~Sam_The_Artistic_Wolf

Hay everyone sorry Ive been quiet this past week, Ive been pretty occupied by things and just been down... Cat update: she is doing fine shes basically back to normal she will be getting her stitches out in the next day or so and after that is just smooth sailing mostly.. but shes good living life as a cat..

Ok the reason i have been gone this past week is because someone on my dads side of the family his cousin husband committed suicide last week. now i did not know him vary well but it hits me vary hard he had a good future ahead of him and his family.. its just i cant imagine how bad of mind set you can be to take your own life.. it just really hurts me.. you just don't know how bad someone is dealing with something when everything looks great from the outside.. For me i appreciate life to much Evan when things are crappy i put my mine in the shoes of someone that has time limited on there life and the fact that i can do that for a short period of time makes me think how can they deal with that all the time it makes me appreciate what i have good or bad, but what really hits me is that his wife and 2 girls have to go through life with out there dad/husband.. his girls where 4 and 6 that's so young to lose your dad i can't imagine what they are going through how this will effect them that will impact there entire life.. i lost my cat when i was little and i can't tell you how much that changed me Evan today it still impacts me...

So this is why i haven't been active Ive just been contemplating on things.. also please don't ask about more details about what happened what Ive put is what i feel is a nuff..