Back to Avaarana we go! [Mental illness explaination]
7 years ago
So, I am terrible sorry about all the confusion regarding me leaving my previous account, then now leaving this one to go back to the previous. I will be back on Avaarana account from now on and I will do my best to stay consistent.
The reason why "Mental illness explaination" is standing in the title is because I've been diagnosed with quite a few illnesses, to be honest.
For once, in addition to my anxiety I also have depression, along with multiple personality disorders. These disorders fuck up my mind, to put it as bluntly as I can. One of them even results in me having a constant identity crisis towards who I am, what I like, what I want to draw, and how I want to portray myself to the world. Which is causing me to always want to change my name/accounts.
I am in constant war with myself, and this is also part of the reason to why I disappeared from here for so long to begin with.
I will do my best to stop myself from ever abandoning the Avaarana account again, and my boyfriend is under strict orders to talk me out of it if I ever get this clever idea again. My friends will also be there to help me get through these violent attacks of identity crisis', and I can't thank them enough for being my friends, for sticking with me through my hard times, and for not giving up on me.
I am truly sorry.
No worries, I'll see you back there ♥