Freinds so i dont for get you

I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, and depression for most of my life. I take Zoloft. In early July, I underwent several life changes - I once and for all broke up with my serious boyfriend of nearly two years. I moved out of my apartment with him and moved to a new city to be close to work. I'm living on my own for the first time. Needless to say, all these big changes have been major stressors.
In mid-July I did something totally out of character for me. I met a guy I turned out to be really attracted to, and on that same night we ♥♥♥♥♥♥. I say "♥♥♥♥" instead of "sex" or anything else, because that best describes how things went ... if that makes any sense.
After our initial hookup, I didn't hear from him for several days. I fell into a deep depression.
Men have always been my kryptonite. Some people shoot up drugs to deal with their pain. Some people overeat. Some people don't eat. Some get ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ drunk

OHHHHHHHH