Rest in peace, Bon. We may not have messaged each other in years, but... I still thought of you as a great friend. Through the years we would just chat and hang out and stuff...man, I'm gonna miss those days. Godspeed.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you were my best friend. My instabest friend infact. I had no idea that you had died, I genuinely will miss you so much. You were one of the greatest impacts on my life and I will cherish every moment I had spent with you.

Godspeed my friend. I will miss you

Hey. Lance. I uh. I know it's been a year since i know you passed away. I am sorry.

Im sorry that i missedup the opportunity to contact your sister so we could write something for your funeral altar.

So. I guess your page will do.

The years has been hard, these days. To be honest ,im freaking afraid of the future.

I feel like a mess. I know what i want in life,but i feel trapped by my own brain,my limitations. Wasted by my own insecurities.

It's not all bad,though. I still have buddies here and there,made acquaintance with artists, been learning spanish a bit as well,why ,i wont mention because, well. ♥♥♥♥'s public.

Cara's fine,btw, still being herself, but you know? She doesn't say it,but i do bet she misses you.

I do too. I'll have a stern ,bloody talk with the big dumbass upstairs when i get there, but in the meantime. I'll try to look after the fam,the friends and myself.

In the meantime..

Rest well,brother.

I regret that I didn't give you more time, but I could never say I'm sorry. The problem, the reason I always pushed you away was never because you were bad but because I always liked being alone, it's my comfort zone and it always has been. I can never take back the bad moments we had, nor can I take back all those times I rejected your companionship in my quest for solitary comfort, but you really were an angel, and as lewd as one could get.

You were funny, friendly, smart...

And if the earth was a fair place you would have gotten more, for all the kindness and the comfort you brought on others.

Maybe there's a heaven, maybe there's a way for ghosts to get these messages read or something, maybe I'm just talking to the wind.

But for all these... perhaps 10 years we've known each other, you deserved better than me.

It should've been me Bon, you had people to live for, I don't...

Is he dead?

i hope he is doing well... where ever he is also late happy new year