Pulling through
9 years ago
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Its only Fair to say this at least, but i been on hiatus with drawing ever since senior capstone and my graduation. to the point i never even wanted to go on my FA unless it was for something small. not that anyone might read this, but i may as well have it up anyway
I feel like its been too long i haven't even Manage Resident evil Furs especially since it seemed like i was the only one working on it (except like once). with the many submissions journals and comments piling up i need to clean up some stuff on FA and even my list of Drawing Before i can say "i'm back on track"
i even moved to Utah to be with my BF, and i'm still being lazy when it comes down to it. i'm pulling myself forward.
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either way it feel more like a lot more is piling up, more than i ever could finish in my rate, but you're right one step at a time.
Kinda like that Jim Carrey commensement speech we watched (I thought we watched, f not, I'll post a link at the bottom.) He said that when you want something, you put it out there and without overthinking or over stressing as to the HOW the goal will be achieved, you go about your daily life as usual, not worried how to reach the goal, just telling yourself that you want to do whatever it is. As he says, most times, the universe provides that which you need when you need it.
When you are in the mindframe of calmness & whatnot to see the signs that it is the "doorbell" of the thing/goal, you just have to open or step through the door.
As I've told you, many people say I have crazy amounts of luck, be it winning lotto scratchers more times than not, or the times I win at those pay to pick the letter thing prizes at Anime Expo & usually win all the expensive prizes & etc. For me, it's about my mindframe of having most things not be that big of a deal. For me it can be like, "Yeah, it'd be cool to win a couple bucks on this scratcher, but if not, no biggie. I then at times forget I bought it only to find it in my wallet a few days later or so. Sometimes I win, sometimes not. Moreso it seems I do, at least a bit higher percentage. I think that is why I've had so much in life go my way.
Granted, some might say it's due to the stuff I dealt with before I was adopted,, or the fact I barely was able to even be alive to begin with, or even the aspects of all the negative stuff I dealt with all my school life.
I guess what I am trying to say, is that if you try to alter your mindframe to not worry so much about the HOW and just act in a calm comfortable pace and challenging yourself when you FEEL like it is a good time, then things I think will work out better. I think some have called such a think/precess as the "Law of Attraction". You can probably look that phrase up on youtube also.
But yeah. You know I'm one of your major supporters & I got your back all the way. And don't let yourself feel negative emotions because of the distance. Just because we are physically seperated doesn't mean mentally/spiritually/psychically or whatever you want to call it we aren't connected. As you know (unless you don't & the vid was one I watched with someone else.) is that everything & everyone in the universe are all connected. Pure and simple. Everything is connected.
Jim Carrey's Commencement Address at the 2014 MUM Graduation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V80-gPkpH6M
2014 MUM Graduation Jim Carrey Degree Award Highlights
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3RS-O2w6VQ
Anyways, take care ok? Things will work themselves out for you to be at their best for you when the timing & everything is all in it's proper place. You'll see. Take care & talk to you later ok? *Gives you a bug hug.* Also, I'm sure Chris & Lance would do the same if they could. Later man.
Sometimes this place seems like another world in itself...
I wish you the best.
thank you.