whenever I play strive, I can't go two matches without getting ♥♥♥♥♥♥ pissed and wanting to bash my skull against a wall. I just don't ♥♥♥♥♥♥ get how to not get absolutely ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ pissed at this game. I like the game, I have fun, but I get angry so godamn easily. And the instant i get even slightly annoyed it then downward spiralls into me being two seconds away from me puching ♥♥♥♥ out of anger. Ive tried taking breaks, infack I just took one, Ive tried changing my mindset too but neither worked. I just wanna be able to play this godamn game without turning into a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ ass baby boy throwing a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ tantrum. Any advice is appreciated.

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