can be a male or female fur :).
If you have any questions or would like to talk to me about a custom please note me on here :D.
***I will only be taking 3 slots at a time because I don't want to overwhelm myself :).
Slots taken will be listed below!
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Polka-dottie species♥
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POLKA-DOTTIES
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The Polka-dottie species (also known as "Dotties") is a Maned wolf species with extremely fluffy tails.They are very limber and fast,this allows them to outrun almost any species.
This species is known by their polkadot like spots that can come in various colors mostly bright vibrant colors that stand out,they have a dark colored base fur and light grey colored tummies this allows their bright colored spots to stand out.The rarity of the polka-dottie depends on the number of colors of their spots,five being the most.They mostly travel in small packs and follow their pack leaders. This species is very playful and loving towards one another and are very protective of each other.
This species can be found in a warmer/grassy plains like climate. They enjoy swimming,chasing each other playfully. They usually wear a feather in their hair and on their tail,they usually wear native clothing like loin cloths.
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Leaders/creators
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iisarapandabear
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zakyria
This is a CLOSEDSpecies DO NOT COPY in any way shape or form! Owners of Dotties will be listed below.
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Moon tiger Info
Posted 10 years ago
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STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
Features:
-Feline
-Glowing eyes
-Glowing stripes
-prowls at night
-retractable fangs
This species has extreme speed and accuracy.Their speed allows them to go unseen at night, their dark fur color camouflages them.This species is known to be birthed from the moon itself,and thats how they get their glowing eyes and skin.Their extremely sharp claws help their accuracy when hunting.They can control when their skin and eyes glow.They can choose the color they want their stripes to glow depending on what prey they are trying to attract.This is a strong willed species but have a playful nature, they tend to live alone but sometimes travel in packs.Their glowing eyes allow them to see in any condition and have extremely well eyesight.They also have retractable claws.This is a very rare species. This species has a dark colored base fur usually a dark grey.
This is a species I made up myself and is currently a closed species.
This species was created by me. DO NOT COPY!
From this species:
-Rinah Owned by me
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