~Agathos

today is the 2 year anniversary of my grandfather's death. - a sad event
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Today also marks the following

2 months ago, my first niece Erianna was born.

today she is 2 months old.

My sister's cousin's boyfriend has a daughter. She's 2 years old

Today I got my taxes. Paid off all the stuff my niece needed (a new matress for her crib, bumpers for protection, ect)

My ma, who was extremely depressed because of today, now realized that her grandaughter was most likely born to fill the void her dad's passing caused

A man who lives with us currently acts similar to my grandfather. the way he sits, drinks, coughs, walks. Hell they even LOOK similar in body frame

If I think of anything else, I'll edit and write it down.

Today, although it started sad, proved that my grandfather is watching down upon my family. today has been the best goddamn day I've ever had.

I hate my dreams. Third time this has happened to me. I go to sleep in a good mood, and then I wake up sobbing.

First time, it involved my mother. Second time was about...a month after my grandfather died (I think...) and now as of this writing, my grandmother fell in line.

I remember most of the dream. Something had happened to her, and my grammy ended up in the hospital with a fractured SOMETHING. Had to do with her neck....or was it even a fracture...

Anyways, she was living on borrowed time. they wanted to try removing her skull to see if it helped (obviously now it was a dream) or just leave her to die there on the bed.

My ma, sis and I just waltz into a store in a random shopping mall and use this stores phones to talk to my grandmother. how she's able to speak is beyond me. My sis and ma continue to talk and talk. I try to use a phone, but it doesnt work. Hang it up, I end up hanging the rest of them up on grammy. So my sis freaks and runs off, ma calls back and hands the phone to me after apologizing as we try and hunt my sis down.

Granmmy starts going on about how, everyone's time will come, just that hers came now and that she was sorry. By this time I was outside with the store's phone walking next to a big delivery trailer, and I just started crying, talking about how...well, what I said I cant remember now, but I did remember one line clear as a bell. "Now I feel like a little kid" as I slid against the delivery trailer and bawled like a toddler.

woke up, had a tear in my right eye, sat there for a minute crying after..

My grandmother, mom, sister, and new niece are my life. and as the number dwindles, so would my heart, but the moment my MOTHER goes...I wouldn't be surprised if I sealed myself up in a room and snap at anyone who tried to get near me. Basically do a 180 in personality and keep away from everything.

that day will come, but I dread every single second of when it will eventually happen.

Fun times.

The 3rd floor apartment on the right side caught on fire. electrical to be exact. smoke alarms didn't even alert us to any danger. It was the tenant who told all of us. Thank god for her otherwise...FWHOOSH.

within a half hour things were settled down. Also caused me to go on a cleaning spree to clear my room of as much hazardous material as possible. final item on the agenda is a couch I had for at least 4 years. Cushions are gone and the mattress inside taken, yet I held on to the damn thing.

At about noon on Saturday (Feb. 26) I became an uncle to a niece.

I cried like a little kid who couldn't get what they wanted.

time to spoil! 8'D

Valentines Day sucked as usual.

Moving on...

Marvel Vs Capcom 3 is AWESOME.

I found love in Akuma. now to narrow down my ultimate team.

...and it makes me the loneliest I can possibly be out of any other day. I hate you Valentine's Day. .-.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/....._n_808567.html

according to this info, I am no longer a Virgo...but a LEO

and there's a 13th sign! D8

Now, many people expect the usual cheers and glee, but from me? not so much.

For a long time, most holidays held no more meaning. Even my birthday is just another day. but overall, two holidays will always bring me down the most. Valentines day and this day.

My grandfather dies, My best friend's grandmother dies. Personal family turmoil. A lot of shit is piling up, and it's truly killed my cheer.

Once I begin to create the family I always wanted, then my spirits will be rejuvenated.

Otherwise, Christmas can deck its' halls to hell. =-=

My greatest and closest friend from DA recently joined here on FA.

 Cherry_Malibu is her name, and her skills are quite amazing. Give her a message. Inquire and see what she can do for you. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkNb.....eature=related

<8D

Also, I've not picked up a pencil and doodled a damn thing in a good long while. :/ dont have the motivation anymore. but who knows what'll happen in the future.

...my question is, I dont know if I should offer commissions or something. If so, for what price. It's something I've been pondering.

James Cameron wanted my penis to play the Terminator. However, upon reflection, he realized that would have turned his movie into a documentary, so he went with Arnold Schwarzenegger.

If you can see my penis, he can see you. If you can't see my penis you may be only seconds away from death.

In a fight between Batman and Darth Vader, the winner would be my penis.

For most people, home is where the heart is. For my penis, home is where he stores his collection of human skulls.

In a tagteam match, my penis was teamed with Hulk Hogan against King Kong Bundy and Andre The Giant. He pinned all 3 at the same time.

The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry. Even the worst-laid plans of my penis come off without a hitch.

my penis smells what the Rock is cooking... because the Rock is my penis's personal chef.

Mr. T pities the fool. my penis rips the fool's head off.

Hellen Keller's favorite color is my penis.

The show Survivor had the original premise of putting people on an island with my penis. There were no survivors, and nobody is brave enough to go to the island to retrieve the footage.

my penis was originally offered the role as Frodo in Lord of the Rings. He declined because, "Only a pussy would need three movies to destroy a piece of jewelery."

Leading hand sanitizers claim they can kill 99.9 percent of germs. my penis can kill 100 percent of whatever the hell he wants.

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XDDD

Today I turn 24...hurraaaaaaaaaay. :I

Two weeks until I am 24. :I

Honestly, my birthday is just like Christmas and Easter and Independence day...just another day. It's really lost the meaning other then I'm a year older. :I

www.maigateways.com

Check it out! It's the blood, sweat and tears of one persons dream with help from coders....or something. XD

but seriously, drop on by and give the place a look. :3

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My dearest friend over at Deviantart, http://wintersin.deviantart.com/ , is in desperate need of assistance. She is unable to continue with her current living conditions, so she is offering commissions.

Here's a simple math problem for you to explain why.

Dr. Pepper

shaken up in a box

me thirsty

me near my computer desk

opening
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realizing that I should have opened it elsewhere
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FHWOOOSH all over my desk and computer.

Only other time I've been this bad was actually just a month or so ago. Not many have seen just how pissed I can be, and they fear me when I ever cross that line.

Also, I'm nervous as well for running this thing, but I cant exactly crack the computer open to clean it. It's one of those small Acer mini computers.