Forever Alone (Not a meme, stahp it D:<)
9 years ago
After nearly 4 years in a relationship, 1 of them Married, my wife, and to a lesser degree myself, have realized it wasn't meant to be. She's not the same person from 4 years ago, and the sad part is, I am the exact same.
I'll never stop being childish at times, I may never find my career path, and I may never be certain if i want kids. And it's that uncertainty, and a greater difference of life goals, that has us decide it's just not going to work in the long run. There are some other personal issues, mental and otherwise, we can never work out, but THAT'S okay.
I've tried reaching out to my past relationship, but that has no chance of working, not really, due to distance & living situation. So I've resigned myself to be alone, because I'm tired of looking and being let down.
If someday, someone wants to get to know me, then I welcome the chance. But I no longer feel like looking myself. If i was meant to be with someone, then they'll find me.
If not... Well, so be it...
I'll never stop being childish at times, I may never find my career path, and I may never be certain if i want kids. And it's that uncertainty, and a greater difference of life goals, that has us decide it's just not going to work in the long run. There are some other personal issues, mental and otherwise, we can never work out, but THAT'S okay.
I've tried reaching out to my past relationship, but that has no chance of working, not really, due to distance & living situation. So I've resigned myself to be alone, because I'm tired of looking and being let down.
If someday, someone wants to get to know me, then I welcome the chance. But I no longer feel like looking myself. If i was meant to be with someone, then they'll find me.
If not... Well, so be it...
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I'm right down the road from you if you need me. Don't hesitate to reach out.
*hugs tight*
You're a great guy and you deserve great things.
Keep the faith.
I'm really sorry to hear what happened... But, don't lose hope... It's understandable why you've lost hope, but... It's super hard, I know... I know because I had lost faith myself on my own future. I don't know if you remember how super lonely my life was, for so many years, but a couple months ago I actually, finally met the love of my life... and the funny thing is, I was 1000% convinced I was never going to be where I am now. So don't lose hope buddy, if you have had 4 years of relationship, you're already well ahead of me, and it is only a matter of time that you'll get back on track. c: