Exhausted
11 years ago
I'm feeling pretty drained so I'm sorry if I start rambling away like usual.
Today was fathers day here in Australia. I have to say I think it was the best fathers day we've celebrated. o.o; Though being around my dad and his girl friend gets exhausting after a few hours.
Anyway..Dad and I were talking about how we're both angry at Andy (My sisters bf who's living with us) Still here over 2 years and still hasn't paid a single cent in rent. It's really getting hard on my mum since she's not working any more. Plus he's incredibly selfish..lol no one likes him besides my sister and my mum thinks he's the bees knees. wtf.
Anyway..we we're just catching up and had a lovely lunch. ^^
Man, I'm so tired.
Eve and I have been trying to keep in contact and I'm missing her more than ever. We're both working now, and my social life irl is improving randomly. Time difference sucks a big fat dick.
I really don't know if I'll be able to get to Canada any time soon. But I'm saving everything I can really. :/ Eve says she'd rather live here in Australia. But I dunno.
It's getting warmer here thank goodness..
Dad's been helping me make sure I'm more comfortable in the shed. And one of my friends have been giving me clothes since mine have to be thrown out from mould and rats.
I hope I get a fly screen door in the shed this summer. I think it's going to be a really hot summer. Me in a shed with no air con, no windows, a broken fridge and a lot of bugs do not go well together. So hopefully I'll be able to breathe and sleep.
I honestly haven't been thinking straight lately. My Depression has been getting worse since I've been so sick lately. Seems like nothing really wants to go right for me. I really haven't wanted to talk to anyone besides Eve and my friends in real life. I know that sounds really awful and mean... I just feel awful lately. I hope the next couple of days at work will be okay. I have another busy week a head..I don't really think I'd want to be a dog groomer for the rest of my life.
Blah I'm rambling again. I know I repeat myself a lot in most journals about the usual subjects. I would go to a psychologist, but they cost lots and I feel horrible after each session. I'm not asking anyone to be my psychologist. I wouldn't wish that job upon any one.
Journals just help me out.
Well I really need sleep. And I've drunk enough alcohol to make a elephant pass out. So I think I'll get to bed so I'm ready for the week ahead.
Hope everyone has a nice week.
Happy Fathers day to the fathers out there.
Today was fathers day here in Australia. I have to say I think it was the best fathers day we've celebrated. o.o; Though being around my dad and his girl friend gets exhausting after a few hours.
Anyway..Dad and I were talking about how we're both angry at Andy (My sisters bf who's living with us) Still here over 2 years and still hasn't paid a single cent in rent. It's really getting hard on my mum since she's not working any more. Plus he's incredibly selfish..lol no one likes him besides my sister and my mum thinks he's the bees knees. wtf.
Anyway..we we're just catching up and had a lovely lunch. ^^
Man, I'm so tired.
Eve and I have been trying to keep in contact and I'm missing her more than ever. We're both working now, and my social life irl is improving randomly. Time difference sucks a big fat dick.
I really don't know if I'll be able to get to Canada any time soon. But I'm saving everything I can really. :/ Eve says she'd rather live here in Australia. But I dunno.
It's getting warmer here thank goodness..
Dad's been helping me make sure I'm more comfortable in the shed. And one of my friends have been giving me clothes since mine have to be thrown out from mould and rats.
I hope I get a fly screen door in the shed this summer. I think it's going to be a really hot summer. Me in a shed with no air con, no windows, a broken fridge and a lot of bugs do not go well together. So hopefully I'll be able to breathe and sleep.
I honestly haven't been thinking straight lately. My Depression has been getting worse since I've been so sick lately. Seems like nothing really wants to go right for me. I really haven't wanted to talk to anyone besides Eve and my friends in real life. I know that sounds really awful and mean... I just feel awful lately. I hope the next couple of days at work will be okay. I have another busy week a head..I don't really think I'd want to be a dog groomer for the rest of my life.
Blah I'm rambling again. I know I repeat myself a lot in most journals about the usual subjects. I would go to a psychologist, but they cost lots and I feel horrible after each session. I'm not asking anyone to be my psychologist. I wouldn't wish that job upon any one.
Journals just help me out.
Well I really need sleep. And I've drunk enough alcohol to make a elephant pass out. So I think I'll get to bed so I'm ready for the week ahead.
Hope everyone has a nice week.
Happy Fathers day to the fathers out there.
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Awww jessy! you're messages are always so lovely to read after a crappy time :3 It cheered me up lots! ^-^ * BIG HUGS!!* You have a great week too!!