Seeking insight
11 years ago
~See what lurks in an insane mind...~ There has been this dream subject I have more often than one would like...
The subject pertaining to not being able to breathe..
To me it sounds like.. maybe sleep apnea...? I dunno it's a thought.. I don't like to think about it.
Also been grinding my damned teeth off and on.. bleargh.. usually do that when something is stressing me bad and to be honest there isn't really much of anything...
*sigh*
Birthday was alright... went places had fun.. and on the way home wound up stranded.. car is all fixed and good now though hopefully so that's good.
I got my 6 month eval at work that was pretty alright glad for that.
Other news..
I'm sick of off and on nightmares.. in some ways.. feel this is worse than my 3 years of nightmares every night.. possibly because these have more of a real feel to em so yeah..
blech...
Other other news..
I'm fucking addicted to minecraft.... way too much fun :P
Best wishes to all of you and what not ... I want to get art but right now it's floating about not getting anywhere.. I'm sorry.. :(
The subject pertaining to not being able to breathe..
To me it sounds like.. maybe sleep apnea...? I dunno it's a thought.. I don't like to think about it.
Also been grinding my damned teeth off and on.. bleargh.. usually do that when something is stressing me bad and to be honest there isn't really much of anything...
*sigh*
Birthday was alright... went places had fun.. and on the way home wound up stranded.. car is all fixed and good now though hopefully so that's good.
I got my 6 month eval at work that was pretty alright glad for that.
Other news..
I'm sick of off and on nightmares.. in some ways.. feel this is worse than my 3 years of nightmares every night.. possibly because these have more of a real feel to em so yeah..
blech...
Other other news..
I'm fucking addicted to minecraft.... way too much fun :P
Best wishes to all of you and what not ... I want to get art but right now it's floating about not getting anywhere.. I'm sorry.. :(
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Over the day without recognizing it (Others told me i do that)
And also in the night
And about the Breathing,yes could be a Sleep Apnoe
But maybe you only turn around in the night and lay with the Head on the Pillow sometimes
Happened to me a few times,and then i began to Dream that i drown etc
But you definately should ask a Doc about that,and i hope this gets better ^.=.~
Not breathing, or feeling as if we are drowning, choking ect, generally is a sense of suffocation, or stagnation in the real world. It is often related to a sense of entrapment or helplessness in one aspect or the next in life, or a feel of being smothered. I would look in to that first, and if that dosn't make sense get a sleep study.
Hmm...its hard to tell if these dreams are related to sleep apnoe without the relevant tests...I would agree with Nuwisha in that its possibly down to feeling trapped or just general stress to be honest but it could be sleep apnoe!