Life update
Posted 6 months agoYeah I am back at it again with these negative journals. But I need to get it out of my chest.
So this was a fucking horrible weekend. Yesterday, a cousin of mine passed away. So that's already nice. But if that wasn't enough, my sister, the one that you've probably heard a lot of, will go through surgery for her spine that costs almost 10k dollars.
How the FUCK are we supposed to get 10k dollars? And it wouldn't be so bad if the health insurance was worth a damn, but noooo, this current president had to take stuff away from the health services and make it fucking worthless and useless...
So between the death of a family member, and now my sister's surgery that will make us miss the taste of food for months, you can easily understand that I am a really bad state.
So yeah. Fuck life man. Fuck life.
So this was a fucking horrible weekend. Yesterday, a cousin of mine passed away. So that's already nice. But if that wasn't enough, my sister, the one that you've probably heard a lot of, will go through surgery for her spine that costs almost 10k dollars.
How the FUCK are we supposed to get 10k dollars? And it wouldn't be so bad if the health insurance was worth a damn, but noooo, this current president had to take stuff away from the health services and make it fucking worthless and useless...
So between the death of a family member, and now my sister's surgery that will make us miss the taste of food for months, you can easily understand that I am a really bad state.
So yeah. Fuck life man. Fuck life.
Selling another character
Posted 8 months agoYeah. I need cash. This time I am selling Erika. This gal: https://d.furaffinity.net/art/chipi.....2_chipi_v2.jpg
Send me a note if you're interested, we can discuss prices there.
Send me a note if you're interested, we can discuss prices there.
life is cruel
Posted 9 months agoi am writing this just minutes after someone close to my heart died
i saw everything, how her blood spilled over the ground, how her life ended in the blink of an eye
one moment i was doing alright, hanging out with my brother and talking to him, then the next we rushed towards her dead body
life is horrible
i saw everything, how her blood spilled over the ground, how her life ended in the blink of an eye
one moment i was doing alright, hanging out with my brother and talking to him, then the next we rushed towards her dead body
life is horrible
Selling characters?
Posted a year ago7 months since the last journal. Damn. Anyway, I'll go to the point.
There's a bunch of characters that I simply have no use for anymore. Characters that are either too old and wouldn't do anything with them anymore, or characters that their very concept makes very difficult to get art for. Would anyone be interested in buying, if I were to sell them? If so, feel free to comment or send me a note, asking for which characters.
There's a bunch of characters that I simply have no use for anymore. Characters that are either too old and wouldn't do anything with them anymore, or characters that their very concept makes very difficult to get art for. Would anyone be interested in buying, if I were to sell them? If so, feel free to comment or send me a note, asking for which characters.
Yet another journal. Just asking something.
Posted a year agoGIVE ME YOUR MONEY
I am kidding.
Yeah, remember the journal I posted? Like, right after I posted it the phone began ringing, and it was a call from my sister's boyfriend saying that she was sent to a hospital because she had a seizure, and it was a strong one, apparently she could've died...
Anyway. This time I don't want to unload all about that. More so just to tell you guys that, if it's alright for you, we could chat. I know. Weird, right? Well, I guess it might be my current situation and that Sundays are typically really boring, and since I am currently sick, I can't do much right now
So. If you want, you can send me a note or such
Anyway, stay safe guys. Or girls. Or aliens. How can you assure me there isn't an alien reading this? Or a lizard man. But, I guess a furry with a lizard counts as a lizard man in some way. Uh, anyway. See you.
At least I keep making bad jokes.
I am kidding.
Yeah, remember the journal I posted? Like, right after I posted it the phone began ringing, and it was a call from my sister's boyfriend saying that she was sent to a hospital because she had a seizure, and it was a strong one, apparently she could've died...
Anyway. This time I don't want to unload all about that. More so just to tell you guys that, if it's alright for you, we could chat. I know. Weird, right? Well, I guess it might be my current situation and that Sundays are typically really boring, and since I am currently sick, I can't do much right now
So. If you want, you can send me a note or such
Anyway, stay safe guys. Or girls. Or aliens. How can you assure me there isn't an alien reading this? Or a lizard man. But, I guess a furry with a lizard counts as a lizard man in some way. Uh, anyway. See you.
At least I keep making bad jokes.
Regarding my silence. Please read if you care about me.
Posted a year agoI am sure a lot of you might wonder why I've been so quiet for the past months, or if you're a friend of mine on discord, you might wonder why I've been increasingly more... Well, silent as well
I am not someone to reveal many details of my life, but this is one of those rare instances where I feel I must reach out to people.
These past months, or even years, have been pretty damn fucking brutal for me. I've lost many people I loved so much, some of that I even grew up with, all in a matter of 1 year to 1 year with 6 months, but that's not the only thing that has been awful about my life. Back in November, I went to a specialist to analyze my nose, and the chances of me needing surgery are high. Not a dangerous surgery, mind you, but it's an expensive one, and to this day I haven't been able to get it done, because we have no money for that.
But that's not the end of it. 4 months have passed, and the Mexican Peso has already seen multiple falls, basically each month, everything increased in price wildly. Today, for example, we ate hot dogs. Last week, the sausages were at 40 MXN pesos. Today, they were at 70 MXN pesoss. That means that they went from costing 2.22 USD, to 3.89 USD in just a single week.
Now, you might think that's not too bad, right? Well. It is. Because guess what? My uncle fucked my father by stealing HIS business away from HIM. The motherfucker is going to kick my dad out in a matter of months, 1 or 2 at most. And like the stupid ass idiot I am, I didn't finish high school, so the ways I can support my family are pretty scarce.
Oh but that's not all. No no. My sister, the one that I am sure some of you might be familiar with, had an analysis that came with the result that her brain is degrading. We have no damn clue how much longer she'll live. Just today, for example, we got word that she broke her neck. Didn't die, but she isn't doing good either.
And let's not forget that I've been getting sick 5 or 6 times this year. Ranging from the simple flu to a painful infection that if it took me much longer to treat would've resulted in surgery, to my heart inflating. I am not kidding you. My heart inflated back in February and it was because of the flu I caught. It was damn painful and scary, I thought I was going to die at first.
Anyway... I don't want to bore you with all of my crap. But I just want those that wonder what's been happening to me to know at least some of the shit that's been flying right at my face during the past seasons of my life.
Anyway. Take care
I am not someone to reveal many details of my life, but this is one of those rare instances where I feel I must reach out to people.
These past months, or even years, have been pretty damn fucking brutal for me. I've lost many people I loved so much, some of that I even grew up with, all in a matter of 1 year to 1 year with 6 months, but that's not the only thing that has been awful about my life. Back in November, I went to a specialist to analyze my nose, and the chances of me needing surgery are high. Not a dangerous surgery, mind you, but it's an expensive one, and to this day I haven't been able to get it done, because we have no money for that.
But that's not the end of it. 4 months have passed, and the Mexican Peso has already seen multiple falls, basically each month, everything increased in price wildly. Today, for example, we ate hot dogs. Last week, the sausages were at 40 MXN pesos. Today, they were at 70 MXN pesoss. That means that they went from costing 2.22 USD, to 3.89 USD in just a single week.
Now, you might think that's not too bad, right? Well. It is. Because guess what? My uncle fucked my father by stealing HIS business away from HIM. The motherfucker is going to kick my dad out in a matter of months, 1 or 2 at most. And like the stupid ass idiot I am, I didn't finish high school, so the ways I can support my family are pretty scarce.
Oh but that's not all. No no. My sister, the one that I am sure some of you might be familiar with, had an analysis that came with the result that her brain is degrading. We have no damn clue how much longer she'll live. Just today, for example, we got word that she broke her neck. Didn't die, but she isn't doing good either.
And let's not forget that I've been getting sick 5 or 6 times this year. Ranging from the simple flu to a painful infection that if it took me much longer to treat would've resulted in surgery, to my heart inflating. I am not kidding you. My heart inflated back in February and it was because of the flu I caught. It was damn painful and scary, I thought I was going to die at first.
Anyway... I don't want to bore you with all of my crap. But I just want those that wonder what's been happening to me to know at least some of the shit that's been flying right at my face during the past seasons of my life.
Anyway. Take care
Vent
Posted 2 years agoAs more time passes, and more and more people just seemingly treat me like if I was a ghost, I start to wonder whether or not I am the problem. Sometimes I believe it's not me, maybe I am just unlucky and just turns out that everyone is busy. But other times when the person is CLEARLY ONLINE and they never get back to me in days, weeks, or fuck, even months, I start to feel I am the guilty one. I don't know why my brain does that connection, but it makes me think I make them feel uncomfortable. Maybe I am just a boring motherfucker. Or maybe I am just unlucky.
Granted, there's some people that are not like this and I appreciate them. Perhaps I am just overreacting this because life has been nothing but a fucking mess for me, and this problem is just a little drop of water on an already overflowing glass of water. Maybe.
Either way, sorry about this journal. Just wanted to vent somehow.
Granted, there's some people that are not like this and I appreciate them. Perhaps I am just overreacting this because life has been nothing but a fucking mess for me, and this problem is just a little drop of water on an already overflowing glass of water. Maybe.
Either way, sorry about this journal. Just wanted to vent somehow.
Just wondering
Posted 2 years agoI won't go on and on about everything that has happened to me in these past months. Suffice to say that things are not no way near good should be enough. But the thing that hurt me the most was sleeping my most beloved dog just yesterday.
I was just wondering if anyone would like to have a chat with me. That's all.
I was just wondering if anyone would like to have a chat with me. That's all.
Emergency commissions
Posted 2 years agoLong story short:
My parents left the house due to many problems my older sister is having and me and my brother and sister are alone. My sister is taking medicines for a health problem she has and it caused an allergy, and me and my brother had to buy other medicines to replace them, on top of food and whatever. In other words. We are very short in money.
So... I am just letting you know we are open for comms. Check my journal in my page and send me a note if you want something.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9437912/
The info is a bit outdated, so I'll update it shortly
My parents left the house due to many problems my older sister is having and me and my brother and sister are alone. My sister is taking medicines for a health problem she has and it caused an allergy, and me and my brother had to buy other medicines to replace them, on top of food and whatever. In other words. We are very short in money.
So... I am just letting you know we are open for comms. Check my journal in my page and send me a note if you want something.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9437912/
The info is a bit outdated, so I'll update it shortly
Question
Posted 3 years agoDoes anyone know any Discord server that I might be welcomed in? I kind of want to meet new people and get outside of my shell.
Today's my birthday
Posted 3 years agoYaay...
If I don't sound very excited is because I am not. Yesterday was awful and I have no reasons to believe it'll be different today
If I don't sound very excited is because I am not. Yesterday was awful and I have no reasons to believe it'll be different today
News
Posted 3 years agoSoo... Due to a few circumstances, I had to leave town and stay with My sister for a few days. Nothing bad is going on, she just needs me for a few... Important things.
On other note, my birthday is on 5 days. Hurray...
I really hope this year's better than The last...
And. I also was wondering something guys.
So, I've not been very good lately. Would anyone... Like to chat or whatever? Maybe RP if you have some nice gals or a biiig guy.
Well. Take care now.
On other note, my birthday is on 5 days. Hurray...
I really hope this year's better than The last...
And. I also was wondering something guys.
So, I've not been very good lately. Would anyone... Like to chat or whatever? Maybe RP if you have some nice gals or a biiig guy.
Well. Take care now.
Discord issues?
Posted 3 years agoSo I've been trying to log in for an hour, and it keeps saying that there's a problem with the net that isn't known. Am I the only bastard getting this problem?
Isn't life great?
Posted 3 years agoSo if my father needing a surgery wasn't enough, he needs a 2nd one. Great, isn't it?
But what about if we add my sister doing mistakes like living with a guy she broke up with 3 times, and was a stalker for 2 weeks, calling her and us night and day?
What if, now we add my other sister also divorcing her husband?
Fun, isn't it?
I need vacations.
But what about if we add my sister doing mistakes like living with a guy she broke up with 3 times, and was a stalker for 2 weeks, calling her and us night and day?
What if, now we add my other sister also divorcing her husband?
Fun, isn't it?
I need vacations.
Discord clean up
Posted 3 years agoYeah. I'll be removing people.
I have thought several times in these past months to do this, personal reasons.
I won't remove some people who I consider to be friends, or who deserve a second chance.
If you are worried I'll remove you, just comment. And if I removed you... Well, maybe I'll give you another chance in the future.
I have thought several times in these past months to do this, personal reasons.
I won't remove some people who I consider to be friends, or who deserve a second chance.
If you are worried I'll remove you, just comment. And if I removed you... Well, maybe I'll give you another chance in the future.
VERY important. Please read
Posted 3 years agoIt's clickbait.
Ok no, but I admit i feel weird...
Either way.
The matter at hand is this
My father had an analysis just yesterday, and it turns out he has a sort of tumour or mass on his ear that its "eating" him.
It already destroyed one of his ears. And its about to destroy his other ear.
The BIG problem is, that fucking thing will reach his brain and kill him unless he gets a surgery done to remove it
The problem is. That surgery costs over 25k pesos, around 1,300 USD. And that's surgery alone. The hospital services is over 10 thousand pesos. 500 or so dollars.
We do not have that much money. And yes I know me and my brother have the commissions open, but we can not work fast enough or we have enough demand to get that much money quickly.
So... I am asking for your help.
If you'd like to know where you can support me, you can dm me.
That's all for now.
Ok no, but I admit i feel weird...
Either way.
The matter at hand is this
My father had an analysis just yesterday, and it turns out he has a sort of tumour or mass on his ear that its "eating" him.
It already destroyed one of his ears. And its about to destroy his other ear.
The BIG problem is, that fucking thing will reach his brain and kill him unless he gets a surgery done to remove it
The problem is. That surgery costs over 25k pesos, around 1,300 USD. And that's surgery alone. The hospital services is over 10 thousand pesos. 500 or so dollars.
We do not have that much money. And yes I know me and my brother have the commissions open, but we can not work fast enough or we have enough demand to get that much money quickly.
So... I am asking for your help.
If you'd like to know where you can support me, you can dm me.
That's all for now.
Let's talk about E3
Posted 3 years agoSo, what are you guys wanting to see on this E3?
What are some games you are very hyped for?
Any predictions you'd make?
I personally only want to see something new about the sequel of Breath of The Wild (AKA the best game ever)
Oh, and something about Metroid, that'd be so cool.
Oh, now that we are talking about things we want to see...
Why is people so hyped up for a "Switch pro"?
I really don't get why is everyone apparently wanting that. I mean yeah, I know the switch is not precisely a powerful hardware, but the main selling point of it, its the hybird characteristics. If you make a portable machine display video at 4K... the price of that thing will be EXPENSIVE.
Soo... I don't know why everyone is hyped up for it.
Well, leave your comments and such.
What are some games you are very hyped for?
Any predictions you'd make?
I personally only want to see something new about the sequel of Breath of The Wild (AKA the best game ever)
Oh, and something about Metroid, that'd be so cool.
Oh, now that we are talking about things we want to see...
Why is people so hyped up for a "Switch pro"?
I really don't get why is everyone apparently wanting that. I mean yeah, I know the switch is not precisely a powerful hardware, but the main selling point of it, its the hybird characteristics. If you make a portable machine display video at 4K... the price of that thing will be EXPENSIVE.
Soo... I don't know why everyone is hyped up for it.
Well, leave your comments and such.
My uncle passed away
Posted 3 years agoPretty self explanatory. My uncle passed away...
I feel a bit calm knowing that he was a prist, and well, i hope he is in peace now.
This year should be called 2020 part 2
I feel a bit calm knowing that he was a prist, and well, i hope he is in peace now.
This year should be called 2020 part 2
Are my characters and/or me boring?
Posted 3 years agoI don't usually care when someone tells me that my characters or I am boring. I do what I enjoy but... Lately I've been said that more often than what I expected, and I've seen some people on other places saying that so... I am just wondering if you guys think the same? Or does anybody of you think the opposite?
Uh, that's about it. I think.
Uh, that's about it. I think.
Ko-fi
Posted 3 years agoSoo, made the thing. If you want to donate us, please consider doing it.
https://ko-fi.com/otakoma160644
https://ko-fi.com/otakoma160644
Patreon/ko-fi? (Please read)
Posted 3 years agoSoo. Its not secret that my brother 
Otakoma14 is the guy behind the colors and some art I post.
We have been wondering about opening up either a a patreon or ko-fi for getting a little boost. Commissions are an okay source of money income, but work offers are not always available.
My brother thought about a tier that you could donate 5 dollars and participate in a weekly raffle for a sketch. It'll have around 3 or so slots.
This is my brother's art btw: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37330314/
And his Twitter if you want to check more of his stuff: https://twitter.com/panchito1234nos
So uh... What do you think guys?
If you have any questions feel free to ask too
Otakoma14 is the guy behind the colors and some art I post.We have been wondering about opening up either a a patreon or ko-fi for getting a little boost. Commissions are an okay source of money income, but work offers are not always available.
My brother thought about a tier that you could donate 5 dollars and participate in a weekly raffle for a sketch. It'll have around 3 or so slots.
This is my brother's art btw: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37330314/
And his Twitter if you want to check more of his stuff: https://twitter.com/panchito1234nos
So uh... What do you think guys?
If you have any questions feel free to ask too
A few updates
Posted 3 years agoSo, yeah, it has been uh... 2 months since I last posted a journal.
Not much has changed, really, life has been a liiiittle slower with the shit storm it's been throwing at me, but a few things happened.
Soo, you might notice I haven't really posted much. Sorry, I haven't been able to get new art, but there is a few things I want to get posted, and hopefully I'll be able to write stories for them too.
Also, I have been posting less frequently because my internet has been really bad since my sister moved here, again. She uh... Got divorced.
Unfortunately I have also been feeling quite... Downhearted. I don't know if it'll be right to speak about that here, since I would have to name a few people, but it should be enough to say, that I have been feeling less... Willingly to post stuff or talk with my friends. Mainly because I feel I am less appreciated, kind of?
I just feel that way...
Anywyay
take care
And make sure to listen to Scott Pilgrim vs The World the game OST: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RetZeY3Z7o
Not much has changed, really, life has been a liiiittle slower with the shit storm it's been throwing at me, but a few things happened.
Soo, you might notice I haven't really posted much. Sorry, I haven't been able to get new art, but there is a few things I want to get posted, and hopefully I'll be able to write stories for them too.
Also, I have been posting less frequently because my internet has been really bad since my sister moved here, again. She uh... Got divorced.
Unfortunately I have also been feeling quite... Downhearted. I don't know if it'll be right to speak about that here, since I would have to name a few people, but it should be enough to say, that I have been feeling less... Willingly to post stuff or talk with my friends. Mainly because I feel I am less appreciated, kind of?
I just feel that way...
Anywyay
take care
And make sure to listen to Scott Pilgrim vs The World the game OST: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RetZeY3Z7o
News
Posted 4 years agoGuys
I know that this is not the right place to talk about this, nor I am sure it might be right to
If you remember the previous journals i have done you remember my sister is not doing good
Today, she had 5 epileptic attacks. Her condition is terrible.
My family has taken her to a hospital, but she needs far better attention, so she is going to be intern in a hospital in another state. Unfortunately, my family will stay there for several days, I'll be alone with my brother
I... Know this is not a place to talk about my life. But I frankly don't know what to do
Please, wish us good luck.
I know that this is not the right place to talk about this, nor I am sure it might be right to
If you remember the previous journals i have done you remember my sister is not doing good
Today, she had 5 epileptic attacks. Her condition is terrible.
My family has taken her to a hospital, but she needs far better attention, so she is going to be intern in a hospital in another state. Unfortunately, my family will stay there for several days, I'll be alone with my brother
I... Know this is not a place to talk about my life. But I frankly don't know what to do
Please, wish us good luck.
I have a Twitter
Posted 4 years agoNot much to say, if you want to follow me go here: https://twitter.com/Chipi99906948
Alternative account
Posted 4 years agoSo, I made an alternative account for posting stuff of Second life and such, if you are interested, follow me there as well
The acound is
MrChipi
The acound is
MrChipi
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