genuinely there is nothing like the first 48 hours of being insane about a character when you’re washing your eyeballs out with fan art and ripping ao3 apart with your teeth like a hound

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

“are you a fan of - ” you misunderstand me. i am not a fan. i am not a well-adjusted, casual media enjoyer. sports language could never describe how i feel about this fictional topic

me: what if we use our very limited free time to try to make progress on our creative project today

brain: what if we lay on the bed for an hour with Legs In The Air

just need to write this scene real quick. alrighty if i can just get through this scene. okay actually just one more scene. oh wait there’s still another scene. hold on just