Once knew and wanted for it's deeds,
never loved for thy eyes of disgust
Rather shatter this self-pitty feelings
and drown then with their lust.

Despair is a misunderstood word, its actually reality's face
Then I had embrace it
and for these unreal expectations
I'll suffer nevermore.

"Will it ever be
that someday I'll see,
The one in all its wits,
Willing to fall in love With me?."

Sweet Painful dream, now a memory
Left in the past.