this tapped into emotions i havent felt since back when i was thirteen. so far in the closet i didnt even know you could just be a girl, let alone that i could be one, and i would read stories like this and feel this....indescribable emotion. i couldnt explain it then and i still dont know how to put it into words. and zandra tapped into that and i sobbed reading this light novel. so, so fucking good