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Yellow Bottle   Malaita, Solomon Islands
 
 
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This game saved my life.

I am 22.

My ex-wife and I have a daughter together, and adopted our son together. They are now both 4 years old.

When we were going through our separation, I found myself lost and miserable. I was self destructive. I got so mad one day from everything spiraling out of my control that I punched some concrete in a moment of overwhelming emotion. That caused me to break my 5th metacarpal in my right hand... my working hand... my games hand.. the hand that I held and carried my children to bed with.. The hand I desperately needed to make sure I could continue to provide.

After learning of the severity of my self-inflicted damage, I was borderline suicidal. Keep in mind that just a few months before this, I was the happiest man with no history of depression or anxiety. I have never had fits of rage, or been one to break down and cry, but I was in a low spot that just really buried me from being able to see the light on the other side.

Having nothing better to do, I searched for a game I could play, ONE HANDED while I recovered. I somehow stumbled upon this game and read some of the reviews. I decided that it had to be worth a shot... I must admit, I didn't beat the game, or play nearly as long as some of you. In fact, I may have only played this game a day or two.. With that being said, after doing so, I had a new found joy and hope for life. I was able to put behind me the pain and suffering that had been cast over me. I was able to experience other peoples joy and happiness. I was able to see the fruits of my "labor". I relaxed for 5 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ minutes to this music long enough to realize that I was going to be okay.

After coming to that realization, I turned the game off, and I went back to work. It hurt my hand like hell but I was motivated. I stopped feeling so damn sorry for myself, and I became the father I needed to be in that moment, not the weak boy I was behaving as.

Today, I am close friend with my kids mother. We don't fight, or argue, or say hurtful things to each other. We are parents, and friends.

I now have 3 kids. My third child is, wait for it, ALSO 4 YEARS OLD. The woman I am with was going through a very similar situation at the time of my own separation, and we just stumbled in to each others life unexpectedly. We have been in a relationship for a year now, and are very happy together.

Moral of the story, you never know what life holds in store for you, and if I would have given up when all the odds were stacked against me, I wouldn't be where I am today. This silly little game helped me realize that.

Thank you
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Targeted Individual 20 Jul @ 6:52pm 
I see why you call yourself trash, literally you and your cowardly friend ran out of me all over the map and when they were about to die altf4, pathetic useless players, altf4 didn't save them, it's the opposite, it shows how inferior they are being humiliated by me. Do us a favor and stop playing video games for the rest of your sad lives, they suck
Dr. Alethea Bernstein 13 Jan @ 7:20pm 
please unblock my number baby i really need money for groceries im sorry for what i did i promise im getting myself straight and going to church more baby i love you and always will please just unblock me your son needs groceries.
Targeted Individual 3 Aug, 2022 @ 8:45pm 
Has rude over zealous mods on his twitch streams that will call you a pedophile and ban you for suggesting an outfit literally EVERY girl wore in the early 00's but because him and his viewer base are all under the age of 25 they have zero concept of what fashion used to be like 22 years ago.

https://outfittrends.b-cdn.net/wp-content/uploads/2015/08/outfits-to-wear-with-peasant-blouses-4-600x400.jpg

That is not lewd or inappropriate. NOTHING in that outfit suggestion is worth being slandered over. He lost a huge fan because of his mod's insanity and I have not got an apology either.

It's embarrassing that he sits there with a smirk saying NOTHING while that type of garbage goes on. By doing nothing about it and sitting there you are condoning this awful behaviour.

How can you look at yourself in the mirror knowing this is the type of behaviour you stand-by and support? I feel so stupid for supporting you and your content for as long as I have.

Really disappointed in you.
Targeted Individual 5 Jul, 2022 @ 8:23pm 
天意不可违 May 13 @ 12:40am
📁Local Disk (C:)
└📁Program Files (x86)
⠀└📁steam
⠀⠀└📁steamapps
⠀⠀⠀└📁common
⠀⠀⠀⠀└📁Counter-Strike: Global Offensive
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀└📁Skills
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀└⚠️This folder is empty
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀└📁 Aim
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀└⚠️This folder is empty
📁USB (D:)
└📁CS:GO Cheats
⠀└⠀✅白給
⠀└⠀✅送頭
⠀└⠀✅帶包衝點
⠀└⠀✅怪隊友
⠀└⠀✅不報位 啞巴
⠀└⠀✅沒腦沒槍法
⠀└⠀✅謀差勒
⠀└⠀✅金阮小
⠀└⠀✅顧自己
Pilpiligrim 10 Mar, 2022 @ 11:16am 
sup dude:wsgoblin:
Targeted Individual 26 Jun, 2021 @ 7:37pm 
rep. This player is fantastic, just needs to work on communication, aim, map awareness, crosshair placement, economy management, pistol aim, awp flicks, grenade spots, smoke spots, pop flashes, positioning, bomb plant positions, retake ability, bunny hopping, spray control and getting kills