Looming Birthday ahead
a year ago
.. you know, Birthdays usually are days you go and celebrate for living another year, that sorta stuff, right? The day you'd usually hang out with others and have a good time, relax, so forth?
...Why is it that I am having trouble sleeping recently with thoughts that dwell upon it. It's already here again on the horizon, and I am not looking forward to it. No, it isn't today, nor in a week at least. If you know it then you know.
I just do not know how to feel about it.. I am getting old, and more distant to others, and that is something I want to fix, yet struggle on. And with recent depresssion, VA calls and medications? Boy oh boy do I feel nice really.
As usual, I am here. I just cannot post like I used to, and I linger upon Discord still if needed. I dunno who is still on the site and will see this that I know of, but I appreciate you reading the small spout of mine. >-<
...Why is it that I am having trouble sleeping recently with thoughts that dwell upon it. It's already here again on the horizon, and I am not looking forward to it. No, it isn't today, nor in a week at least. If you know it then you know.
I just do not know how to feel about it.. I am getting old, and more distant to others, and that is something I want to fix, yet struggle on. And with recent depresssion, VA calls and medications? Boy oh boy do I feel nice really.
As usual, I am here. I just cannot post like I used to, and I linger upon Discord still if needed. I dunno who is still on the site and will see this that I know of, but I appreciate you reading the small spout of mine. >-<
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Yeah, birthdays do seem to lose their luster a bit as ya get older.
Though I do still hope that it'll be an otherwise good day for you.
Well I'm sure that you'd always be welcomed back to some of the communities or people that you've grown distant from, so it's never too late on that front ^^.