Gimp
Posted 13 years agoIs a pain in the ass! I am trying the tutorials, but it is all so stressful. Does anyone know an easier way for the tutorials on drawing? Link plz!
Sad
Posted 14 years agoBeen depressed lately, so sorry if I don't get on as much.
Fuck!
Posted 14 years agoMy brother just threatened me, in my own room. He has this android app that can turn off my computer at any time, and he is using that to make me obey him and his bitch of a wife. Now I know I almost always seem to be the calm caring type, but he and that witch are the only two people to date that have broken my kindness and trust, not to mention respect. How dare he threaten me like that!.. I can't wait until that asshole leaves this saturday, and i hope he does. He is the only person who has ever actually tried to kill me on several occasions. Mother can't do anything about it, because he is her son. I get beat up everytime I go against him, but I still fight strong, because I know I am fighting for my mother. He, if you remember my other journal, had a baby with that 16 yr old bitch, and he cares more about himself then either of our families.
.... I am sorry, I just needed to rant and let this out. Didn't want to hold it in. With all this stress here it is making my cancer agitated. Oh, also forgot to mention, but he moved back her with mama and me, and makes up his own rules of the house. I hope he does move out saturday, i really do. Also, my cancer is getting better, but slowly due to all this stress. I am sorry..
Until next time, Clawfoot.
.... I am sorry, I just needed to rant and let this out. Didn't want to hold it in. With all this stress here it is making my cancer agitated. Oh, also forgot to mention, but he moved back her with mama and me, and makes up his own rules of the house. I hope he does move out saturday, i really do. Also, my cancer is getting better, but slowly due to all this stress. I am sorry..
Until next time, Clawfoot.
Problem
Posted 14 years agoOne, I got cancer. I only told two close people because I thought only they would care. Anyway, two, it is getting worse. Tommorow I am going in for treatment. Hopefully they can fix it for me. Still, I am curious, for I don't know anyone than me that has cancer located in the lung.
Hopefully everything will be ok, I love you all who care to listen. Thank you.
Clawfoot signing out. lol
Hopefully everything will be ok, I love you all who care to listen. Thank you.
Clawfoot signing out. lol
Going again
Posted 14 years agoWell, for the little time I have been here I have tried to get everything done, but time has run out. Today I will be returning to my home, and have no way to log onto the internet, so I bid you all adue and goodbye, my true friends.
Been Gone
Posted 14 years agoInternet is off so I am using my friends comp as a last means to tell everyone I will be gone for a while. Sorry. ^^;
What D&D char am I?
Posted 14 years agoI am A: Neutral Good Human Druid (1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength- 14
Dexterity- 14
Constitution- 12
Intelligence- 15
Wisdom- 14
Charisma- 12
Alignment:
Neutral Good- A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Class:
Druids- Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Got this from here. http://www.easydamus.com/character.html Found out a little bit more about myself. ^^
Ability Scores:
Strength- 14
Dexterity- 14
Constitution- 12
Intelligence- 15
Wisdom- 14
Charisma- 12
Alignment:
Neutral Good- A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Class:
Druids- Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Got this from here. http://www.easydamus.com/character.html Found out a little bit more about myself. ^^
What D&D char am I?
Posted 14 years agoI am A: Neutral Good Human Druid (1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength- 14
Dexterity- 14
Constitution- 12
Intelligence- 15
Wisdom- 14
Charisma- 12
Alignment:
Neutral Good- A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Class:
Druids- Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Got this from here. http://www.easydamus.com/character.html Found out a little bit more about myself. ^^
Ability Scores:
Strength- 14
Dexterity- 14
Constitution- 12
Intelligence- 15
Wisdom- 14
Charisma- 12
Alignment:
Neutral Good- A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Class:
Druids- Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Got this from here. http://www.easydamus.com/character.html Found out a little bit more about myself. ^^
I am an Uncle.
Posted 14 years agoMy brother and his gf just had their baby yesterday. I am officially an uncle! It felt good to hold little Aaron in my hands. Makes me want to have one of my own. Also sorry if I haven't been on much, family first.
Homophobia
Posted 14 years agoCopy/Pasted from loki_blackfang
Homophobia means:
* I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
* I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
* I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
* We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
* I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
* I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
* I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
* I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
* We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
* I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
* I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
* I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
* I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
* I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
* I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
* I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
* I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
* I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
* I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
* I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it
Homophobia means:
* I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
* I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
* I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
* We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
* I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
* I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
* I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
* I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
* We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
* I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
* I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
* I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
* I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
* I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
* I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
* I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
* I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
* I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
* I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
* I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it
How well do you know me?
Posted 14 years ago'stolen' from scytherwarlock
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
Ow
Posted 14 years agoBroke my leg today while cutting logs, and I have been sick for the past week. Anyway, any of you watchers want to talk?( Like I am worth the time)
All Hail the Dragons.
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