Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Level
45
Vanilla
200 XP
 
 
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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River flows in you
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♫ Ella Goldheart - Love Me Like You Do ♫⠀⠀⠀⠀ ────────────⚪───────────────────────────── ⠀▐▐ ⠀►▏ ⠀⠀──○─ 🔊 ⠀1:26 / 4:10
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Silent Hill 2 (2024) • 100%
27. Terraria • 86%
28. The Last Faith • 100%
29. Tokyo Dark • 100%
30. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
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Cyberpunk 2077
259
Hours played
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Achievements
Version 1.0
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Achievement Progress   53 of 57
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Screenshots 30 Artwork 2 Review 1
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Something truly mesmerizing
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わたしはあなたをまもリます 💜
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Recent Activity
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S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2: Heart of Chornobyl
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last played on 13 Dec
Goose Goose Duck
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Comments
卡通𝓙𝓑人 4 minutes ago 
Thank you! I hope you have a wonderful day :bbtcat:
Vincent 15 Dec @ 3:36pm 
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☭Pioneer☭ 13 Dec @ 3:07pm 
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:mgh_17::bunkertally::neonheart::neonheart::bunkertally::neonheart::neonheart::bunkertally::mgh_17:
:bunkertally::neonheart::call_soulmate::call_soulmate::neonheart::call_soulmate::call_soulmate::neonheart::bunkertally:
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ℋ𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓖𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝓦𝑒𝑒𝓀𝑒𝓃𝒹!:jasminhappy::swimmieko:
Andúnië⁸⁷ 13 Dec @ 8:34am 
May your weekend be like a soothing melody, calming your soul and filling your heart with endless happiness. Enjoy these blissful days, my friend. Have a Happy Weekend!
Vincent 7 Dec @ 10:13am 
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卡通𝓙𝓑人 6 Dec @ 5:35am 
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