Blah /rant
7 years ago
Well, here goes nothing...
My depression has been getting the best of me, I've been struggling on a daily basis I to get through each day without either breaking down crying or thinking of doing stupid things. I have a really good job that pays well and comes with benefits. I just feel like I could be doing more and its brining me down, I feel like I should have completed my 4 year degree instead of just getting my two year, but I know I have more education than most people do. I don't know, it just seems that I'm lonely as well or that I'm never good enough for anyone or I always mess things up :/. I'm just at a really low place right now and I'm in my own. The thing is, all the people that say they are here for me aren't, it's a shame really when I've been there for them. How can someone be so easily forgotten?
On that note, I need to stop being so mopey and be happy for myself at everything I have accomplished, it's just hard sometimes.
My depression has been getting the best of me, I've been struggling on a daily basis I to get through each day without either breaking down crying or thinking of doing stupid things. I have a really good job that pays well and comes with benefits. I just feel like I could be doing more and its brining me down, I feel like I should have completed my 4 year degree instead of just getting my two year, but I know I have more education than most people do. I don't know, it just seems that I'm lonely as well or that I'm never good enough for anyone or I always mess things up :/. I'm just at a really low place right now and I'm in my own. The thing is, all the people that say they are here for me aren't, it's a shame really when I've been there for them. How can someone be so easily forgotten?
On that note, I need to stop being so mopey and be happy for myself at everything I have accomplished, it's just hard sometimes.
*Offers many, many hugs*
It's a good thing you are able to look at yourself, and say you want more. Goals and Aspirations should never put you down. Instead they should push you further. Think of each day as a new day, and work harder than the last one. As for loneliness, That'll disappear to you when you find someone important to you that shares your life goals, and helps in your career, and life aspirations.
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