~11thPillar

I want to do art and get more things posted here honest but life really does keep me busy and if not that my motivation seems to fluctuate all over the place.. but yeah.. I have art and I want to finish it.. I just need to find the time to do some and kiddo tends to keep me busy most days and if not that I don't have motivation or feel inspired to work on it. *shrugs*

Looking at getting a second monitor at some point here that way I can have a screen to work and a screen for reference what not. Aside from that though.. perhaps at some point I can find myself some time to work on things and maybe get some stuff up.

On another side note.. I think I managed to find Sai again off old computer which means I could finish some of the Paint Tool Sai works I've had floating about. Will see if I can get some of the traditional stuff up and going and finished as well..



Just... .. I unno.


Anywho.. hope people are well I still do art and float about here every now and then and will see about getting something done.. just been doing more wire work and physical arts of late rather than drawing or digital stuffs.. hummm

So I've been arting here and there just wanting to get some stuff done before others so.. I haven't posted :P

Been tinkering around with some of Hubby's work and really I implore you to check out his arts! PLEASE!



At some point I'll get some stuff up. Just more busy with life these days not on computer so much.


Hope all is well.

~Jeri

So, I have a question!

Those of you that have purchased Paint Tool Sai is this the website you purchased from?

https://www.systemax.jp/en/sai/

Need to know!

Thank you!

Just busy.. with life.. mostly a boy keeps my time.

I have art I want to post... I do.. but I won't allow myself to post said art till things on my get done list are completed!! *flail*

Been lurking these past 2 years... doing art and wire wrapping among other things

My art has been improving.. been doing more pieces with Prisma color pencils and art markers.. trying to take more time on some pieces and ensure I'm putting more detail.

So, I have a question!

Those of you that have purchased Paint Tool Sai is this the website you purchased from?

https://www.systemax.jp/en/sai/

Need to know!

Thank you!

Hope all of you that are still about are well ^^

So few things need to happen/get done here..

My drivers for my tablet crashed or something so have to re-setup all that so I can get stuff done in Sai or Photoshop it seems.
Been tinkering a lil with Prismas( prisma color pencils).. I need to find some good tutorials so I can maybe advance on that.

Still got this ole list floating about of things I want/need to get done so.. expect that.. may be a while I admit.

I work... there's this wee boy that keeps me busy <3 and well having a house is a bit of work itself.

Aside from that.. been working on wire wrapping stuffs... Would people like to see that kind of thing here? Would there be enough interest?

Once I can get some stuff sorted and the like we'll see where we can get again.

Hope all is well.

Also looking at shuffling some stuff around as there seems to be option for more organization.

I have been busy with work and well, life in general. So, I've not been on here in quite some time.

But... I can assure you of this.. I have been working on art. My hope is here sometime in the near future to get it uploaded.

Sorry if it seems like I kind of died/dropped off the face of the earth for a bit. Wee one and work and house keeps a person quite busy indeed.

This weekend will be my little one's first birthday.. I'm so excited! Skeeee!!!

Alrighty.. anywho, hope all is well.. miss you guys.

As you can see from my most recent pic I posted...

^^

Honestly just now slowly been drawing a lil here and there.. I have a few sketches and things floating about been workin on off and on..

Things will surely get more interesting here between June 28th and July 5th.. <3

Work has been.. something else... :P

Hope you are all well. Thank you for the Birthday wishes ^^


Also.... Elderscrolls online no longer has a subscription fee :D skeee

Just because I don't post oft at all on here anymore...

Does not mean that I don't draw anymore or that I'm not still in existence.

I've just... had more going on outside the world of the interwebs.. oh so many wonderful things.. life changes and what.

So.. just to ensure you're all aware of this.. I'll throw a pic up every so often if you want...

Would you like that? heh.


If you want you could try throwing me ideas of things to draw.. although I admit right now there's still a few things I want to get together and posted.

Also it's funny how quick people are to remove you if you're not one of those post every day every month or every week people...

I know it's been quite a time since I've posted and the like..

I've had a lot, a lot I've been dealing with of late to say the least.

Do have some stuff I've drawn traditionally but,

I think it's going to be a while before I can get it up on here.

Anywho.. today another year survived... ^_^




That spark we knew..

That spark that seemed it could last forever..

Has left us.. has gone out and vanished..

That spark..

Is gone..

I can't think of anything else atm..

Ask me random shit..

Apparently the salvation army says gays need to be put to death?
Just.. wow.. so yeah I'm not donating to em.

http://www.richarddawkins.net/news_.....-put-to-death#

Well, here we are.. I realize I haven't posted a journal in quite some time. I'm also sure some of my watchers probably think I died and fell off the edge of the planet.. or in some cases universe.
Anywho.. I'm not dead just haven't been drawing much digitally and haven't gotten to posting what I've doodled up in the time that has passed. Course I've been having alot of lack of motivation for drawing as well but it seems to be coming around again =3

So.. if you like ask me some questions I'll see about answering as long as they're not too off the wall or prying but I'm a pretty open person.. depending.


Also, any of you folks out there play Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate for 3ds?

I feel it's time for a new journal.. been drawing stuff here and there been actually doing some traditional art.. I'll upload one of these days..

In other news getting sick and tired of people that have no patience, no consideration for others.. are ignorance, self centered, and just downright greedy. Oh and let's add on top of that... people that fucking think ill of you without even knowing you.

*grumbles*

Oh.. loosing lots of people at work.. it's been utter fucking chaos and bullshit. So yeah..

Anywho..

There's update.

Work has really picked up with the good weather and I've been getting a crap ton of hours so I tend to come home be up only for a while and have been heading to bed early.

I've been doodling around here and there I hope to get a bunch done and then do a number of group uploads.

Hope all is well for folks.. I need to sit down and look into some concerning things otherwise things are alright.

*hugs for alls*

sort of around..

Going to try to slowly get some art hammered out and up and what have you.

I..

not much else I want to talk about.. :/

April went by without alot of issue other than my brain is an asshole.. flashbacks... health shit.. blah blah stuff you dun need to worry about :P

Sometimes.. I dunno.


Edit: I'm going to try and start doing sketch pages.

If you don't see me much over April..

April is not a good month for me..



*doesn't want to remember*


Meanwhile.. I'm sorry I'm failing my new years resolution so far... I need to do some more art...


Blah..

Had an easter nightmare last night.. god what a fucked up nightmare.... poor chicky..(yes it pertained to a baby chicken)

When you remember something you don't want to remember..
Your heart races from the thought..
You cringe at the memory

The only words from your mouth being.. I.. I don't want to remember..



I hate those moments...



In other news transportation department is erking me...

There has been this dream subject I have more often than one would like...

The subject pertaining to not being able to breathe..

To me it sounds like.. maybe sleep apnea...? I dunno it's a thought.. I don't like to think about it.

Also been grinding my damned teeth off and on.. bleargh.. usually do that when something is stressing me bad and to be honest there isn't really much of anything...

*sigh*

Birthday was alright... went places had fun.. and on the way home wound up stranded.. car is all fixed and good now though hopefully so that's good.
I got my 6 month eval at work that was pretty alright glad for that.

Other news..

I'm sick of off and on nightmares.. in some ways.. feel this is worse than my 3 years of nightmares every night.. possibly because these have more of a real feel to em so yeah..

blech...


Other other news..

I'm fucking addicted to minecraft.... way too much fun :P



Best wishes to all of you and what not ... I want to get art but right now it's floating about not getting anywhere.. I'm sorry.. :(

I'll try me a lil ask me shit journal.

Once I post a journal after this that's that but yeah.. I unno.

Might as well mess with it.

This...

http://www.youtube.com/user/lindseystomp

She's a violinist and does some epic music....

Check it out...



Mmmm so good...



Ran across her at one point due to zelda music.. =3

Also I absolutely can't forget about this chicky..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4z9TdDCWN7g

Love her dragon born comes rendition.

Things have been crazy all over the place and with spring workin its way along work has been picking up...

I have too many things here and there and all over I'd love to get done..

Maybe one of these days it will happen.

Doesn't help I don't work just on one thing when I do work on stuff.. I hip hop around.. just how I am.



Hope folks are well.