Update
5 years ago
..Well, I'm not online much, as I'm sure anyone could tell by my lack of replies, submissions and over all activity..
Things haven't been great, they almost never were though... But I'm working on a lot to keep my mind busy.. Create shit to stay alive, so I don't try to kill myself again... I'm going through a level of heartache that I never knew existed before..... I found my soulmate, then like everything in my life, that was ripped away and I've been left in a state of emotional hell while all the things in my past comes rushing back worse than before....
Nobody cares though, so moving on...
I have a lot on my plate, but I need to stay busy... I have three demo/albums I'm trying to work on, endless amounts of crappy drawings, stupid books and stories I want to continue and have new ones being started as well.. I'm going to try to learn how to animate as soon as I can get a good Gaming PC so I can also post gaming videos on YouTube as filler for the rest of what I want to do.. Not that there's a point, I won't succeed in anything and be happy with life now.. Boo fucking hoo...
Diztortid is on pause until I can mentally handle writing that fucked up shit.. Plus I wanted to have another person's character collide in the story, but he's kinda M.I.A..(Missing in action) and disabled his accounts..(Sorry to put you on blast there, but I haven't said your name so please don't be upset..)
I want to catch up on the twin's story, seeing as its still on the first story arch out of the 6 I already have planned out in my head.. No spoilers here lol... I do want to animate the books into a show on YouTube or a comic here..
I have a new book about Jennifer: The Pup Mask Killer and Zach: The Pyromaniac Murderer that takes place in the human nation, but I have writer's block as well as a slight artist's block at the moment...
The heartache drained my passion along with my creative flow... It's hard, but I force myself to keep working on shit that has lost it's purpose to me... There's no healing from this, unfortunately... I can not explain, you wouldn't fully understand...
Things haven't been great, they almost never were though... But I'm working on a lot to keep my mind busy.. Create shit to stay alive, so I don't try to kill myself again... I'm going through a level of heartache that I never knew existed before..... I found my soulmate, then like everything in my life, that was ripped away and I've been left in a state of emotional hell while all the things in my past comes rushing back worse than before....
Nobody cares though, so moving on...
I have a lot on my plate, but I need to stay busy... I have three demo/albums I'm trying to work on, endless amounts of crappy drawings, stupid books and stories I want to continue and have new ones being started as well.. I'm going to try to learn how to animate as soon as I can get a good Gaming PC so I can also post gaming videos on YouTube as filler for the rest of what I want to do.. Not that there's a point, I won't succeed in anything and be happy with life now.. Boo fucking hoo...
Diztortid is on pause until I can mentally handle writing that fucked up shit.. Plus I wanted to have another person's character collide in the story, but he's kinda M.I.A..(Missing in action) and disabled his accounts..(Sorry to put you on blast there, but I haven't said your name so please don't be upset..)
I want to catch up on the twin's story, seeing as its still on the first story arch out of the 6 I already have planned out in my head.. No spoilers here lol... I do want to animate the books into a show on YouTube or a comic here..
I have a new book about Jennifer: The Pup Mask Killer and Zach: The Pyromaniac Murderer that takes place in the human nation, but I have writer's block as well as a slight artist's block at the moment...
The heartache drained my passion along with my creative flow... It's hard, but I force myself to keep working on shit that has lost it's purpose to me... There's no healing from this, unfortunately... I can not explain, you wouldn't fully understand...
good luck