not coming here no more
Posted 14 years agoSo pretty much I'm dead.
Other than the fact that the administrators here aren't so organized with privacy and shit like that, but I rarely come here than I used to. I will admit that I have met the most awesome, nicest people here.
It's kind of sad that I am more active on dA than here but, I kind of trust the admins there more than here
even though the administrators there are asinine.
So if I ever update here again, which I don't know when, it will probably be when I remember this site again
which is never.
Other than the fact that the administrators here aren't so organized with privacy and shit like that, but I rarely come here than I used to. I will admit that I have met the most awesome, nicest people here.
It's kind of sad that I am more active on dA than here but, I kind of trust the admins there more than here
even though the administrators there are asinine.
So if I ever update here again, which I don't know when, it will probably be when I remember this site again
which is never.
death is a hard thing
Posted 14 years ago[posted from my da journal]
Patches died.
She died of an RI.
She was fine one minute and...
won't be so active..
--
i'm sorry but, i won't be responding to the comments. I did at first, but I don't have the heart no more. If, however, I do have to respond then I will.
I am reading all of your guys' comments. I absolutely appreciate all of you.
Your support is helping me out a lot. I appreciate it. I really do.
Patches died.
She died of an RI.
She was fine one minute and...
won't be so active..
--
i'm sorry but, i won't be responding to the comments. I did at first, but I don't have the heart no more. If, however, I do have to respond then I will.
I am reading all of your guys' comments. I absolutely appreciate all of you.
Your support is helping me out a lot. I appreciate it. I really do.
I'm Back?::
Posted 14 years agoYeah.
At first, I decided to leave FurAffinity because it was kind of a hassle.
Afterwards, I felt like coming back. But, I forgot my password.
fft.
I was too lazy to send my password or create a new password.
I did now.
yipee
lol.
As for the commissions I promised like months ago
yeah, I'm gonna have to turn all of them down ^^;
I don't have a paypal account & I feel it's too much to have one, anyway.
Instead, I do point commissions on deviantart.
Sorry for those of you who don't have a da account.
):
well, just wnated to say hi again and delete my submissions [or add new ones]
At first, I decided to leave FurAffinity because it was kind of a hassle.
Afterwards, I felt like coming back. But, I forgot my password.
fft.
I was too lazy to send my password or create a new password.
I did now.
yipee
lol.
As for the commissions I promised like months ago
yeah, I'm gonna have to turn all of them down ^^;
I don't have a paypal account & I feel it's too much to have one, anyway.
Instead, I do point commissions on deviantart.
Sorry for those of you who don't have a da account.
):
well, just wnated to say hi again and delete my submissions [or add new ones]
dammit::
Posted 14 years agoI found this out a while ago, but I was too tired to explain it at the time. But, I found out that my PayPal account wasn't activated. So, when Lloyd activated it, it said that it had to be connected to a bank account. Which I have, but i don't know if two paypal accounts can be connected to one bank account ;A;
Which means i have to put a hold on commissions. It wont be long tho. It may take a day or two. 'Cause i've been thinking about using the account my parents had in store for me. At least ino that it will be connected to one of their bank accounts. Sadly, i have to wait till 6 because that's when my dad gets home. I will still draw them, of course. I just won't be able to post them :c
And since the paypal account wasn't activated in time, that means that *Axiroth's money didn't go through. I sorta hoped it didn't because if it didn't then that means that she still has her money. But, if it did then that's bad. I just wanted to tell you guys that do have a commission from me instead of finding out a week from now.
-
Also, is it save to drink warm milk that has been siting out for an hour or so. Cause i just drank some milk that was warm, and all of a sudden my chest [left side] & back side are hurting a bit?
Is that a bad sign?
today::
Posted 14 years agoim starting commissions.
but, that doesn't mean ill be posting them. I honestly dont think it would be possible.
Maybe. But, i don't know. Ill try my best to stay on because ive been addicted to the xbox all of a sudden and havent been on the computer much at all. It bothers me, but not my parents. They love the fact that Im getting away from the computer. Like i should have been doing years ago.
SRRY OFF TOPIC
But, like i said. I dont GUARANTEE ill finish them or possibly attempt them today.
I have a bit of an art block. sucks, ya know? :/
but yeahyeahyeah. like anyone is gonna read this & care lol
but, that doesn't mean ill be posting them. I honestly dont think it would be possible.
Maybe. But, i don't know. Ill try my best to stay on because ive been addicted to the xbox all of a sudden and havent been on the computer much at all. It bothers me, but not my parents. They love the fact that Im getting away from the computer. Like i should have been doing years ago.
SRRY OFF TOPIC
But, like i said. I dont GUARANTEE ill finish them or possibly attempt them today.
I have a bit of an art block. sucks, ya know? :/
but yeahyeahyeah. like anyone is gonna read this & care lol
starting commissions...::
Posted 14 years agoon the 14th of June lol [:
i need at least a week of relaxation after wednesday.
ill be sending a note to everyone that has asked for a commission/request since i know most of you just delete all the journals without reading them.
i need at least a week of relaxation after wednesday.
ill be sending a note to everyone that has asked for a commission/request since i know most of you just delete all the journals without reading them.
t-minus 3 school days::
Posted 14 years agountil i'm free ccc:
i can finally start doing commissions/etc. and make people feel much less ignored by mee
lol
i can finally start doing commissions/etc. and make people feel much less ignored by mee
lol
holy shet::
Posted 14 years agoi haven't logged on for what feels like a week or more D:
i dunno. FurAffinity doesn't say when you last logged in.
or maybe it does >>
anyways, i feel bad not logging in as much as i did before. like i said in my one journal. i got school to deal/worry with. i only have 7 days left till vacay ccccc>
i'm both excited yet upset.
I probably won't be so active here and on deviantart since i have to do a shitton of studying. My gardes are moderate, but for some reason my biology has been sinking a bit. But all i would have to do is study a lot over my study guide i have. maybe with lloyd. But if i study a lot i'll most likely pass.
just wanted to let you all know that i wasn't dead for the 19783827373839356782nd time.
lol
i dunno. FurAffinity doesn't say when you last logged in.
or maybe it does >>
anyways, i feel bad not logging in as much as i did before. like i said in my one journal. i got school to deal/worry with. i only have 7 days left till vacay ccccc>
i'm both excited yet upset.
I probably won't be so active here and on deviantart since i have to do a shitton of studying. My gardes are moderate, but for some reason my biology has been sinking a bit. But all i would have to do is study a lot over my study guide i have. maybe with lloyd. But if i study a lot i'll most likely pass.
just wanted to let you all know that i wasn't dead for the 19783827373839356782nd time.
lol
posetd::
Posted 14 years agoa to do list on my deviantart page.
click the link in case you ever got/want anything from me
http://elmagonia.deviantart.com/
im too lazy to post it here, lol.
click the link in case you ever got/want anything from me
http://elmagonia.deviantart.com/
im too lazy to post it here, lol.
i hate to say/do this but..::
Posted 14 years agoi have to put a hold on the commissions/request.
It's not that im unable to do them, it's the fact that i'm doing good in school.
weird huh?
but the thing is that at the beginning of the school year, i promised my parents that i do good in school considering i'm in high school now. At first, I wasn't doing so well to the point where my brother and sister were getting better grades than I did because i hated all the work/people n' shit. So i kinda gave up. A few months later, I started to improve. Very well. I don't know how though. I guess cause I'm in a very/really good relationship with my boyfriend now. Or the fact that I don't want to fail; then end up going to summer school. I dunno really. But now i have all A's B's & C's. Which is really great improvement for me like in 8 years. I really want to keep these grades up by the end of the school year and prove to my parents that i care more about my education than i did before. Than i ever did before actually.
Anyways, ever since I made a new account here, everyone's been asking for commissions. I find it very flattering since I never had ANYONE ask for one. But i never had experience with it tho. BECAUSE NO ONE EVER ASKED ME. At first, i thought to myself,"I can do this, i just have to do each commission one at a time"
:/
Unfortunately, I doodle a lot in class. I end up with 3 or 5 doodle after every class period. With 7 classes all together, I'll most likely have about 12 doodles all together. I end up scanning them when I get home, spending most of my time either talking to Lloyd or coloring them. Once I'm done I only have 20 minutes left on the computer <:1
It happens like, every day I'm able to go on da/fa. [i actually go on the computer only on mondays & thursdays :c]
So i have VERY little time to do anything for anyone. :c
Like i said, i hate to do this but i have to for my education. I really want to keep my grades up. I sound very selfish considering i post a lot of art of my characters. Well you see, i have a ref of all my characters pinned in my mind *ow* unfortunately, i don't' have any of the refs of anyone's character in my mind :c
The closest i can get to a ref when i'm not on my laptop is on the itouch and the thing is that every time i go on either safari randomly closes or i use up all the power.
I will still work on Axiroth's since she drew like a lot of nice things for me and i really appreciated that. No one ever did. That's probably the only person's commissions that Ill work on. then when im done, i'll be taking a break from it?
You all are probably wondering how long you'll have to wait until i reopen the commissions. It's dreadful to say but I have to and can only open them when I'm on summer vacation. It's the only convenient time I have.
But fortunately, summer vacation is like less than a month away. So i guess that's the good part about, eh?
I might [not saying it's possible it will happen] leave this account. But i obviously won't leave the internet. no. I'll probably be posting more on da than here. But, If you ever want to talk to me somehow. I could give you my email but I rarely check my emails so you can just check my deviantart account. I don't have to post it on the journal since the link is already on my page
but if you ARE that lazy,here
|
v
http://elmagonia.deviantart.com/
you're going to have to make an account. but if you already have one, then watch/comment me plz.
I just hope you guys aren't upset or anything for having to wait an extra long time.
It's not that im unable to do them, it's the fact that i'm doing good in school.
weird huh?
but the thing is that at the beginning of the school year, i promised my parents that i do good in school considering i'm in high school now. At first, I wasn't doing so well to the point where my brother and sister were getting better grades than I did because i hated all the work/people n' shit. So i kinda gave up. A few months later, I started to improve. Very well. I don't know how though. I guess cause I'm in a very/really good relationship with my boyfriend now. Or the fact that I don't want to fail; then end up going to summer school. I dunno really. But now i have all A's B's & C's. Which is really great improvement for me like in 8 years. I really want to keep these grades up by the end of the school year and prove to my parents that i care more about my education than i did before. Than i ever did before actually.
Anyways, ever since I made a new account here, everyone's been asking for commissions. I find it very flattering since I never had ANYONE ask for one. But i never had experience with it tho. BECAUSE NO ONE EVER ASKED ME. At first, i thought to myself,"I can do this, i just have to do each commission one at a time"
:/
Unfortunately, I doodle a lot in class. I end up with 3 or 5 doodle after every class period. With 7 classes all together, I'll most likely have about 12 doodles all together. I end up scanning them when I get home, spending most of my time either talking to Lloyd or coloring them. Once I'm done I only have 20 minutes left on the computer <:1
It happens like, every day I'm able to go on da/fa. [i actually go on the computer only on mondays & thursdays :c]
So i have VERY little time to do anything for anyone. :c
Like i said, i hate to do this but i have to for my education. I really want to keep my grades up. I sound very selfish considering i post a lot of art of my characters. Well you see, i have a ref of all my characters pinned in my mind *ow* unfortunately, i don't' have any of the refs of anyone's character in my mind :c
The closest i can get to a ref when i'm not on my laptop is on the itouch and the thing is that every time i go on either safari randomly closes or i use up all the power.
I will still work on Axiroth's since she drew like a lot of nice things for me and i really appreciated that. No one ever did. That's probably the only person's commissions that Ill work on. then when im done, i'll be taking a break from it?
You all are probably wondering how long you'll have to wait until i reopen the commissions. It's dreadful to say but I have to and can only open them when I'm on summer vacation. It's the only convenient time I have.
But fortunately, summer vacation is like less than a month away. So i guess that's the good part about, eh?
I might [not saying it's possible it will happen] leave this account. But i obviously won't leave the internet. no. I'll probably be posting more on da than here. But, If you ever want to talk to me somehow. I could give you my email but I rarely check my emails so you can just check my deviantart account. I don't have to post it on the journal since the link is already on my page
but if you ARE that lazy,here
|
v
http://elmagonia.deviantart.com/
you're going to have to make an account. but if you already have one, then watch/comment me plz.
I just hope you guys aren't upset or anything for having to wait an extra long time.
gonna be doing digitals first::
Posted 14 years agoi'm going to /try to/ finish the commissions.
but im gonna' do digital first since it's a bit complicated and it's a while to draw digitally than traditionally.
and cause i'll be on the computer today as well.
i have a list of people who want a commission, unfortunately i don't know whether they want a digital or traditional.
anyway yeah
just wanted to prove that i wasn't dead
fffft
but im gonna' do digital first since it's a bit complicated and it's a while to draw digitally than traditionally.
and cause i'll be on the computer today as well.
i have a list of people who want a commission, unfortunately i don't know whether they want a digital or traditional.
anyway yeah
just wanted to prove that i wasn't dead
fffft
who wanted a digital commission?::
Posted 14 years agoplzzzz tell me ;A;
im too lazy to go through my messages UnU
im too lazy to go through my messages UnU
gonna do some vectoring::
Posted 14 years agosince it's so damn fun.
Im:
Posted 14 years agoworking on the giftarts/requests.
i can't post em now tho >.>
i can't post em now tho >.>
About My Commissions::
Posted 14 years agoDon't worry
they're open still
but i should probably explain them to you all.
So you won't get disappointed/worried.
Alrighty, I am ALWAYS open for commissions, but I might have to close them soon [like in 4 days or so] because it seems that I already have paypal account, but I guess i didn't sign up for what i wanted to sign up for, and since i didn't realize the age limit [if there is/was one or not] so I'm basically under-aged. But i think it's because I signed up on something for college or something. All i know is that I wasn't recommended for it. So now, I'm wait for my parents to lend me one of their paypal accounts. Unfortunately, I would be under their name/email
which means I have to transfer the money any of you sent me to my banking's account. I've heard a sum amount of people talk about 'snail mail'
I'm not sure what that exactly is, but I think it's when you send the money and I send the picture [somehow]
I'm not sure tho.
I'd like to do that, but the thing is
i hate waiting like...
a long time.
I dunno if anyone else doesn't like that either.
I think/believe paypal is a much more quick, convenient way.
Another thing is HOW im going to do the commissions.
Most likely, all of them will be done on photoshop. unless i have no computer access/my photoshop is temporarily down.
I'm not sure if you would like me to print it or you'd rather print it yourselves.
I dunno.
I'm not worried about anything really and I know how to work commissions.
I just have to learn it/get used to it.
i'm a very quick learner.
i just wanted to let you guys know that i'm still alive/open on commissions.
they're open still
but i should probably explain them to you all.
So you won't get disappointed/worried.
Alrighty, I am ALWAYS open for commissions, but I might have to close them soon [like in 4 days or so] because it seems that I already have paypal account, but I guess i didn't sign up for what i wanted to sign up for, and since i didn't realize the age limit [if there is/was one or not] so I'm basically under-aged. But i think it's because I signed up on something for college or something. All i know is that I wasn't recommended for it. So now, I'm wait for my parents to lend me one of their paypal accounts. Unfortunately, I would be under their name/email
which means I have to transfer the money any of you sent me to my banking's account. I've heard a sum amount of people talk about 'snail mail'
I'm not sure what that exactly is, but I think it's when you send the money and I send the picture [somehow]
I'm not sure tho.
I'd like to do that, but the thing is
i hate waiting like...
a long time.
I dunno if anyone else doesn't like that either.
I think/believe paypal is a much more quick, convenient way.
Another thing is HOW im going to do the commissions.
Most likely, all of them will be done on photoshop. unless i have no computer access/my photoshop is temporarily down.
I'm not sure if you would like me to print it or you'd rather print it yourselves.
I dunno.
I'm not worried about anything really and I know how to work commissions.
I just have to learn it/get used to it.
i'm a very quick learner.
i just wanted to let you guys know that i'm still alive/open on commissions.
to do list::update
Posted 14 years ago-commission for 
axiroth
-gift arts for//deviantart/furaffinity::
-exp230//deviantart
-
anklebones//deviantart/furaffinity
-axiroth//deviantart/furaffinity
-darklinks-soul//deviantart
-dragon-lace//deviantart
-eatsflesh//deviantart
-foxpawthewolf//deviantart
-icevalaxy//deviantart
-invadermim//deviantart
-
rigormortis//deviantart/furaffinity
-k33wi3//deviantart
-kawa-no-kami//deviantart
-protype-m-3-x//deviantart
-ribcagez//deviantart
-request for zigzagd4life//devianart
-request for
foxxyfire
-figure out how to commissions /over PayPal
[if you/anyone can tell me how to do commissions /specifically over PayPal/ could you pleasepleaseplease tell me how. i have over three people asking for a commission and i don't want to disappoint them at all and i would highly appreciate it if anyone could tell me how vie noteplz]
i would post this on my deviantart account, but no. it's too much wok to change the names to icons. ffff. it just proves to that i'm /extremely/ lazy.
axiroth-gift arts for//deviantart/furaffinity::
-exp230//deviantart
-
anklebones//deviantart/furaffinity-axiroth//deviantart/furaffinity
-darklinks-soul//deviantart
-dragon-lace//deviantart
-eatsflesh//deviantart
-foxpawthewolf//deviantart
-icevalaxy//deviantart
-invadermim//deviantart
-
rigormortis//deviantart/furaffinity-k33wi3//deviantart
-kawa-no-kami//deviantart
-protype-m-3-x//deviantart
-ribcagez//deviantart
-request for zigzagd4life//devianart
-request for
foxxyfire-figure out how to commissions /over PayPal
[if you/anyone can tell me how to do commissions /specifically over PayPal/ could you pleasepleaseplease tell me how. i have over three people asking for a commission and i don't want to disappoint them at all and i would highly appreciate it if anyone could tell me how vie noteplz]
i would post this on my deviantart account, but no. it's too much wok to change the names to icons. ffff. it just proves to that i'm /extremely/ lazy.
addicted much?::
Posted 14 years agothese songs.
are amazing
they get me through the day.
if you don't know these songs
i highly recommend listening to them
especially if you're into techno/electronic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwinlxRLghc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74cf.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZfg.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWyz.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVbq.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMQU.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RIG.....eature=related
help::
Posted 14 years agojust a little question.
if it was possible, i was wondering how i can reply to the comments on my profile. i feel bad cause i always like to reply and i have no clue how to. and i was wondering if maybe someone here could tell me if i could or not.
if it was possible, i was wondering how i can reply to the comments on my profile. i feel bad cause i always like to reply and i have no clue how to. and i was wondering if maybe someone here could tell me if i could or not.
To Do List::
Posted 14 years ago• Finish Gift arts//deviantart
•Comission for axiroth
•Finish request for zigzagd4life//deviantart = draw a rufius ref.
•Comission for
axiroth•Finish request for zigzagd4life//deviantart = draw a rufius ref.
wow::
Posted 14 years agoi never really knew you could post journals here.
lol
and i've been here before
i'm so slow
lol
and i've been here before
i'm so slow
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